MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS, OUR HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT ON FEBRUARY 13th, 2017

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY TO HEAR THE SONG -- YOU'VE GOT A VISION, YOU'VE GOT A DREAM, YOU'VE GOT TO BELIEVE, THIS IS WHY YOU WERE MADE -- AGAIN.  PLEASE RESTORE THE BEAUTIFUL VISIONS OF THE MINISTRIES THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN TO ME.  I KNOW YOU ARE STILL WITH ME, LORD JESUS AND HEAVENLY FATHER SO ME MAKE ME PASSIONATE, MINISTERIAL AND BEAUTIFUL AGAIN, I PRAY, IN JESUS' NAME. JUST RETURN EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE THAT NEEDS RESTORED AND LET ME FEEL PASSIONATE AND ON FIRE AGAIN, SERVING YOU, LORD JESUS.  AND PLEASE, I PRAY, RESTORE MY FAMILY AND YOUR CHURCH SO THAT THEY ARE SUPPORTIVE OF ME AND THESE VISIONS/DREAMS/MINISTRIES AGAIN. IN JESUS' COMPASSIONATE, LOVING, GLORIOUS, HOLY AND BEAUTIFUL NAME.  LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE KAY OLSON

PS DEAR LORD JESUS, PLEASE KEEP HOLDING ME AND MAKE ME STRONG AND COURAGEOUS AGAIN (JUST LIKE YOU DID TODAY! THANK YOU!) LOVE ALWAYS, YOUR DAUGHTER, DIANE KAY OLSON 

THE MINISTRIES THAT I WOULD LOVE TO START:

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www.jesushearts.org

www.amazinggraceministries.org

www.compositionstudies.com

 

 


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS, OUR HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT ON FEBRUARY 11th, 2017

DEAR LORD JESUS, OUR HEAVENLY FAHTER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY TODAY THAT YOU PLEASE RESTORE ME AND MY BODY AND STOP THE HURTFUL MEMORIES -- PLEASE.  PLEASE RESTORE MY MOM AND LET HER KNOW THAT I LOVE HER VERY MUCH AND MISS HER VERY MUCH!!! PLEASE RESTORE MY BROKEN MEMORY AND VISION AND GIVE ME BEAUTIFUL THINGS TO FOCUS UPON.  I AM SO HURT, FATHER AND LORD JESUS, AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU HAVEN'T HEALED ME YET AND WHY YOU ARE LETTING THESE HURTFUL MEMORIES HAPPEN.  I HAVE PRAYED AND PRAYED AND PRAYED AND PRAYED FOR RESTORATION AND HEALING.  I AM A VERY GOOD, KIND-HEARTED, CARING, COMPASSIONATE PERSON WHO DESERVES TO BE LOVED AND CARED FOR.  I MISS MY BEAUTIFUL, CARING, COMPASSIONATE MOM SO MUCH, FATHER AND LORD JESUS.  IN JESUS'  LOVING, COMPASSIONATE, HOLY AND GLORIOUS AND BEAUTIFUL NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE 


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS, OUR HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT ON FEBRUARY 4th, 2017

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY TODAY THAT YOU RESTORE MY MOM -- YOU KNOW HOW HEART-BROKEN I AM OVER WHAT IS GOING ON WITH HER RIGHT NOW.  PLEASE RESTORE THE GREAT LOVE AND COMPASSION THAT WE HAD AND STILL HAVE FOR ONE ANOTHER.  DEAR LORD JESUS, I PRAY FOR THE BLESSINGS AND FINANCIAL RESOURCES THAT ARE NECESSARY FOR THE MINISTRIES THAT YOU HAVE PLACED ON MY HEART --- www.jesushearts.org, www.compassionfortheafflicted.com, www.amazinggraceministries.org --AND FOR YOUR ASSISTANCE IN BRINGING THOSE MINISTRIES INTO EXISTENCE FOR THE OPPRESSED, AFFLICTED, BROKEN AND BROKEN-HEARTED OF THIS WORLD THAT YOU CARE SO DEEPLY ABOUT.  I PRAY THAT YOU RESTORE MY PHYSICAL WELL-BEING, LORD JESUS, SO THAT I FEEL COMFORTABLE IN MY BODY AGAIN AND THAT YOU TAKE AWAY THIS ASHEN FEELING THAT I HAVE BEEN EXPERIENCING.  I PRAY, LORD JESUS, TO FEEL HEALTHY, WHOLE AND PASSIONATE AND IN LOVE WITH THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD AGAIN AND TO BE A MISSIONARY OF YOUR LOVE AND GRACE TO THE WORLD AROUND ME.  THANK YOU LORD JESUS FOR WALKING BESIDE ME AND CARRYING ME IN ALL THAT I DO AND SAY AND THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS STAYING BY MY SIDE NO MATTER WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH. I AM VERY GRATEFUL, LORD JESUS, FOR YOUR PRESENCE IN MY LIFE AND FOR YOU GROWING MY FAITH IN YOU OVER THE PAST SEVERAL YEARS.  PLEASE ALWAYS REMIND ME OF HOW FAR I HAVE COME IN MY JOURNEY/WALK OF FAITH WITH YOU OVER THE PAST SEVERAL YEARS AND HOW MUCH YOU HAVE GROWN MY FAITH AND THE FAITH OF OTHER PEOPLE THROUGH MY MINISTERIAL WRITING OVER THE PAST SEVERAL YEARS.  THANK YOU, LORD JESUS, FOR THE WORK THAT YOU HAVE DONE IN ME AND THROUGH ME -- THROUGH THE GLORIOUS POWER OF YOUR HOLY SPIRIT.  I LOVE YOU, LORD JESUS, AND I ADORE YOU, LORD JESUS, AND I PRAY THAT YOU BRING THE PHYSICAL HEALING THAT I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR FOR SO LONG AND THAT YOU BRING MORE JESUS-LOVING CHRISTIANS INTO MY LIFE WHO WILL SUPPORT THE MINISTRIES YOU HAVE PLACED ON MY HEART AND WHO WILL BUILD THOSE MINISTRIES IN COMMUNITY WITH ME. PLEASE CONTINUE MAKING ME INTO THAT BEAUTIFUL, DEEPLY COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING MINISTER OF YOUR AMAZING GRACE TO THE WORLD.  THERE IS NOTHING THAT I WANT MORE THAN TO SERVE YOU, LORD JESUS, AS A MINISTER OF YOUR AMAZING LOVE AND GRACE AND FORGIVENESS TO THE SUFFERING OF THE WORLD.  GIVE ME THE WORDS, I PRAY, TO WRITE THE BOOKS ABOUT YOUR AMAZING LOVE AND GRACE THAT YOU HAVE PLACED ON MY HEART TO WRITE SO THAT I CAN SING OF YOUR LOVE, LORD JESUS, UNTIL THE WHOLE WORLD HEARS AND UNTIL THAT GLORIOUS, AMAZING DAY WHEN YOU RETURN AS KING OF THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD.   I PRAY FOR ALL OF THIS IN JESUS' LOVING, COMPASSIONATE, BEAUTIFUL, HOLY AND GLORIOUS NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

 


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS, OUR HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT ON JANUARY 30th, 2017

www.compassionfortheafflicted.com
www.jesushearts.org
THESE ARE VISIONS OF TWO MINISTRIES THAT LORD JESUS AND GOD OUR ALMIGHTY HEAVENLY FATHER HAVE PLACED ON MY HEART TO BUILD AND DELIVER TO THE MENTALLY-AFFLICTED AND THE CHILDREN WHO DO NOT YET KNOW ABOUT JESUS AND HIS GREAT LOVE AND COMPASSION FOR THEM (ESPECIALLY THE REFUGEE CHILDREN OF THE WORLD AND SYRIA), AND I PRAY THIS EVENING THAT LORD JESUS AND GOD OUR HEAVENLY FATHER PROVIDE ME WITH THE RESOURCES, SUPPORT AND BLESSINGS THAT ARE SO NECESSARY FOR THE BUILDING AND ADMINISTERING AND TEACHING OF THESE MINISTRIES> GOD BLESS ALL OF THE REFUGEE CHILDREN IN THE WORLD WHO ARE SUFFERING RIGHT NOW, AND DEAR LORD JESUS, WRAP EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THEM UP IN YOUR LOVING ARMS AND SHOWER THEM WITH YOUR LOVE AND AFFECTION AND COMFORT, AS I KNOW THAT YOU DO EVERY DAY FOR THESE CHILDREN. I PRAY ALSO FOR AN OPPORTUNITY TO REACH OUT AND ASSIST REFUGEE CHILDREN, AND I PRAY THAT YOU LORD JESUS OPEN THE EYES OF OUR NATION'S AND OUR PRESIDENT'S HEART TO THE PLIGHT OF THESE DEAR AND PRECIOUS CHILDREN OF YOURS WHO DO NOT DESERVE, BY ANY MEANS, TO BE CAUGHT UP IN THIS POLITICAL SITUATION AND DESERVE COMFORT, SECURITY, LOVE AND COMPASSION AT ALL TIMES. THE ONLY WAY THAT WE WILL BECOME A "GREAT" NATION AGAIN IS BY PAYING ATTENTION TO AND SERVING THESE REFUGEE CHILDREN OF THE WORLD -- THAT IS THE ONLY WAY, IN JESUS' EYES, THAT NATION BECOMES "GREAT." AND THE ONLY GREAT LEADER IN THIS WORLD IS LORD JESUS, WHO IS COMING BACK SOON TO MAKE THIS WORLD RIGHT NOW AND RESTORE ALL THAT IS BROKEN AND WRONG IN THE WORLD. WE MUST PUT OUR FAITH AND TRUST IN OUR LORD AND SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST -- AND OUR COMING KING OF GLORY AND TRUTH AND RIGHTEOUSNESS AND PEACE. I PRAY ALL OF THIS IN JESUS' BEAUTIFUL, GLORIOUS, HOLY, LOVING AND MOST OF ALL COMPASSIONATE NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS, OUR HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT ON JANUARY 30th, 2017

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I WANT TO THANK YOU TODAY FOR ALL OF THE ABUNDANT BLESSINGS THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN TO ME ON THIS JOURNEY OF FAITH WITH LORD JESUS OVER THE PAST SEVERAL YEARS, AND I PRAY THAT YOU CONTINUE TO GROW MY FAITH IN LORD JESUS' GREAT LOVE, AMAZING GRACE AND PRESENCE IN MY LIFE.  I PRAY AGAIN TODAY FOR THE RESOURCES AND BLESSINGS TO START UP THE MINISTRIES THAT YOU HAVE PLACED ON MY HEART www.godlovesyou.co, www.jesushearts.org, www.compassionfortheafflicted.com and www.amazinggraceministries.org.  PLEASE, I PRAY, REIGNITE THE PASSION FOR THESE MINISTRIES AND MAKE MY ALL-CONSUMING PASSION TALKING ABOUT YOU, LORD JESUS,AND YOUR GREAT AND AMAZING LOVE AND GRACE FOR ALL PEOPLE AND TEACHING PEOPLE ABOUT WHAT IT MEANS TO HAVE FAITH IN YOU, LORD JESUS, AND A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, LORD JESUS, AND HOW THAT FAITH IN LORD JESUS, AS OUR LORD, SAVIOR, AND BEST FRIEND, IS THE MOST REDEEMING, HEALING, BEAUTIFUL, RESTORATIVE THING IN THE WORLD.  LET ME SING IT UNTIL THE WHOLE WORLD, AND ALL YOUR DEAR CHILDREN, LORD JESUS, COME TO KNOW HOW GREAT IS YOUR LOVE AND AMAZING GRACE FOR THEM.  ALSO, DEAR LORD JESUS, CONTINUE MAKING ME INTO THAT PASSIONATE ADVOCATE, IN JESUS' NAME, FOR THE OPPRESSED, BROKEN-HEARTED AND MARGINALIZED OF THE WORLD, AND GIVE ME THE WORDS TO CONTINUE ADVOCATING FOR THOSE HURTING PEOPLE WHO ARE MOST NEAR AND DEAR TO YOUR HEART LORD JESUS www.jesuslobby.org www.hearts.express  AGAIN, THANK YOU SO MUCH, FOR ALL OF THE BLESSINGS THAT YOU HAVE SHOWERED UPON ME IN MY LIFE, AND ALWAYS REMIND ME OF HOW BLESSED I AM.  I AM JUST VERY GRATEFUL.  HELP ME TO TEACH OTHERS TO SEE THE ABUNDANT GIFTS AND BLESSINGS THAT THEY HAVE IN THEIR LIVES, TOO, AND HOW THEY CAN USE THEIR GIFTS TO MINISTER TO, SERVE AND ASSIST OTHERS. I PRAY ALL OF THESE THINGS, IN JESUS' BEAUTIFUL, GLORIOUS, COMPASSIONATE, HOLY AND MOST OF ALL LOVE NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE 

 


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT ON JANUARY 19, 2017

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY TODAY THAT YOU RESTORE THE RELATIONSHIP WITH MY MOM, WHO I NEED SO MUCH IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. I PRAY THAT YOU MAKE HER LOVING AND COMPASSIONATE AND CARING TOWARDS ME AGAIN, AND JUST MAKE US GRACIOUS AND LOVING TOWARDS ONE ANOTHER AGAIN. AND I PRAY, IN JESUS' NAME, THAT YOU GIVE ME A SENSE OF PURPOSE AGAIN AND MAKE ME INTO THAT BEAUTIFUL AND LOVING AND GRACIOUS MISSIONARY FOR YOUR LOVE AND AMAZING GRACE IN THE WORLD, LORD JESUS.  PLEASE HAVE COMPASSION ON ME AND HEAL ME AND RESTORE ME AND MAKE ME FEEL WELL, WHOLE, VIBRANT AND ALIVE AGAIN, IN JESUS' NAME.  PLEASE HEAL MY BROKEN VISION AND MAKE MY MIND ONLY FOCUS ON YOU, LORD JESUS.  AND PLEASE PLAY BEAUTIFUL, RESTORATIVE, COMPASSIONATE CHRISTIAN MUSIC THAT INSPIRES AND HEALS ME AND MAKES ME STRONG AGAIN, I PRAY, IN JESUS' NAME.  AND PLEASE MAKE THE SUN SHINE AND BRING YOUR GLORIOUS LIGHT AND LOVE INTO MY HOME, IN JESUS' NAME.  I PRAY FOR ALL OF THIS IN JESUS' BEAUTIFUL, HOLY, COMPASSIONATE, GLORIOUS AND MOST OF ALL LOVING NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON JANUARY 12, 2017

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY THAT YOU HEAL AND RESTORE MY FAMILY AND THEIR BROKENNESS -- PLEASE HELP THEM TO UNDERSTAND YOUR MINISTERIAL PURPOSE FOR MY LIFE AND THAT I HAVE BEEN WALKING IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY FOR THE PAST YEAR AND WILL CONTINUE TO WALK, BY FAITH, IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY, REGARDLESS OF HOW THEY MISJUDGE MY LIFE AND MY WORK FOR YOU. THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME THE WORDS TO MINISTER TO AND SERVE THE BROKEN AND HURTING OF THE WORLD. I KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN SERVING YOUR PURPOSES FOR MY LIFE DURING THE PAST YEAR (2016-2017) AND I PRAY THAT YOU MAKE MY FAMILY SEE THE VALUE OF THE WORK THAT I HAVE BEEN DOING. CONTINUE TO INSPIRE ME AND GIVE ME THE WORDS TO MINISTER TO AND ADVOCATE FOR THE BROKEN AND HURTING AND SUFFERING OF THIS WORLD, IN YOUR GLORIOUS, COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING NAME JESUS, AS THERE IS NOTHING THAT I WANT MORE THAN TO SERVE THEM, TO YOUR HONOR AND GLORY, FATHER AND LORD JESUS. ALSO, PLEASE GIVE ME A LUTHERAN CHURCH THAT SUPPORTS THE WORK THAT I DO -- THAT DOESN'T JUST PRAY FOR MINISTRIES BUT ACTIVELY PARTICIPATES IN THE BUILDING OF MINISTRIES SUCH AS COMPASSION FOR THE AFFLICTED THAT YOU HAVE PLACED ON MY HEART TO BUILD THIS YEAR (2017). PLEASE, I PRAY, PROVIDE ME WITH THE RESOURCES AND BLESSINGS TO BRING THESE MINISTRIES -- JESUS HEARTS, AMAZING GRACE MINISTRIES AND COMPASSION FOR THE AFFLICTED -- INTO EXISTENCE FOR THE CHILDREN, THE AFFLICTED AND THE BROKEN-HEARTED WHO HAVE YET TO HEAR HOW MUCH AND HOW GREATLY YOU LOVE THEM, LORD JESUS, AND OFFER THEM AMAZING GRACE THROUGH YOUR AWE-INSPIRING SACRIFICE ON THE CROSS. THANK YOU, FATHER AND LORD JESUS, FOR LEADING ME TO THE KIND OF CHRISTIAN MUSIC THAT HEALS ME AND BEAUTIFULLY AND GENTLY WORSHIPS YOU IN THE WAYS THAT YOU WANT TO BE WORSHIPPED. MAY 2017 BE MY BEST YEAR EVER, IN JESUS' GLORIOUS, HOLY, COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON JANUARY 6, 2017

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY THIS EVENING THAT YOU RESTORE MY HEALTH AND WELL-BEING AND THAT YOU RESTORE MY FAMILY.  I PRAY THAT YOU CONTINUE TO GROW MY FAITH IN YOU, LORD JESUS, AND ALWAYS REMIND ME OF YOUR LOVING AND COMPASSIONATE PRESENCE IN MY LIFE AND YOUR GREAT CARE FOR ME.  I PRAY THAT YOU CONTINUE MAKING ME INTO THAT MINISTER FOR YOUR GREAT LOVE AND AMAZING GRACE FOR THE BROKEN AND HURTING PEOPLE OF THIS WORLD AND CONTINUE GROWING MY FAITH AND MY COURAGE AND MY CONVICTION IN YOU, LORD JESUS.  THANK YOU FOR THE WONDERFUL WORK THAT YOU HAVE DONE IN ME AND THROUGH ME THIS PAST YEAR AND THE GIFTS THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME IN WRITING AND TEACHING ABOUT YOUR AMAZING LOVE. PLEASE ONLY PLAY CHRISTIAN MUSIC THAT IS SUPPORTIVE OF MY WORK AND INSPIRES AND GROWS MY FAITH AND COMPASSION AND REPRESENTS YOUR GRACIOUS -- UNCONDITIONAL, NON-JUDGMENTAL -- LOVE FOR THE WORLD.  CONTINUE TO TEACHING ME ABOUT YOUR AMAZING LOVE AND GRACE ON THE CROSS AND BUILDING MY FAITH IN THAT LOVE AND GRACE.  THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU HAVE DONE IN MY LIFE AND THE AMAZING BLESSINGS AND GIFTS THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN TO ME. PLEASE HELP ME TO CONTINUE SHARING THOSE GIFTS AND BLESSINGS TO A WORLD THAT VERY MUCH NEEDS TO HEAR HOW MUCH THEY ARE LOVED BY YOU AND HOW YOU FORGAVE THEM WITH YOUR GLORIOUS AND AMAZING SACRIFICE ON THE CROSS AND HOW YOU ARE COMING BACK AGAIN SOON AS A GRACIOUS AND LOVING AND COMPASSIONATE AND ALL-POWERFUL AND AMAZING AND AWESOME KING OF THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD AND THE WORLD IS GOING TO BE A PEACEFUL, LOVING, BEAUTIFUL PLACE AGAIN FOR ALL OF YOUR CHILDREN.  THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME A BEAUTIFUL AND COMPASSIONATE AND CARING MISSIONARY OF YOUR LOVE AND ADVOCATE FOR YOUR LOVE AND FOR THE SUFFERING PEOPLE WHO YOU CARE MOST ABOUT IN THIS WORLD.  I PRAY THAT I GET TO CONTINUE BEING THAT MISSIONARY AND ADVOCATE TO THE WORLD AROUND ME. IN JESUS' HOLY, COMPASSIONATE, LOVING AND GRACIOUS AND BEAUTIFUL NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE 


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON DECEMBER 21, 2016

DEAR LORD JESUS, OUR HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

DEAR LORD JESUS, I PRAY THAT YOU LIGHTEN UP THIS CHRISTMAS SEASON WITH YOUR GLORIOUS LIGHT AND LOVE AND BRING GREAT JOY AND PEACE TO EVERY PERSON WHO IS SUFFERING THIS CHRISTMAS SEASON.  PLEASE, LORD JESUS, CONTINUE TO HEAL ME WITH YOUR LIGHT AND AMAZING LOVE AND GRACE.  I PRAY, AGAIN, TODAY THAT YOU BRING THE HEALING TO ME AND MY FAMILY THAT HAS BEEN LONG AWAITED AND RESTORE OUR FAMILY THIS CHRISTMAS SEASON SO THAT WE CAN ENJOY THE HOLIDAYS TOGETHER.  I PRAY AGAIN, FATHER AND LORD JESUS, THAT YOU PROVIDE ME WITH THE RESOURCES AND BLESSINGS TO START THE MINISTRIES THAT YOU HAVE PLACED ON MY HEART THIS YEAR www.jesushearts.org, www.compassionfortheafflicted.com and www.amazinggraceministries.org I ALSO PRAY THAT  YOU CONTINUE TRANSFORMING ME INTO THAT GRACIOUS AND BEAUTIFUL MISSIONARY AND MINISTER OF YOUR AMAZING LOVE AND GRACE TO A WORLD THAT GREATLY NEEDS TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR AMAZING GRACE ON THE CROSS AND COMPASSION AND LOVE FOR THEM, LORD JESUS.  I PRAY ALSO THAT YOU GIVE ME THE WORDS TO WRITE THE BOOKS ABOUT YOUR (JESUS') GREAT LOVE FOR THE MOST BROKEN AND SUFFERING PEOPLE OF THE WORLD AND YOUR AMAZING GRACE THROUGH FAITH IN WHAT YOU (JESUS) COMPASSIONATELY AND LOVINGLY DID ON THE CROSS FOR US.  DEAR LORD JESUS, PLEASE SHOWER YOUR LOVE AND LIGHT DOWN UPON EVERY HURTING PERSON THIS CHRISTMAS SEASON, GIVE THEM THE PEACE THAT PASSES ALL UNDERSTANDING, AND WRAP YOUR LOVING ARMS AROUND THEM AND LET THEM FEEL HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM AND ARE WITH THEM.  IN JESUS' COMPASSIONATE, LOVING, HOLY AND GLORIOUS NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE 

 


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON DECEMBER 2, 2016

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY THIS CHRISTMAS SEASON THAT YOU HELP ME TO BRING THIS MINISTRY INTO EXISTENCE, TO YOUR HONOR AND GLORY, FATHER AND LORD JESUS, AND TO SERVE, HEAL AND RESTORE, IN JESUS' NAME, THE AFFLICTED PEOPLE WHO ARE MOST DEAR TO YOUR HEART.

www.compassionfortheafflicted.com
THIS MINISTRY WAS PLACED ON MY HEART ALMOST A YEAR AGO, AND GOD AND JESUS HAVE BEEN DEVELOPING THE VISION FURTHER BY SHOWING ME THE GREAT NEED FOR THIS MINISTRY THAT PROVIDES PLACES FOR THE AFFLICTED (WHO ARE VERY DEAR TO OUR HEAVENLY FATHER AND LORD JESUS) TO GO AND BE RESTORED THROUGH THE LOVE AND GRACE OF JESUS CHRIST. I CANNOT SAY ENOUGH HOW GREATLY THIS MINISTRY IS NEEDED IN THE WORLD TODAY. I PRAY AGAIN TODAY THAT GOD AND LORD JESUS PROVIDE THE RESOURCES AND BLESSINGS THAT ARE NEEDED TO BRING THIS MINISTRY INTO EXISTENCE. IN JESUS' LOVING, COMPASSIONATE AND HOLY NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON NOVEMBER 30, 2016

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY THAT YOU LIGHTEN UP THIS WORLD WITH YOUR AMAZING LOVE AND GRACE, AND CONTINUE TO GIVE ME THE WORDS TO TEACH ABOUT YOUR AMAZING GRACE AND LOVE ON THE CROSS AND FOR ALL OF HUMANITY, LORD JESUS AND FATHER.  I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR ALL OF THE AMAZING BLESSINGS THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN TO ME IN THIS LIFE.  YOU ARE JUST AN AWESOME AND AMAZING GOD AND SAVIOR, LORD JESUS, AND I PRAY TO CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS AND YOUR ARRIVAL ON THIS EARTH AS A TENDER, GENTLE BABY IN A MANGER IN BETHLEHEM TWO THOUSAND YEARS.  FILL ME UP WITH THE CHRISTMAS SPIRIT AND PLEASE KEEP PLAYING BEAUTIFUL CHRISTMAS SONGS ABOUT OUR SAVIOR AND COMING KING ON THE RADIO THAT INSPIRE AND CONTINUE GROWING MY FAITH IN JESUS.  I PRAY TODAY THAT YOU ENACT THE BEAUTIFUL, AMAZING PLANS THAT YOU HAVE FOR MY LIFE AND JUST KEEP LEADING ME ON AND ON, LORD JESUS, AND GIVING ME THE COURAGE AND THE STRENGTH TO SERVE YOU IN THE WORLD AND KEEP SHARING WITH THE WORLD WHAT YOU ARE ALL ABOUT -- YOUR AMAZING LOVE, GRACE, SALVATION, COMPASSION, BEAUTY AND GLORY.  AND MOST OF ALL YOUR HEART -- GIVE ME YOUR HEART, LORD JESUS, FOR THE BROKEN-HEARTED, THE ONES FAR BEYOND MY REACH -- GIVE ME YOUR HEART, LORD JESUS, FOR THE ONES FORGOTTEN.  YOU ARE BOTH AN AMAZING SAVIOR AND COMING KING AND THE MOST COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING HEART AND FRIEND THAT WE WILL EVER KNOW AND FEEL IN THIS WORLD.   THANK YOU FOR BEING MY BEST FRIEND, LORD JESUS, IN EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE GONE THROUGH IN RECENT YEARS.  I KNOW THAT YOU CONTINUE TO CARRY ME AND WALK WITH ME AND WILL NEVER LEAVE MY SIDE.  THANK YOU, JESUS. IN JESUS' HOLY, COMPASSIONATE, BEAUTIFUL, GLORIOUS AND MOST OF ALL LOVING NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE 

 


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON NOVEMBER 24, 2016

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

TODAY HAS BEEN A DIFFICULT DAY BECAUSE, AS YOU ALREADY KNOW, MY FAMILY LET ME DOWN ON THANKSGIVING -- BUT MAYBE THAT WAS THE BEST THING TO HAPPEN.  PLEASE, I PRAY IN JESUS' NAME, HEAL MY BROKEN VISION AND RESTORE MY HEALTH AND WELL-BEING SO THAT I CAN GO FORTH IN THE WORLD AS A GRACIOUS AND LOVING AND BEAUTIFUL MISSIONARY OF YOUR AMAZING LOVE, GRACE AND COMPASSION IN THE WORLD, WHICH IS ESPECIALLY NEEDED AT THIS TIME IN OUR NATION.  PLEASE CONTINUE TO GIFT AND BLESS ME WITH WRITING ABOUT YOUR AMAZING LOVE AND GRACE, LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER, FOR  THE MOST BROKEN AND HURTING AND HEART-BROKEN PEOPLE IN THE WORLD.  I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE SO MUCH MORE FOR ME TO TEACH AND SHARE WITH THE WORLD ABOUT YOUR UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND AMAZING GRACE, SO HELP ME TO LOOK PAST THE LIMITATIONS OF MY FAMILY AND WHAT THEY CANNOT SEE ABOUT THE AMAZING WORK THAT YOU HAVE YET FOR ME TO DO IN THIS WORLD AND THE AMAZING WORK THAT I HAVE ALREADY DONE IN MY LIFE ON YOUR BEHALF, HEAVENLY FATHER AND LORD JESUS.  ON THIS THANKSGIVING DAY, LET ME THANK YOU FOR ALL OF THE BLESSINGS THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME IN THIS LIFE AND PLEASE LORD JESUS AND FATHER, NEVER LET ME FORGET HOW BEAUTIFULLY AND WONDERFULLY I HAVE BEEN BLESSED IN THIS LIFE, NO MATTER HOW BROKEN MY VISION MAY BE RIGHT NOW.  I PRAY THAT YOU HEAL AND RESTORE THAT VISION SOON -- I PRAY FOR A MIRACLE AGAIN, FATHER AND LORD JESUS, THE MIRACLE THAT ONLY YOU CAN PERFORM AND DELIVER.  PLEASE TEACH MY FAMILY THAT I HAVE BEEN DOING IMPORTANT WORK ON YOUR BEHALF IN RECENT YEARS AND HELP THEM TO SEE THE MANY WONDERFUL THINGS THAT I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED WITH THE BEAUTIFUL GIFTS THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN TO ME IN THIS LIFE.  ALSO, PLEASE REESTABLISH PEACE AND KINDNESS AND MUTUAL-RESPECT IN MY FAMILY.  IN JESUS' COMPASSIONATE, LOVING, GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE 

 


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON NOVEMBER 19, 2016

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY AGAIN TODAY THAT YOU BRING HEALING AND RESTORATION TO OUR DIVERSE NATION THAT IS CURRENTLY BEING NEGATIVELY IMPACTED BY HATE SPEECH FROM THE RIGHT AND THE PRESIDENT-ELECT.  PLEASE TEACH OUR CHILDREN THAT THEIR ONLY ROLE MODEL SHOULD BE JESUS, WHO DEMONSTRATED AMAZING LOVE AND GRACE FOR ALL PEOPLE AND ESPECIALLY THE MOST OUTCAST AND MARGINALIZED PEOPLE.  UNFORTUNATELY, OUR CURRENT PRESIDENT-ELECT, WITH HIS BIASED AND SLANDEROUS VIEWS ON MINORITIES, IMMIGRANTS AND WOMEN, IS BY NO MEANS A ROLE MODEL THAT THE MEDIA SHOULD BE PRESENTING TO OUR CHILDREN AND THIS SITUATION IS CAUSING SERIOUS PROBLEMS IN OUR NATION'S SCHOOLS.  INSTEAD OF UNDESERVINGLY PUTTING TRUMP IN THE SPOTLIGHT, LET US PUT JESUS CHRIST AND THE GOSPELS BACK IN THE SPOTLIGHT AND TEACH OUR CHILDREN ABOUT THE LOVE AND COMPASSION OF JESUS CHRIST FOR ALL PEOPLE, NO MATTER THEIR ETHNICITY OR PREVIOUS RELIGIOUS BACKGROUND.  DEAR LORD JESUS AND GOD OUR ALMIGHTY HEAVENLY FATHER, I PRAY THAT YOU MOVE MIGHTILY IN THE HEARTS AND SOULS OF OUR NATION'S PEOPLE AND ESPECIALLY THE RELIGIOUS RIGHT TO REVEAL THE TRUTH AND WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE ABOUT THE DIVISIVENESS THAT IS BEING SPURNED ON BY TRUMP'S INACCURATE AND OFFENSIVE REPRESENTATIONS OF WOMEN, MINORITIES AND IMMIGRANTS.  HE IS BY NO MEANS A ROLE MODEL FOR OUR CHILDREN, AND WE NEED TO TEACH OUR CHILDREN THAT JESUS' LOVE AND COMPASSION FOR THE WORLD, AS OUR SAVIOR AND LORD, SHOULD BE THE ONLY ROLE MODEL THAT THEY FOLLOW.  IN JESUS' GLORIOUS, COMPASSIONATE AND HOLY NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE 

 


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON NOVEMBER 15, 2016

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,
I AM STILL AWAITING THE HEALING THAT YOU HAVE PROMISED AND I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE BEEN HEALING ME YET I ALSO PRAY FOR A TOTAL AND COMPLETE HEALING THAT HAS ME OUT IN THE WORLD AGAIN TESTIFYING TO MY FAITH IN YOU, LORD JESUS, AND ADVOCATING FOR THE PEOPLE NEAR AND DEAR TO YOU, LORD JESUS. TODAY, I AM JUST RESTING BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN FEVERISH AND TIRED AND I PRAY THAT YOU RESTORE MY HEALTH AND MY WELL-BEING AGAIN. YOU KNOW THAT I WANT TO BE A LOVING AND COMPASSIONATE MISSIONARY TO THE BROKEN AND BROKEN-HEARTED OF THE WORLD AND A LOVING ADVOCATE FOR YOUR TRUTHS IN THE WORLD, LORD JESUS AND HEAVENLY FATHER. IN JESUS' COMPASSIONATE, GLORIOUS, LOVING AND HOLY NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE
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MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON NOVEMBER 13, 2016

DEAR LORD JESUS, OUR HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,
I PRAY THIS SUNDAY MORNING THAT YOU HEAL AND RESTORE THIS BROKEN AND DIVIDED NATION THAT WE LIVE IN TODAY. I PRAY, DEAR LORD JESUS, FOR AN END TO THE UNCIVIL, HATE SPEECH THAT IS COMING FROM THE RIGHT. I PRAY FOR A RETURN TO AND RESTORATION OF CIVILITY, LOVE, GRACIOUSNESS AND KINDNESS AND MUTUAL-RESPECT IN THIS COUNTRY. PLEASE, DEAR LORD JESUS, INTERVENE IN THE DIVISIVENESS THAT IS OCCURRING IN OUR COUNTRY AND TEACH PEOPLE TO LOVE ONE ANOTHER AND BE KIND TO ONE ANOTHER. PLEASE, DEAR LORD JESUS, RETURN TO THIS EARTH AND ESTABLISH YOUR EVERLASTING, PEACEFUL, GRACIOUS AND ALL-MIGHTY KINGDOM. WE NEED YOUR PEACE, AMAZING LOVE, AMAZING GRACE, KINDNESS AND COMPASSION MORE THAN EVER AT THIS TIME, LORD JESUS. IN JESUS' HOLY, COMPASSIONATE, GLORIOUS AND LOVING NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON NOVEMBER 12, 2016

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY TODAY THAT YOUR WILL BE DONE IN MY LIFE.  YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I HAVE PRAYED TO BE TRANSFORMED INTO A MISSIONARY FOR YOUR AMAZING LOVE AND GRACE IN THE WORLD FOR THE BROKEN AND BROKEN-HEARTED, AND I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE BEEN TRANSFORMING ME THROUGH THE WRITING AND MINISTERING THAT I HAVE BEEN DOING.  I ALSO KNOW THAT YOU HAVE BEEN TRANSFORMING ME INTO A STRONG AND PASSIONATE ADVOCATE FOR THE AFFLICTED AND OUTCAST AND FORGOTTEN PEOPLE OF THE WORLD, WHO ARE VERY PRECIOUS AND DEAR TO YOUR HEART, LORD JESUS.  THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR GIVING ME THE GIFTS OF COMPASSION, A LOVING HEART, DISCERNMENT AND LOVING FAMILY AND FRIENDS -- I AM VERY GRATEFUL FOR THE AMAZING LIFE THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME AND THE GUIDANCE THAT YOUR HOLY SPIRIT GIVES ME IN EVERYTHING THAT I SAY AND DO, FOR YOUR HONOR AND GLORY, LORD JESUS AND HEAVENLY FATHER.   PLEASE, I PRAY, CONTINUE TO GROW AND STRENGTHEN MY FAITH AND TO TEACH OTHER PEOPLE WHAT IT MEANS TO HAVE FAITH IN WHAT YOU DID ON THE CROSS FOR ALL OF HUMANITY AND TO SERVE YOU, LORD JESUS, AND FOLLOW YOUR BEAUTIFUL COMMANDMENT THAT WE LOVE AND CARE FOR ONE ANOTHER, ESPECIALLY WHEN WE SUFFER.   REMIND ME OF THE BOOKS THAT I HAVE SO MUCH HOPED TO WRITE TO CONVEY TO THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD HOW DEEP AND ENDURING AND PASSIONATE AND COMPASSIONATE YOUR LOVE FOR HUMANITY IS AND HOW EVERYTHING YOU DID ON THE CROSS, WHEN YOU LAYED DOWN YOUR LIFE FOR OUR SINS, WAS DONE OUT OF YOUR GREAT AND AMAZING LOVE AND COMPASSION FOR HUMANITY AND OUR BROKENNESS.  LORD JESUS, I ADORE YOU AND I PRAISE YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE GIFTED ME WITH AND EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME THROUGHOUT MY LIFE.  PLEASE CONTINUE TO CARRY ME AND WALK BY MY SIDE AND GIVE ME THE STRENGTH AND COURAGE AND PASSION TO BE YOUR WITNESS, YOUR MISSIONARY AND YOUR ADVOCATE IN A WORLD THAT DESPERATELY NEEDS THE GOOD NEWS OF THE GOSPELS AND YOUR SAVING GRACE AND EXPECTANTLY AWAITS YOUR RETURN AS A GRACIOUS, AWESOME, LOVING, JUSTICE-BEARING, TRUTH-BEARING AND COMPASSIONATE KING OF ALL NATIONS AND THE ENTIRE EARTH. IN JESUS' COMPASSIONATE, HOLY, GLORIOUS, BEAUTIFUL AND LOVING NAME.  LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE 

 


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON NOVEMBER 8, 2016

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY TODAY, IN JESUS' LOVING AND COMPASSIONATE NAME, THAT YOU STOP THIS BROKENNESS THAT IS GOING ON INSIDE MY BODY AND RESTORE MY HEALTH AND MY PHYSICAL WELL-BEING. PLEASE MAKE MY MOM SUPER-COMPASSIONATE, LOVING AND UNDERSTANDING WHEN SHE COMES TO VISIT ME TOMORROW. PLEASE LET ME SEE MY NEPHEW EMMETT AND MY BROTHER THIS HOLIDAY SEASON. PLEASE JUST RESTORE EVERYTHING IN OUR LIVES, AND MAKES US A LOVING AND COMPASSIONATE FAMILY AGAIN. YOU KNOW, FATHER AND LORD JESUS, EVERYTHING THAT NEEDS TO BE RESTORED AND YOU KNOW YOUR PLANS FOR MY LIFE, AND I PRAY AGAIN TODAY THAT YOU BRING THOSE AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL PLANS INTO BEING, THROUGH THE GUIDANCE OF YOUR HOLY SPIRIT. PLEASE JUST GET ME WELL AND KEEP ME ONLY FOCUSING ON THE FUTURE AND THE PLANS THAT YOU HAVE BEEN REVEALING TO ME THROUGH MY WRITING. AND PLEASE ONLY PLAY SUPPORTIVE, HEALING AND COMPASSIONATE CHRISTIAN WORSHIP MUSIC. I PRAY ALL OF THIS IN JESUS' HOLY, COMPASSIONATE, GLORIOUS AND MOST OF ALL LOVING NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON OCTOBER 27th, 2016

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,
THANK YOU FOR BEING IN THE PROCESS OF HEALING ME FROM WHAT I HAVE GONE THROUGH RECENTLY. I PRAY AGAIN THAT YOU MAKE ME INTO THAT GRACIOUS AND LOVING MISSIONARY FOR YOUR LOVE, LORD JESUS, IN THE WORLD AND HELP ME TO WRITE THE BOOKS ABOUT YOUR LOVE AND AMAZING GRACE THAT YOU HAVE PLACED ON MY HEART TO WRITE. THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME SUCH A BEAUTIFUL AND AMAZING LIFE AND THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME SUCH LOVING AND CARING FAMILY AND FRIENDS. I HAVE BEEN ABUNDANTLY BLESSED AND I WANT TO CONTINUE TO SERVE YOU, LORD JESUS AND FATHER, TO YOUR GLORY AND HONOR AND WALK IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY. IN JESUS' GLORIOUS AND HOLY AND COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON OCTOBER 16, 2016

I PRAY THIS PRAYER AGAIN, TODAY, SUNDAY, OCTOBER 16th, 2016. DEAR LORD JESUS, I PRAY TO BE YOUR HANDS AND FEET AND HEART TO THE WORLD AROUND ME AND ALL WHO NEED TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR AMAZING LOVE AND GRACE FOR THEM, ESPECIALLY IN THEIR TIMES OF NEED. GIVE ME THE STRENGTH AND COURAGE AND COMPASSION TO CONTINUE MINISTERING TO THOSE HURTING AND BROKEN-HEARTED PEOPLE WHO NEED YOUR LOVE AND COMPASSION THE MOST. THANK YOU, LORD JESUS, FOR SHEPHERDING ME AND CARRYING ME AND WALKING WITH ME IN ALL THAT I DO AND SAY. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE
DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,
I pray again today that you help me to write those books about Jesus' GREAT LOVE AND AMAZING GRACE for the broken and afflicted of this world. Today, everywhere I went, I saw people needing to be loved and cared for and told how much and how compassionately they are loved and cared for by OUR HEAVENLY FATHER AND LORD JESUS. We live in a world that so much needs to hear and experience these things. Please help me to reach these people, Lord Jesus and Heavenly Father, and get me well enough again to be your hands and feet and most of all HEART to these people -- to all people and all of humanity. I pray this today in Jesus' glorious and holy and compassionate and most of all loving name. LET ME SING IT UNTIL THE WHOLE WORLD HEARS AND EVERYWHERE I GO I AM A MISSIONARY OF YOUR LOVE AND GRACE. GET ME WELL LORD JESUS AND FATHER SO THAT I CAN BE THERE AS YOUR REPRESENTATIVE TO THESE PEOPLE THAT I SEE ALL AROUND ME WHO DO NOT YET KNOW THAT THEY HAVE A SAVIOR AND A LORD WHO LOVES THEM BEYOND MEASURE. HEAL MY BROKEN VISION AND MIND AND BODY SO THAT YOUR STRENGTH AND COURAGE IS MY STRENGTH AND COURAGE TO DO THESE THINGS AND SAY THESE THINGS FOR ALL WHO NEED TO HEAR THE GOOD NEWS OF YOUR AMAZING LOVE AND GRACE AND COMPASSION. AGAIN, IN JESUS' NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON SEPTEMBER 28, 2016

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

WHERE I DO NOT SEE A WAY TODAY I KNOW THAT YOU DO SEE WAY TO BRING THESE MINISTRIES THAT YOU HAVE ENVISIONED THROUGH ME INTO EXISTENCE FOR THE BROKEN AND BROKEN-HEARTED AND AFFLICTED PEOPLE THAT SO GREATLY NEED SUCH MINISTRIES. I HAVE NOT HAD THE RESOURCES BUT YOU HAVE BEAUTIFULLY GIVEN ME THE GIFTS OF WRITING ABOUT THESE MINISTRIES THAT I SO VERY MUCH HOPE AND PRAY COME INTO BEING FOR THE PEOPLE WHO NEED THEM.SO, I ALSO PRAY TODAY THAT YOU LORD JESUS AND YOU HEAVENLY FATHER MOVE MIGHTILY AND POWERFULLY TO CREATE PLACES AND MINISTRIES AND CHURCHES --- www.amazinggraceministries.org, www.compassionfortheafflicted.com, jesushearts.org, www.lutheranchurchofgrace.org -- that represent YOUR GREAT AND AMAZING LOVE AND SALVATION AND GRACE and minister to THE HURTING AND BROKEN PEOPLE IN NEED OF THIS GREAT NEWS. I PRAY THAT YOU HEAL ME OF THESE AFFLICTIONS THAT I HAVE BEEN EXPERIENCING SO THAT I CAN SERVE, TO YOUR HONOR AND GLORY FATHER AND LORD JESUS, AS A MISSIONARY OF YOUR GRACE AND AMAZING LOVE TO PEOPLE GOING THROUGH WHAT I HAVE WENT THROUGH RECENTLY. IN JESUS' COMPASSIONATE, LOVING, GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON SEPTEMBER 21, 2016

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,


THERE IS SOMETHING THAT IS WEIGHING HEAVILY ON MY HEART TODAY, AND I PRAY THAT YOU REACH OUT OR SEND SOMEONE TO REACH OUT TO MY BROTHER AND NEPHEW AND REMIND THEM THAT THEY ARE CHILDREN OF GOD AND JESUS WHO LOVE THEM VERY MUCH AND WANT THEM TO START GOING TO CHURCH AGAIN AND HAVE MY NEPHEW BAPTIZED SO THAT HE CAN COME TO KNOW HOW MUCH JESUS LOVES HIM AND HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM AND HE CAN FEEL YOUR LOVE LORD JESUS. DEAR LORD JESUS, PLEASE WRAP YOUR ARMS AROUND THAT DEAR CHILD TODAY AND MAKE HIM FEEL YOUR LOVE AND OPEN THE EYES OF HIS HEART LORD JESUS IN THE MIDST OF HIS CIRCUMSTANCES. I PRAY, IN JESUS' LOVING AND COMPASSIONATE NAME, THAT YOU REACH THAT CHILD, MY DEAR NEPHEW, AND MAKE HIM FEEL YOUR LOVE DEAR LORD JESUS. I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO REACH OUT TO HIM AND SHARE YOUR LOVE WITH HIM BUT HE CAN'T FEEL IT YET AND I PRAY THAT YOU WORK MIGHTILY WITHIN HIM TO OPEN THE EYES OF HIS HEART TO YOUR AND MY GREAT LOVE FOR HIM. DEAR LORD JESUS PLEASE ALSO OPEN THE EYES AND HEARTS OF HIS PARENTS AND REMIND THEM THAT MY BROTHER IS BAPTIZED AND CONFIRMED AND THAT HE IS YOUR CHILD AND HE HAS BEEN BLESSED WITH A SON WHO NEEDS TO BE RAISED IN THE CHURCH AND GO TO SUNDAY SCHOOL AND BE BAPTIZED, IN THE NAME OF OUR HEAVENLY FATHER, LORD JESUS AND THE HOLY SPIRIT. IF YOU ARE READING THIS AND ARE A CHRISTIAN, PLEASE PRAY FOR MY NEPHEW AND MY BROTHER. PLEASE KEEP THEM IN YOUR PRAYERS. IN JESUS' BEAUTIFUL, COMPASSIONATE, LOVING AND HOLY NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON SEPTEMBER 20, 2016

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,
I pray again today that you help me to write those books about Jesus' GREAT LOVE AND AMAZING GRACE for the broken and afflicted of this world. Today, everywhere I went, I saw people needing to be loved and cared for and told how much and how compassionately they are loved and cared for by OUR HEAVENLY FATHER AND LORD JESUS. We live in a world that so much needs to hear and experience these things. Please help me to reach these people, Lord Jesus and Heavenly Father, and get me well enough again to be your hands and feet and most of all HEART to these people -- to all people and all of humanity. I pray this today in Jesus' glorious and holy and compassionate and most of all loving name. LET ME SING IT UNTIL THE WHOLE WORLD HEARS AND EVERYWHERE I GO I AM A MISSIONARY OF YOUR LOVE AND GRACE. GET ME WELL LORD JESUS AND FATHER SO THAT I CAN BE THERE AS YOUR REPRESENTATIVE TO THESE PEOPLE THAT I SEE ALL AROUND ME WHO DO NOT YET KNOW THAT THEY HAVE A SAVIOR AND A LORD WHO LOVES THEM BEYOND MEASURE. HEAL MY BROKEN VISION AND MIND AND BODY SO THAT YOUR STRENGTH AND COURAGE IS MY STRENGTH AND COURAGE TO DO THESE THINGS AND SAY THESE THINGS FOR ALL WHO NEED TO HEAR THE GOOD NEWS OF YOUR AMAZING LOVE AND GRACE AND COMPASSION. AGAIN, IN JESUS' NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON SEPTEMBER 17, 2016

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY AGAIN TODAY THAT YOU HEAL AND RESTORE ALL THAT IS BROKEN IN MY BODY AND MIND AND MAKE ME INTO THAT BEAUTIFUL, COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING MISSIONARY OF YOUR AMAZING GRACE AND GREAT LOVE FOR ALL OF HUMANITY. GIVE ME THE WORDS, I PRAY, TO WRITE THE BOOKS ABOUT JESUS' EVERLASTING AND COMPASSIONATE LOVE FOR THE BROKEN AND HURTING OF THIS WORLD AND ABOUT JESUS' AMAZING GRACE. LET ME SHOW THE WORLD JUST HOW MUCH YOU LOVE AND CARE FOR ALL OF HUMANITY, LORD JESUS AND HEAVENLY FATHER, ESPECIALLY THE MOST BROKEN AND BROKEN-HEARTED PEOPLE. THANK YOU FOR THE WORK THAT YOU HAVE DONE IN ME DURING THE PAST SEVERAL YEARS AND THE BEAUTIFUL VISIONS THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME OF CHURCHES AND MINISTRIES WHERE THE BROKEN AND BROKEN-HEARTED CAN GO TO FIND HEALING AND RESTORATION, IN JESUS' NAME. PLEASE PROVIDE, I PRAY, THE RESOURCES AND BLESSINGS THAT ARE NEEDED TO BRING THOSE CHURCHES AND MINISTRIES INTO EXISTENCE FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO NEED HEALING, RESTORATION AND REDEMPTION AND NEED TO KNOW ABOUT YOUR AMAZING AND COMPASSIONATE AND GRACIOUS AND EVERLASTING LOVE FOR THEM AND WHAT YOU DID ON THE CROSS TO FORGIVE THEM FOR THEIR SINS AND MISTAKES AND GIVE THEM THE WONDERFUL AND BEAUTIFUL GIFT OF ETERNAL LIFE. PUT ME INTO SERVICE AGAIN, I PRAY, LORD JESUS AND HEAVENLY FATHER. I PRAY ALL OF THIS TODAY, SEPTEMBER 17th, 2016, IN JESUS' GLORIOUS, BEAUTIFUL, COMPASSIONATE, HOLY AND MOST OF ALL LOVING NAME. AND THANK YOU FOR A BEAUTIFUL AND SUNNY DAY. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON SEPTEMBER 14, 2016

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray today that you lighten everything up in my life with your glorious and beautiful light and amazing love.  Please heal the brokenness that is going on inside my body and mind and restore everything in my life that needs restored.  You know that I have waited so patiently for healing and restoration.  I pray that You help me to put the past behind me so that I can go forth as a beautiful, compassionate and loving witness to Your GREAT LOVE AND AMAZING GRACE.  I pray that you remember once again my Valentine's Day prayer and help me to write the books on Jesus' Love and Amazing Grace for all of the broken and hurting people in this world who need to know his much they are loved and cared for by YOU, HEAVENLY FATHER AND LORD JESUS.  Please, I pray, give me the words, once again, to write those books that you have placed on my heart to write so I can sing it until the whole world hears  and all of humanity knows about your AMAZING GRACE, LOVE, COMPASSION AND REDEMPTION for them.  And please, I pray, please bring passionate and compassionate JESUS-LOVING music into my life that supports me in the healing that I need. Please, I pray, restore my family and my friends and give me JESUS-LOVING, COMPASSIONATE people to walk alongside me as I go forth in the world as a MISSIONARY OF YOUR AMAZING AND COMPASSIONATE LOVE AND GRACE.  I pray for all of these things today, IN JESUS' COMPASSIONATE, GLORIOUS, BEAUTIFUL AND HOLY AND MOST OF ALL LOVING NAME.  LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

 


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON APRIL 24, 2016

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

AS YOU ALREADY KNOW, TODAY IS THE DAY BEFORE MY 46TH BIRTHDAY, AND I CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR HEALING AND RESTORATION OF ALL THAT I BEAUTIFULLY AM.  IT HAS BEEN A LONG JOURNEY THESE PAST THREE YEARS SINCE THIS ALL BEGAN, AND I PRAY THAT YOU GRANT ME A BIRTHDAY MIRACLE WHERE I AM HEALED AND CAN GO FORTH IN THE WORLD AS A MISSIONARY OF YOUR GREAT LOVE AND COMPASSION FOR A BROKEN, HURTING WORLD.  I WOULD LOVE TO BE A MINISTER TO THE BROKEN AND BROKEN-HEARTED OF THIS WORLD, SHARING YOUR GREAT LOVE AND COMPASSION WITH WHOMSOEVER NEEDS IT, AND WE ALL NEED YOUR LOVE AND COMPASSION AND HEALING.  THANK YOU FOR ALL OF THE ABUNDANT BLESSINGS YOU HAVE BESTOWED UPON DURING THIS JOURNEY AND THANK YOU FOR STRENGTHENING MY FAITH.  PLEASE, I PRAY, REUNITE ME WITH MY FAMILY AND HEAL EVERYTHING THAT IS BROKEN AND NEED OF HEALING AND RESTORATION.  SURROUND ME WITH YOUR GLORIOUS LIGHT AND LOVE, AND DEAR LORD JESUS, PLEASE REMAIN BY MY SIDE AND LET YOUR PRESENCE IN MY LIFE BE MIGHTILY KNOWN TO ALL.  THANK YOU LORD JESUS FOR CARRYING ME AND SHEPHERDING ME THROUGH THIS JOURNEY. I AM SO GRATEFUL.  IN JESUS' COMPASSIONATE, LOVING, GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.  LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE 

 


MY PRAYER TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON APRIL 1, 2016

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray again for a total and complete healing of all that is broken in me.  I pray again that You make me into a beautiful, compassionate and loving missionary and advocate for Your great love and grace in the world.  I pray that I get the opportunity to write the many books that I would love to write about Jesus' amazing grace and Our Heavenly Father's love and compassion for the hurting and broken of this world.  I pray today for all of those people in my life and in my world who are also hurting and in need of your glorious and gracious healing and restoration.  I pray for the restoration of my family.  I pray dear Lord Jesus that You keep walking beside me and carrying me in all that I do in this life.  Thank YOU Lord Jesus and Heavenly Father for all of the abundant blessings you have provided to me during this journey of faith and for the healing that is going to come soon.  I am very grateful for your beautiful, compassionate and enduring love.  In Jesus' beautiful, glorious, compassionate, loving and holy name.  LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

 


MY PRAYER TO OUR HEAVENLY FATHER AND LORD JESUS, MARCH 10, 2016

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY AGAIN TODAY FOR HEALING AND RESTORATION OF ALL THAT I BEAUTIFULLY AND LOVINGLY AM.  PLEASE, I PRAY, PLEASE RESTORE MY HEALTH AND MY WELL-BEING SO THAT I CAN GO FORTH IN THE WORLD AS A BEAUTIFUL AND LOVING MISSIONARY OF YOUR LOVE AND GRACE FOR ALL PEOPLE.  MAKE ME INTO THAT GRACIOUS AND LOVING MISSIONARY.  MAY YOUR LOVING AND COMPASSIONATE WILL BE DONE IN MY LIFE.  PLEASE, I PRAY, PLEASE RESTORE MY FAMILY AND LET ME SEE MY BEAUTIFUL THREE-YEAR OLD NEPHEW AGAIN.  AND DEAR LORD JESUS, PLEASE KEEP CARRYING ME AND WALKING BESIDE ME AS I GO FORTH IN THE WORLD AS A MISSIONARY OF YOUR GREAT AND LIMITLESS LOVE.    I PRAY ALL OF THIS IN JESUS' LOVING, COMPASSIONATE, GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE 


MY 2014 - 2015 PRAYERS TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER

April 25, 2014

Today is my 44th birthday, and I continue to pray to the Lord above for a miracle with my heart and center and the vision problems.   Dear Lord Jesus and Father, please, I pray, grant me a miracle. You know how much I want to go home to Heaven and be done with all of these tribulations that I have been going through. I want my mom to act normal and my dad to act normal (such as having a telephone number that I can talk to him vis-à-vis), and I just want everything to be restored to how it was before this all began. I know that is possible, because as Darcy’s card said, All Things Are Possible For God, and I do believe that with my whole heart. Thank you for a relatively good day with my mom, and thank you for the gifts of a computer and a vacuum and tennis shoes. I never in my life thought that I would be so financially reliant upon my family as I currently am. I was so independent! And I would love to be that free-spirited, God-worshipping (Father&JESUS-worshipping) girl again. So, let that be my birthday wish, Lord Jesus and Father. Let that be my birthday wish. Love always, Diane

April 26, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray that you restore my heart and soul and mind and center like they used to be, only with far more compassion and love. I don’t know how you are going to get me to Africa and Haiti, but I know you are. I am doing everything that I can possibly do given the visual limitations that are being placed on me. Please lift all the visual limitations, I pray, and make everything that I see beautiful and normal. I also pray that you restore my mom to how she used to be – really compassionate, loving and understanding of all that I am going through. I want the mom who would purchase me blindfolds to protect my eyes. I pray that you restore that mom to me, and I pray that you restore the dad who used to leave me telephone messages when I lived in Atlanta. Please, I pray. And I pray that you restore the brother of mine who used to have a really terrific sense of humor and who went to church in Decorah. Please restore them all to me, I pray, dear Lord Jesus and Father. Love always, Diane

September 26, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

You know what I am going through is very difficult on me. I pray for all of Your strength and courage and conviction and compassion and love. Please grant me the miracle that I have been praying for. Please! I love you so much, even if I cannot feel it right now. And I know that you love me very much, too. Thank you for giving me a glimpse of my normal, loving mom today – the mom whose legs ache when going up stairs. That was normal. The mom who hugged me in the parking lot. I need more of that so much, Father and Lord Jesus. Please watch over me while I sleep and please heal me, I pray in Jesus’ name.

October 3, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am admittedly really tired of going through this, with a weak soul and a weak heart. I pray that you make it stop and restore me. I pray that you banish those awful words from my thoughts and body.   I want to live in the world that I lived in before, where everything was beautiful and good and normal. Please grant me that miracle I pray. I was very happy teaching composition studies. And lately I have wanted to be a missionary, but I am afraid that I am getting too weak to do that. Please make this stop, but keep the good, Christian music and Lutheran Church of Hope. And please fill the skies with the beauty of Your stars and the universe. Please fix my broken mind, my broken body and my broken heart/soul. I want to see the autumn colors in their full glory and beauty. I want to work for the GLORY OF GOD THE FATHER AND LORD JESUS. And please, I pray, let me see and be with my nephew Emmett. PLEASE! I want to work with children, so please restore my heart for children. I pray all of this in Jesus’ glorious name.

October 4, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

Today you reminded me of how much YOU LOVE ME. I had forgotten with all that I have been going through that YOU LOVE ME VERY MUCH. And you will protect me through everything. You have let things happen that I needed to grow and mature from. And, yes, I have learned much about the courage and strength that You put inside of me. Only You know what my future holds, but you do know how much I want to work with children who are oppressed and impoverished. You do know that I would love to be a joyful woman again. You know all of my hopes and dreams, even the ones that I have forgotten or think are impossible. You know all my hurts and pains and sorrows, and You know how to heal them. You know how much I love my family, and want normal holidays with them. You know that I have surrendered all of these hurts and pains and sorrows to you, even my broken body and broken eyes and broken heart/soul. And my faith is coming back, through listening to the worship music, so thank you very much! You do have a plan for me and a future and a hope. I do want to GLORIFY YOU FATHER AND LORD JESUS!!! Help me to do that, I pray in Jesus’ beautiful name.

October 7, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

Tonight, I pray that You fill my heart with joy again.   I have suffered so much from what I have seen, and I just want to be filled with joy again. I cannot do it by myself. I surrender to Your plan for my life. Please, I pray, heal my broken heart and my broken soul by surrounding me with beauty and love and joy. Restore my beautiful, fun-loving mom, I Pray, in Jesus’ Name.   Restore my sense of fun, I pray also. Love always, Diane

October 10, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

I need Your help, especially today. I am getting so weak inside, and I need Your love and compassion and mercy, I pray in JESUS’ NAME. I NEED A MIRACLE, I PRAY. I PRAY THAT YOU RESTORE MY MOM AND MY DAD AND MY BROTHER, AND PUT ME INTO SERVICE FOR YOUR WILL, I PRAY IN JESUS’ NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

October 15, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am getting so weak mentally, physically and spiritually. I pray for your help and assistance. Please forgive me for my weaknesses. Please forgive me when I begin to worry. I am only human, and I do not understand what is happening to me.   I feel so broken inside, and I do not understand why you are not healing me and answering my prayers. I just do not understand. I pray to experience my family’s love again. I really need a miracle. My faith has been tested to the utmost. I still pray for a happy ending or else a new beginning. Whatever Your Will is for me Father. I still pray to work with the broken and oppressed with great love and compassion. You know that I cannot help my circumstances, and that they have been totally beyond my control. I pray to feel your LOVE AND COMPASSION. YOU know that I am so weak right now, and I only need your LOVE AND RENEWAL. I am still walking by faith. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME, I PRAY.

October 16, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray to walk in YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY. I pray for renewal and refreshment. I pray that you restore my fun-loving, compassionate and loving mom. I pray that You put me to work with the broken and oppressed in Africa or Haiti.   I just pray that you restore everything. I pray, most of all that You help me to feel again, especially for my Mom. Father, I don’t understand your ways at all. So, the truth is that I surrender this mess to You. I don’t need many things in this world. You have blessed me so abundantly with so many things that other people, especially in other countries, do not have. This morning, as You know, it was too much for me to handle. I really do not understand what is going on with my mind, and why I woke up so unsettled this morning. Though this entire trial, you have provided for me abundantly. THANK YOU SO MUCH!   I do pray again that you heal this broken body and heart/soul of mine (YOURS). And my broken eyes. I know, YOUR time, not mine. It was really difficult what I went through with my mom this morning. I wanted her to love me but I couldn’t feel anything. Please heal and restore this situation because we all need family. But You are teaching me that I need You and Jesus much more than I need my family. Nonetheless, I miss those good days with my mom at her house. I miss them very much. I miss having her love. She, after all is Your gracious gift to me. Darcy is a gracious gift, too. THANK YOU! Thank You for giving me such a beautiful life, and I really want to be of service to You, Father, and Lord Jesus. I can’t do that with a broken mind and a broken car and being so far away from the people who need YOU the most. So, I also pray that You get me to a place where I can help people in YOUR NAME. And most of all, I pray to be happy and joyful again, like I was yesterday morning, Joyful bringing Glory to You. Please help me to do that. I pray in JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

October 17, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray to be a servant of Jesus, serving the world in Jesus’ beautiful name. There is so much that I do not understand. I know that You have said that You afflict the comfortable, and I have been so afflicted. I am so broken right now, and I keep praying for healing.   I am getting so weak inside, Father and Jesus, and I do not understand why you are allowing this to happen. I am just a human being, and I would like to be out there with people, serving in Jesus’ name with His love and compassion. I LOVE GOING TO LUTHERAN CHURCH OF HOPE AND WORSHIPPING YOU THERE. I LOVE MY MOM AND MY FAMILY. I LOVE IOWA. I LOVE HEAVEN, WHERE I BELONG. I HAVE LIVED THE BEST LIFE THAT I COULD POSSIBLY LIVE, BUT I KNOW THAT I COULD DO MUCH BETTER. I WANT TO LIVE TO YOUR GLORY GOD. I AM SO BROKEN THAT I DON’T KNOW HOW TO DO THAT IN THE CONDITION THAT I AM. SO TEACH ME HOW TO LIVE TO YOUR GLORY. PLEASE HAVE MERCY AND COMPASSION ON ME, I PRAY IN JESUS’ NAME.

October 17, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray to be out there working with the broken and oppressed and bringing the GOOD NEWS of JESUS to the world. Today has been a very difficult day, as You already know. You have tested my faith to the utmost again. And it has been very difficult. I am praying for a miracle and for relief. Father, You already know what I need and the struggles that I have been going through. Jesus, You already know what I need and the struggles that I have been going through. I know all of this is beyond my control. I surrender to YOUR LOVE AND GRACE. IN JESUS NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

You have taught me today, thank you. I do not need all the things that I have. Not at all. I pray to serve Christ Jesus in any capacity that You see fit. I saw that CASA program at Lutheran Church of Hope today, and I would very much like to work in that program, as a child’s advocate. You know that I am very weak inside. I pray to give all of my luxuries up and serve YOU JESUS.   I don’t need television, and I don’t need all of the comforts that I have. Please help me to give them up. I pray that You restore everything. The wedding today at Lutheran Church of Hope was beautiful, very beautiful. I pray to experience more weddings like that one. The Miracle League children were beautiful. If it is Your Will that I serve children like that, then please help me to do so. I Pray that YOU paint this apartment with YOUR LOVE, In Jesus’ NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

Nothing can separate us from the LOVE OF GOD THAT IS IN CHRIST JESUS OUR LORD AND SAVIOR! NOTHING AT ALL.

October 21, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus and Father and the Holy Spirit,

Please, I Pray, please help me. My body is so out of control, and it makes me sad. Why are you letting this happen to me? I am a very kind, compassionate and good-hearted human being. I don’t understand why you are letting this happen. I have prayed and prayed and prayed and prayed. I do not understand why you don’t heal me. I don’t understand at all. It makes me so sad. In JESUS’ NAME.

October 21, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

I Pray that You comfort me, and help me. What is happening to my body is all beyond my control. I can’t control it, and I pray that YOU would. Please make this stop, I pray, in Jesus’ name.

October 22, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

I do not understand why you are letting this happen to my body. I pray for Your love and compassion and mercy and healing. I pray to see my family again. I pray to be embraced in Lord Jesus’ loving and merciful arms. I pray that you heal my broken mind, my broken body and my broken eyes. Please fill me up with Your love and compassion. Please deliver me to a place where I can help other people who are suffering brokenness. Please fill me up with Your joy, and teach me to live to Your Glory. I pray everything that I have prayed over the past month. I am tired and I am weary, and I pray to see YOUR GLORY. In JESUS’ NAME. love always, Diane

October 24, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

I Pray that You love me and grant me compassion and mercy. I pray that You heal me and make me whole again. I pray everything that I have prayed above. I pray that You fill me with Your love and compassion. IN JESUS’ NAME. love always, Diane

October 28, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

In the midst of everything that I am going through right now, I pray that You remind me of my blessings, such as the beautiful sunset tonight and Your provisions of food and clothing and transportation (as broken as the last one is!).   I pray again that You restore my family, and put me to work, serving YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY. Always remind me that Jesus is carrying me through this mess and all the way Home to Heaven, where I belong. Thank you for giving me a Savior in Lord Jesus to walk with me through this mess. I pray, again, that You put me to work with the suffering and oppressed. Help me to experience Joy each day that YOU have made. Help me to live for YOUR glory. And please forgive me for the times that I have gotten upset today. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

October 31, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray that You please restore the beauty of the world and help me to see the beauty in the world. I pray that You heal my heart, my soul and my eyes, and give me restoration.   I pray that You restore my family and the love that we had for one another. I pray that You send people to love me and make Your LOVE very apparent to me. I pray that I might minister to the broken and oppressed of this world. I had JOY this morning, but it faded, so please restore my JOY and help me to rejoice in each day that YOU have made. I Pray to WALK IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY. I Pray that YOU grant me the healing that I Need to do YOUR WORK. THANK YOU FOR MY LORD AND SAVIOR JESUS WHO IS CARRYING ME THROUGH THIS MESS. AND HELP ME TO LIVE FOR YOUR GLORY. I PRAY IN JESUS LOVING AND BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

November 1, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray that You restore me and heal all of my wounds. I pray all of the things that I have prayed above. This situation is completely out of my control, and I am really tired of going through it. I Pray to listen to gospel music. I Pray to be with my loving and compassionate mom and family. I pray that Lord Jesus holds my hand and keeps carrying me though this mess. I am just a human being, and I am a child of God and Jesus, and I pray that You Love me. I am weary and I am tired, and I need rest. I pray again that I shall work with the broken and the oppressed in JESUS’ NAME. Please restore my heart and my soul, and just love me. JUST LOVE ME. PLEASE LOVE ME. Father, You know where I am broken and You know what I need. Jesus, You know where I am broken and You know what I need. All I need right now is YOUR LOVE JESUS AND FATHER. THAT IS ALL I NEED. Please calm this storm that I am in right now. Please, I pray, calm the storm and get me HOME when the time is right. In JESUS’ NAME. love always, Diane

November 1, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Thank you so much for taking me to Hope tonight and letting me experience the Nordic Choir from Luther College. It was so wonderful. Thank you for restoring my faith in Lutheran Church of Hope. Thank you for bringing Elizabeth my prayer partner to tell me that Jesus is with me through all of this and thank you for giving me a big, beautiful hug from Jesus. It was so reassuring! Just thank you so much. In Jesus’ Glorious Name.

November 2, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Forgive me for my shortcomings today and for trying to go to the airport. You know how much I want to be reunited with my true family and see my nephew again. I pray for this. I also pray again that You teach me to live for Your GLORY. You know how broken I am inside, and You know how weak I am right now. Thank you, Lord Jesus for carrying me through this mess and for being my Savior. I pray that You continue to remind me that YOU, JESUS, are always carrying me and holding my hand and loving me. I am just so broken right now, and I pray again for healing and JOY. Help me to rejoice in each day that YOU have made, Father.   Please heal my broken mind, my broken heart and broken soul and broken eyes. I pray for rest and restoration. Thank you for giving me this beautiful CD by the Luther College Nordic Choir. I pray that I get to visit my brother in Decorah someday soon. And I pray again that You restore me and my family so that I can WALK IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAIT. I wait patiently for the healing that YOU have promised me. And thank you for giving me Lutheran Church of Hope and having Pastor Josh pray with me today. Thank you so much! IN JESUS’ NAME. love always, Diane

November 4, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and Holy Spirit,

I pray that YOU stop this deterioration that’s going on inside of me. It is so exhausting and tiring.   I pray for YOUR mercy and compassion. I really need rest and restoration, so I pray for that again. I pray everything that I prayed above again. I really need a miracle, Father and Lord Jesus. I still want to serve YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY.   Today, you told me to WAIT, and I am waiting. You know how much I would love to see my true family again, especially my brother and my nephew. You know that I cannot get there on my own, so YOU say WAIT again. And I am waiting for the total and complete healing. I pray that You give me patience and LOVE while I am waiting. I pray everything that I prayed on October 16, 2014.   I pray for healing and love and compassion and mercy and GRACE. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME. love always, Diane

November 5, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Please forgive me for going out today. Waiting for YOU is really difficult. This entire trial that I have been going through has been very difficult and exhausting for me, as YOU know. I Pray again for the HEALING that I so desperately need. I pray again for JOY in YOU and walking in YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY. I learned today that it can be very difficult to maintain TRUST when I don’t have my Christian music playing in my car. Father, I do not understand YOUR WAYS at all. But I still have FAITH that YOU are going to heal me. THIS ENTIRE MESS IS IN YOUR HANDS, FATHER AND LORD JESUS. I am weak and I am tired, and I pray again for rest and restoration of my family and my friends.   Please let my mom know that ONLY GOD THE FATHER ALMIGHTY CAN HEAL MY BROKENNESS INSIDE. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

November 14, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Please forgive me if I have made any mistakes. I am only human. I would really love to see my family and friends again. They are very precious to me, just like I am very precious to YOU. I am getting very weak, as YOU AND JESUS know.   Please never let me forget YOUR LOVE AND JESUS’ LOVE FOR ME. Please make that love very apparent, and fill my family up with YOUR LOVE.   Father, I know that only YOU can heal this brokenness in my heart, soul and body and eyes. I am so tired and weary. Please I pray that YOU love and comfort and heal me. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

November 15, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I continue to grow weak and am tired. I pray again that you stop this deterioration that is going on with my heart and soul and mind and body.   I pray for a complete healing and renewal of the beautiful, loving person that I am. I pray for a heart full of joy, love and compassion. I pray to be with my family for the holidays.   I pray to go serve in whatever capacity is YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY. I pray that YOU restore my family and make them compassionate towards what I am going through. Thank you for the call from Amanda last night. YOU know already that she is a very dear friend of mine. Thank you also for the note from Elisabeth in Norway. YOU also know that she is very dear to me. I have been blessed with very wonderful friends and family. Please, I pray, heal these broken eyes of mine so that all they see is beauty, in both people and landscapes.   I pray again that YOU LOVE AND COMFORT ME AND HEAL ME. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

November 16, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

YOU have reminded me this morning how much YOU LOVE ME. I pray again for healing and restoration of all that YOU MADE ME TO BE. I don’t want to go back to teaching cultural studies. I want to work for YOU FATHER AND LORD JESUS, with a heart for the broken and oppressed of this world. For this, I pray. I pray to feel whole again and that YOU restore my center and my heart and my soul and my body and my eyes so that they are beautiful again. I pray that YOU restore my family, most especially my mom who I love very much. I pray to WALK IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY TO THE GLORY OF YOUR HOLY NAME, LORD JESUS. Thank you, FATHER, for all of the blessings YOU have bestowed upon me. Father, I do not understand YOUR timing at all, but I am trying my best to TRUST YOU. IN JESUS’ NAME.

November 17, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray that YOU refresh and renew my soul, my heart, my mind, my eyes and my body. Please restore my true mom who has a gentle heart and great compassion and love.   I want to be a spokesperson for YOUR love in the world, FATHER AND LORD JESUS. Please fill me up with YOUR joy and love and compassion. Please help me live for YOUR GLORY AND WALK IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY. Please guide me and direct me TO WALK IN YOUR WAY. You know that I am very weak and tired right now. My future and this mess is in YOUR hands for YOU to heal and restore. Please reunite me with my friends and give me new Christian friends to work and have fun with.  I pray that YOU heal everything that is broken in my life. AND please let my family and my mom and my dad and Steven know that I LOVE THEM VERY MUCH. Oh, and I pray that my mom and me get to go to Joseph and the AMAZING TECHNICOLOR DREAM COAT AT THE CIVIC CENTER. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

November 17, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

This evening, I pray that YOU restore my beautiful and compassionate and loving mom. Please, I pray, make her sympathetic and compassionate towards all that I have gone through. Dear Lord Jesus, please hear and answer my prayer with an affirmative.   Dear Lord Jesus, please be with me while I sleep and love and comfort me. Please restore my heart and my soul and make me beautiful again, Heavenly Father. Thank You for bringing Darcy and Pastor Dave to pray with me today. Please hear our prayers.   In Jesus’ Beautiful and Glorious Name.

November 18, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

YOU already know that I am going through a difficult morning. I pray that YOU remind me who I am and who I was and that I am loved in YOUR arms no matter what people say about me.   What is happening to me is completely beyond my control, and I have tried my best to maintain the faith. My mom still has the pull-yourself-up-by-the-bootstraps mentality, and I pray that YOU calm that storm that is coming from her when she doesn’t understand the weakness and tiredness that I am experiencing.   I still pray that I get to see my nephew Emmett and my brother someday soon.   I pray, Father and Lord Jesus, that you make everything right, and silence the occasional voices and especially, heal my broken mind.   Please help me hear the music correctly, I pray   And just LOVE me, Father and Lord Jesus. Please make YOUR LOVE for me very apparent. And thank YOU for all of the blessings YOU have given to me throughout my life. Thank YOU! In Jesus’ Glorious Name.

November 18, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I AM TRUSTING YOU THAT YOU KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON INSIDE OF ME AND YOU ARE GOING TO HEAL IT ALL. I have no control over this situation besides listening to beautiful music, resting and praying.   Thank YOU for making this day easier as it is going along. Please, I pray, restore the relationship with my mom and make her loving and compassionate and beautiful again. I am hurt by her words, and I pray that YOU intervene and make her understand what I am going through and how so much of it is beyond my control.   It is all beyond my control because I am only a human being with a very sensitive heart and soul   YOU made me that way So, I pray again for restoration and healing of my heart, soul, eyes, body and mind. I pray that YOU restore the relationships with my family and let them know how much I LOVE THEM. Please, I pray. In JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

My blessings from God the Father:

Shelter

Food

A loving family

A loving mom

A LORD AND SAVIOR IN JESUS who carries me

Clothes

A computer

A very comfortable place to live

The gifts of my writing abilities

The gifts of my teaching and tutoring abilities

Discernment

A loving and supportive church family

Wonderful friends

Kindness and gentleness

Compassion

A longing to go out into the world and serve as a missionary for JESUS’ LOVE.

THANK YOU FOR ALL OF THESE THINGS, HEAVENLY FATHER!!!

November 19, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am getting very weak and tired. I pray that YOU are with me and calm this storm and shelter me. I pray that YOU love me and let my family know how much I LOVE THEM. Please be with me and love me. Love always, Diane IN JESUS’ NAME.

November 20, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am getting really weak and tired this morning. I pray, Lord Jesus, that you hold my hand and keep carrying me. Please comfort and love me, I pray. In JESUS’ NAME.

November 20, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Thank you, Lord Jesus, for continuing to carry me through this exhaustion that I am experiencing. Thank you, Heavenly Father, for providing for me, especially the pizza and salad tonight. They were so good.   I also love the oatmeal that I have been eating lately. Please be with me while I sleep tonight and comfort me. And please be with my mom and family and let them know that I am okay and love them very much. Please do not separate me from them for much longer, as I am getting very tired and weak.   Please, I pray, teach me to walk in YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY TO THE GLORY OF YOUR HOLY NAME, HEAVENLY FATHER AND LORD JESUS. I pray all of this in JESUS’ NAME.

November 21, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Heavenly Father and Jesus, I humbly come before YOU today and ask for restoration of all that I am and all that my family is. YOU know that this weight is not my fault. You know that I have been afflicted. I pray that YOU stop the criticism of me, and restore my life. YOU know that I have not been able to get a job and have applied for many jobs. YOU know that I have been weak and tired on numerous occasions.   YOU know that I have prayed for restoration and healing over and over again. Please, I pray, please answer those prayers with an affirmative.   Please, I pray, restore my joy, my happiness and my peace. I pray, IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

November 22, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I want to thank you this morning for having my mom send me a loving email. It means the world to me. I am still getting very weak and tired, and I pray for restoration and healing. Please make me a joyful girl again and everything that I see, make it beautiful and loving. Love always, Diane IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL NAME.

November 23, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray that YOU restore my family. I so much want to have a family to celebrate Thanksgiving and Christmas with.   I am just a human being, and I am getting weak inside. I pray that YOU put a stop to what I am going through. I DID NOT DO ANYTHING WRONG TO DESERVE THIS.   I am a very kind, compassionate and loving human being.   And I am being torn to pieces on the inside. WHY DO YOU ALLOW THIS TO HAPPEN TO ME?   WHY DON’T YOU GIVE ME RELIEF?   I am so sad about all of this!!! Please make it stop, I pray. IN JESUS’ NAME.

November 23, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray that heal this broken mind and soul of mine, and restore my joy and peace. I do not understand why this is happening to me, but I know that I have kept the faith and I am TRUSTING YOU. You know what has happened to me, and You know how much I want to be reunited with my true family.   You know how weak and tired I am, and You know that the holidays are fast approaching. You know I would like to see my nephew Emmett and my brother and even my dad.   Thank you for loving me through all of this and always staying by my side, Lord Jesus. IN JESUS’ NAME.

November 24, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I continue to weaken and grow tired. I pray that YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY be done, Heavenly Father. I pray for comfort and love and compassion. I pray to be reunited with my family, and then go on to serve YOU in whatever capacity YOU see fit. I pray for the healing of my heart, soul, mind and body and eyes. I pray that YOU guide my every word and every footstep. Lord Jesus, I pray that YOU wrap me up in YOUR arms and love and comfort me. Please be with my family and send them my love. I pray for joy, happiness and peace for my family and myself. Love always, Diane IN JESUS’ NAME.  

November 24, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Thank you for bringing someone to pray with me tonight about my broken heart. Thank you for reminding me that this too shall pass and that YOU will open up a new chapter in my life. IN JESUS’ NAME.

November 25, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am having a tough day again, and I cannot help it at all. I pray that YOU do and that YOU calm this storm inside of me and all around me.   I pray that YOU restore my brother who cares deeply about me and loves me greatly. Please, I pray. Thank you for having Dana call me this morning.   I really need people who care about me and love me just as I am.   I also still need YOU to heal the brokenness inside of me and that hurts me so much. Please, I pray. I just need an abundance of YOUR LOVE FATHER AND LORD JESUS. Please, I pray, envelop me in YOUR LOVE AND COMPASSION AND MERCY.   Please heal my broken eyes and my broken mind, too. Please, I pray. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

November 26, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Thank you for a very good day with my mom – an early Thanksgiving with my mom. It was a very special day, and she was like my old, loving, caring, compassionate mom. It felt really good!!! So, I want to thank you. I am only sorry that I cannot have Thanksgiving at her house, with the rest of my family. I do not know what YOU have planned for me but I know that I am tired of my situation and need renewal and refreshment because I remain weak.   So, I pray for renewal and refreshment. In Jesus’ Beautiful and Glorious Name.

November 27, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray today for the reunion of my family and the healing of all wounds.   I pray that YOU restore the relationship with my brother and with my true mom.   I pray that YOU let my dad know how much I love him.   I pray for peace and joy for my family and the whole wide world.   I pray that YOU restore this broken heart, soul and body of mine. I pray all of this in JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.  

November 28, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray today that YOU resolve this name situation with my MOM. My true mom always called herself mom. Please, I pray, get me home to her because I LOVE HER SO MUCH. I am tired of this imposter. I just want to be with my real and true mom this Christmas season. Thank you. I pray this in Jesus’ Glorious Name.

November 28, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am so broken inside. I want to celebrate Christmas, but I still need YOU to heal me and make everything alright. Please don’t leave me like this, I pray. Please let me see and be with my true mom again and my true family, I pray. Please heal this brokenness and make me joyful and happy again, I pray. Please help me forget the hurtful memories, I pray.   I pray all of this in JESUS’ NAME.

November 29, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am so tired of what I have been going through. Please stop this deterioration inside of me. I am only human, and I deserve to have a family that loves and supports me.   I worked really, really hard to become a teacher, and I don’t know why YOU have taken that away from me – the only thing I could make a living at was teaching and writing. Why have YOU left me like this without any family? Why?   I wanted so much to be a missionary and to work with children in developing countries, but I don’t have a passport and I don’t have the funds. I prayed for joy and happiness and the restoration of my family and all YOU have left me with is sadness and sorrow. Why? I am tired of all of this. IN JESUS’ NAME.

November 29, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray that YOU bless me with seeing my true mom and family again.   Thank YOU for giving me the most beautiful, kindest, compassionate mom in the whole wide world. I pray that YOU fill me with the Christmas spirit and heal everything that is broken in me and just make me whole and vibrant and alive again. I pray this in JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

November 30, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray that YOU restore my health and well-being. I pray that YOU restore my joy and happiness.   I pray that YOU restore my compassionate and loving mom who does NOT criticize me and instead supports and treasures me.   Please, Father and Lord Jesus, please, I pray, restore it all. I pray that YOU get me to somewhere where I can be of service with my BIG HEART.   I pray to WALK IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY.   I pray everything that I prayed on October 16th again.   Please answer my prayers with an affirmative. Please help me to bring GLORY to YOU Lord Jesus and Heavenly Father. Thank you for the Christmas music – it does bring me joy and happiness.   I pray all of this in JESUS’ NAME.

December 1, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray that YOU please stop this deterioration that is happening inside my body. It makes me so sad to be going through this. Please, I pray.   I am a good, kind, compassionate and loving person who did not do anything wrong and have been forgiven for my sins by what Jesus did on the cross.   Please have mercy and compassion on me, I pray. I worked really hard to become a teacher, and I have lost all of that work.   I need people to build me up, not tear me down. I am just so sad by what is going on with my mom and my family.   Please, I pray, please restore my family and my mom. And please restore my health and joy so that I can do meaningful work. Please give me meaningful work to do, I pray, in JESUS’ NAME.

December 2, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Please, I pray, please make this stop. Doesn’t anyone love me? {YES, DIANE, YOU ARE GREATLY LOVED BY GOD, BY JESUS AND BY YOUR FAMILY.} I really need my family right now, Father and Lord Jesus. I really need my mom to love me. I need my family, Father and Lord Jesus. I NEED MY FAMILY!!! This is hurting me so much. Please help me, I pray, please help me, Lord Jesus.   In JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 3, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Okay, I got the message this morning on my Facebook account that it is YOUR TIMING, not mine.   I am TRUSTING YOU that YOU are going to bring beauty and love and compassion out of this mess that I am in. I just pray again that YOU restore my mom to be the compassionate, loving and kind-hearted mom that I had before this all began. Thank you again for giving me a SAVIOR in LORD JESUS to carry me through this mess.   I love YOU, Heavenly Father and Lord Jesus. IN JESUS’ NAME.

December 3, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Thank YOU so much for the good, kind conversation with my brother tonight. It meant the world to me for him to be so kind and sweet to me.   I still pray that YOU let me see my nephew Emmett someday. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 4, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Thank YOU for being with me today and guiding me through some very difficult waters as I drove downtown and to church. Thank YOU for having Darcy talk to me and pray with me for an hour at church tonight. What she said about YOU loving me very much meant the world to me. Please always remind me of YOUR GREAT LOVE FOR ME.   I pray that YOU light the Christmas tree in the corner by the prayer room and restore the Christmas lights to the windows like they were last year. Also, Darcy alerted me to a potential love interest on face book. YOU know who the person is so I pray that if it is meant to be, YOU bring that person into my life. He is very handsome, and he is Christian, and I like his profile a lot.   IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 5, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am having a tough day again.   I pray that YOU not let me look to the past, but look only to the future so that I may WALK IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY TO THE GLORY OF YOUR HOLY NAME, LORD JESUS AND HEAVENLY FATHER.   Please, I pray, restore all that is broken in me so that I can be of service to YOU and the world around me.   This restoration is so necessary. I pray for Christian companions walking by my side and lending me their strength and courage and conviction. I know that Lord Jesus continues to carry me through this valley that I am in. I would love to go to the Wartburg Christmas concert at Hope tonight but I am afraid I don’t have the strength. I was so much looking forward to it. Love always, Diane   IN JESUS’ HOLY AND GLORIOUS NAME.

December 6, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am having another tough day. I pray that YOU help me Lord Jesus and Heavenly Father. I am getting so weak, and I pray that YOU strengthen me – heart, mind and soul, Father. I do not understand at all why YOU are letting this happen to me. I am very kind and compassionate and good person, so please have mercy and compassion on me. Please restore me, I pray, in Jesus’ Name. love always, Diane

December 7, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Please, I pray, please restore and refresh and renew me, in JESUS’ NAME. Thank YOU so much for putting me in contact with this potential love interest on face book. He is so nice and kind and handsome.   I pray that YOU heal what is happening at Lutheran Church of Hope. I do not need that in my life because I need to heal over that, so please, I pray, help me, Lord Jesus and Heavenly Father. Please heal my heart, my soul, my body, my mind and my eyes, I pray, in JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 8, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Please, I pray, please heal this situation with my mom and restore my heart and soul.   I don’t understand why YOU are not answering my prayers and making things better.   I wanted to be reunited with my family this Christmas and have a happy Christmas.   Why are YOU letting this happen to me? Why are YOU letting me deteriorate like this? I wanted to have a family and a daughter. Please stop these awful voices inside of me, I pray, and please heal me, I pray. I have prayed so much for healing and happiness, and YOU never answer those prayers. IN JESUS’ NAME.

December 9, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Thank YOU for a good and peaceful morning this morning. The first in a long time, so thank YOU. I pray that my dawn is, indeed, coming. As YOU know, I am a little bit sad this afternoon because I so much wish that I had a family of my own. Please, I pray, please get me back on track and make this a happy, joyful Christmas. I know YOU have said that YOU have amazing plans for me, and I am awaiting those plans and the next chapter of my life. Please, I pray, surround me with people who love me and care about me. Please, I pray, in Jesus’ Name.

December 9, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am still praying for a restoration of my heart, my mind, my soul, my body and my family. Please, I pray, in Jesus’ Name. Please renew and refresh me and make me beautiful again and productive and doing meaningful work, I pray, in Jesus’ Name. Father, YOU know what YOU have planned for me, and I pray that YOU put it into action in YOUR timing. I don’t understand YOUR timing at all, and I don’t understand why I have become so weak and tired. I pray for Christian companions walking by my side and lending me YOUR strength and compassion and conviction. Please, I pray, deliver me to where I can do meaningful work in YOUR NAME LORD JESUS. For all of this, I pray, in Jesus’ Name.

December 10, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Thank YOU for today and for shepherding me to the store and back again. Thank YOU for calming the storm that has been raging. Please, I pray, please heal this situation with my mom and restore her to be the compassionate, caring and loving person that she truly is. I do not understand why I am walking through this trial, not at all. I pray that YOU give me Christmas cards that truly reflect the reason for the season – the birth of Jesus Christ. I pray that YOU fill my heart up with love for Jesus and for my family. Please restore this broken heart and soul, I pray, in Jesus’ Name. I pray ALL OF THIS IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 11, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Thank YOU for the message from Kathy Nelson Kirk on face book. I am very grateful when old friends check in with me. Please, I pray again, heal this broken heart, soul, body and mind of mine (and YOURS, I know). Heavenly Father please salvage all of the broken parts of me and craft me into a beautiful vase of glory to YOU. Thank YOU for lighting the Christmas tree in the corner at Lutheran Church of Hope and thank YOU for putting up the Christmas lights. Please, I pray, heal my eyes so that I can see their full beauty. And I pray once again that YOU restore this relationship with my mom so that she is loving, compassionate and kind like she truly is. I pray ALL OF THIS IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 12, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray again that YOU stop this deterioration that is going on inside of me and make me beautiful, loving and compassionate again. Please, I pray, in Jesus’ Name. What is happening hurts me so much. I worked really hard to become a teacher, and I feel like I have lost all that. Please restore my life and my beauty and my passion and my compassion. Please make me whole and healthy again. Please teach me to WALK IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY TO YOUR GLORY. I pray all of this in Jesus’ Name.

December 13, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Please help me, Lord Jesus and Father, I pray. I am so broken and hurt and my body is out of control. Please, I pray, restore everything, all that I have prayed for. Please bring my body back into control again, I pray in Jesus’ Name. Please restore my heart, my soul, my body and my mind, I pray in Jesus’ Name. Please restore my family and my friends, especially my mom, I pray in Jesus’ Name. Please surround me with YOUR love and compassion, I pray in Jesus’ Name. Please restore my (YOUR) JOY and happiness. Love always, Diane IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 14, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am so broken-hearted over my mom, Lord Jesus and Father. Would you please resolve this hurt and pain and restore my old mom who is compassionate and loving and nurturing, I pray in JESUS’ NAME. I need so much love and nurturing right now – oodles and oodles of love. I pray for this love from YOU, Father and Lord Jesus. Please heal my broken eyes and broken mind and broken soul and broken heart. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 15, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Please teach me to be grateful for all of the beautiful things YOU have given me and the people YOU have given me to walk beside me. I am very grateful for Jesus, my Lord Savior – always remind me what HE did for me on the cross, even when I am getting weak in my heart and soul and mind and body. I pray for healing and restoration of everything, once more. Please restore my peaceful mom who is so compassionate and loving and caring. I MISS HER! So, please, Lord Jesus and Father, please restore her. Love always, Diane IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 16, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Thank YOU for a good day of rest. Please keep calming my heart. You already know that I cannot do this on my own.   I am so tired.   Please continue restoring my mom into the compassionate, loving and nurturing person that she truly is.   I pray that YOU make my life into an inspiration for others who struggle with everything that I have struggled with. Thank YOU. Love always, Diane IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 17, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am not feeling well today, please be with me and hold me, dear Lord Jesus. IN JESUS’ NAME.

December 18, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am really tired of what I have been going through. Please, I pray, I am only a human being who wants to be reunited with her family for the holidays and for Christmas. Please, I pray, please answer all my prayers that I have prayed this past year. Please restore me and my family and my friends. Please stop this suffering that I have been going through, I pray. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 18, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Thank YOU for a good day with my mom. I look forward to the day when YOU restore everything and heal everything that is broken in my mind, my heart, my soul and my body. Please, I pray, please heal this color problem, in JESUS’ NAME. I know that YOU HEAVENLY FATHER are many times more mightier and stronger than any of the problems that I am facing. I know that YOU FATHER, LORD JESUS AND THE HOLY SPIRIT are with me always in all that I go through. I also know that NOTHING can stop YOUR plans for my life. Like Darcy advised tonight, I have NOT missed out on anything. Rather, the HOLY SPIRIT has been working in me and making me brave and courageous. AND LORD JESUS HAS BEEN CARRYING ME AND HOLDING MY HAND IN MY WEAKNESSES. Please, Lord Jesus and Father, I pray that YOU make everything beautiful again and repair this broken vase of GLORY. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 19, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Today has been a tough day, as YOU already know Lord Jesus and Father. My mind is just exhausted from all that I have gone through. I so much need healing and relief, HEAVENLY FATHER. I pray again the YOU heal this broken heart, broken soul, broken mind and broken body. Only YOU, FATHER AND LORD JESUS, can heal all that is broken in me. I pray for mercy and compassion and GREAT LOVE from YOU, FATHER AND LORD JESUS. AND I NEED REST, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 20, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I miss my mom very much, Father. I miss her compassion, I miss her tears, I miss her understanding and her love. I want to go HOME. I miss my family. The concert at Hope tonight was wonderful, but I really want to go HOME to my family.   I wanted to go to Africa, but I cannot afford to, as YOU already know.   I want to serve YOU, Lord Jesus, but I am so far away from the people that need YOU most. I am really tired of what I have been going through. I am really tired of being broken inside, and I don’t understand why YOU are not healing me. I don’t understand at all. I hurt so much, Lord Jesus and Heavenly Father.   Also, I really like that guy on face book who has a wonderful sense of humor. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 21, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Please heal what was broken in me when I couldn’t sleep last night. I didn’t get enough sleep, and I have woken up not feeling well. Please be with me Lord Jesus and Heavenly Father. I am too weak to drive anywhere but I really want to be with my mom, my dad, my brother and Emmett. I miss my mom, very much. And it’s okay to like a guy with a great sense of humor and great kindness and gratitude. Those are the kind of people that I want in my life, Heavenly Father. Please get me to those people, Lord Jesus and Father, I pray in JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 21, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Teach me not to argue with people about Jesus. Teach me just to LOVE people as Christ did on the cross and throughout his life on earth. Jesus’ love for humanity is the greatest love of all because it is a sacrificial love – He gave up His life to redeem ALL of humanity. What Jesus did is such a beautiful thing. My mom did a beautiful thing when she gave up her beauty shop to raise me and my brother. That was sacrificial love, too.   Please teach me to exhibit such sacrificial love. I want to be of service to YOU Lord Jesus and Heavenly Father. Whether it’s serving the homeless or helping the afflicted or working with children who are mentally-impaired, please put me to work, I pray. YOU know that I cannot do this alone and in the broken state that I am in. I pray again for healing and restoration for all that I beautifully am and ALL THAT YOU MADE ME TO BE. And I pray again for fun-loving Christian people walking beside me and sharing their lives with me. But most of all I pray to have fun this Christmas with people who LOVE me very much.   I pray for GREAT JOY AND HAPPINESS.   I am praying for a miracle this Christmas, Father and Lord Jesus. I really need a miracle. In JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 22, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Thank YOU for a good day of rest and healing. Thank YOU for the major blessing that is Darcy – she’s been such a gift to me. Thank YOU for having her call me every Monday to talk and pray together. Thank YOU also for the Christmas card from my mom. I am looking forward to Christmas. Also, I would like to attend that Good and Compassionate God series at Hope, but I am feeling too weak and broken. I am really praying for a miracle because I would like things to be normal with my mom and my family again.   I don’t want it to continue on like this, Father and Lord Jesus, because it is very painful to me and I really need my friends and family. Love always, Diane IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 23, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am not feeling well at all today, and I do NOT understand at all why YOU are letting this happen to me. I continue to pray for healing and restoration of my heart, my soul, my body and my mind. I am so weak and tired. Please help me, Lord Jesus and Heavenly Father, and remind me that YOU continue to carry me, Lord Jesus.   IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 24, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am praying for a MIRACLE this Christmas. Please, I pray, please grant me a miracle. I know that YOU already granted me a miracle in giving me a SAVIOR on this holy night of Christmas eve. But I pray for healing, Father and Lord Jesus, I pray for healing. I pray in JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 24, 2014

Dear Heavenly Father, Lord Jesus and the Holy Spirit,

I am hurting so much today. Please, I pray, please help me. I am so tired of what I have been going through. I wanted to celebrate Christmas with my family. I don’t know what more to pray. Please hear and answer my prayers. Love always, Diane In Jesus’ Glorious Name.

December 25, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am really hurting today. I hurt so much, and I pray again that YOU restore my mom, my dad, my brother and all that is broken in me. I don’t know what more to pray. I am just exhausted and tired, and I pray for YOUR compassion and LOVE. IN JESUS’ NAME.

GLORY, GLORY HALLELUJAH, GLORY, GLORY HALLELUJAH, GOD’S TRUTH IS MARCHING ON!!!

December 26, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am so broken and tired, please help me. Every part of me is broken and tired. Please give me rest. I pray, In JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 27, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I was very tired at the start and middle of the day but the rest today has done me good. Thank YOU for being in the process of healing me. THANK YOU!!! IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 28, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am having a really difficult day, and I pray again that YOU restore me and everything that is broken in me and restore my family and my friends. This is really difficult for me to go through and I am very tired. VERY TIRED! Please grant me Peace I pray, IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 29, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray again that YOU restore everything that has been broken in me – my heart, my soul, my mind and my body. I cannot do this by myself, and I definitely cannot drive anywhere right now, as YOU already know. My eyes are so broken, FATHER. I woke up thinking and seeing that I was still beautiful, but then that deteriorated. Please, I pray, make me beautiful again, in JESUS’ NAME. And please, I pray, restore my compassionate and loving and beautiful mom who I miss very much. I am still weak and tired, so please give me rest, I pray. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

God is going before you to make the crooked places straight. No person, no sickness, no disappointment can stop His plan. What He promised will come to pass.

December 30, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray that YOU make me a joyful, happy girl again who dances and sings and worships and is just all around beautiful and kind and compassionate. I pray that YOU restore my family and heal all that is broken in me and my family. I pray that YOU give me the opportunity to have children and a family of my own. I am so broken and heart-broken, Father, and I do not understand YOUR timing at all. I am just so sad today, and I want to listen to love songs again, beautiful love songs. Please, I pray, do not leave me like this and do not leave me here any longer. I need family and friends, and I need YOUR love and compassion. I am so tired of deteriorating and being afflicted. I just want to be surrounded with love and beauty. Please, I am praying for a miracle, Jesus and Heavenly Father. Please grant me a miracle. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 31, 2014

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray again for what I prayed yesterday. Please grant me a miracle, dear Lord Jesus and Heavenly Father. I am so tired of being broken and hurt. I miss my family and I miss my true mom who loves me very much. I miss them so much, Father. What has happened hurts me so much!!! I want to be joyful and happy and merry. I want to work for social justice and helping the oppressed and broken. IN JESUS’ NAME.

January 1, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray again for what I prayed two days ago. Please grant me a miracle, dear Lord Jesus and Heavenly Father. Thank YOU for having my mom tell me today that she loves me very much!!! That was a glimpse of my old mom, so thank YOU!!! I am still getting weak, as YOU already know. I know that only YOU can heal this situation and bring it to a close. I want to serve YOU Lord Jesus and Father. I would like to be a minister and an advocate for the oppressed and broken.   I would like to sing and dance with JOY – GREAT JOY again. This situation is entirely beyond my control, and I am doing what I can do.   Thank YOU for the beautiful sunset tonight. Please let me see my family again – I pray in Jesus’ Name.

God is going before you to make the crooked places straight. No person, no sickness, no disappointment can stop His plan. What He promised will come to pass.

January 3, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Please, I pray, please be with me and LOVE me and pour YOUR compassion and mercy upon me. I am getting so weak, and I have no control over this situation. Thank YOU for giving me glimpses of my true mom earlier this morning. I need more of that! I really miss my family, and please let them know how much I LOVE THEM.   I am praying for a joyful ending to this situation, and once again, I pray to be restored and healed all around. IN JESUS’ NAME.

January 4, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Please, I pray, please help me and get me home to my family who I LOVE VERY MUCH AND MISS VERY MUCH!!! I am only human, and I keep praying for help and assistance and joy and happiness and peace.   Why are YOU letting this happen to me? Why? I did NOT do anything wrong.   I am only learning about JESUS and FATHER.   Why does it have to be this way? I miss my true mom so much, FATHER. I miss my true mom so much. I just want to listen to gospel music and experience joy. I am so sad tonight!   Please make this stop, love, Diane IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

January 4, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I do not understand why this is happening to me. I am really tired. I am so used to being in control of my life, and this is all out of my control. I just want to hear my true mom’s voice again. I wanted to go to Africa and serve YOU, Lord Jesus and Father in Africa, but I didn’t have a passport or the funds.   If I messed-up, I am sorry. I just want to go to the grocery store, and the grocery store look normal and have friendly people in it.   I do not like some of those songs on the radio because they hurt me and make me sad. I just want to worship with joy and happiness. Please, I pray again, please heal all that is broken inside of me.   Please, I pray, in Jesus’ Name.

January 4, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I await the restoration of all that I beautifully am. I await YOUR promises and plans for my life. I await a total and complete healing. I pray to WALK IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY. Please teach me to live for YOUR GLORY, FATHER AND LORD JESUS.   Please forgive me for getting upset earlier. I am getting really weak, as YOU ALREADY KNOW. My life is in YOUR hands. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

January 5, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray again what I prayed yesterday. I am awaiting patiently YOUR restoration of my life and YOUR plans.   I still don’t understand YOUR timing, and I don’t understand why YOU have temporarily separated me from my true mom who is very gentle, kind and compassionate.   YOU know that I cannot overcome this on my own because so much of me is in need of YOUR healing and restoration. I just pray that YOU continue to hold and carry and LOVE me through this all. IN JESUS’ NAME.

January 6, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am so weak and so tired and so sad right now. Please forgive me for my weaknesses. Please cover me with YOUR compassion and mercy and unfailing LOVE. Please shine YOUR Light upon me and give me grace. Dear Lord Jesus, please blanket me with YOUR love and grant me YOUR compassion and please keep carrying me and healing me. IN JESUS’ NAME.

HEY, MOUNTAIN, MOVE!!!

January 7, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Please put an end to the situation that I am in, I pray. I did NOT do anything wrong to deserve this. Please have mercy upon me, I pray. Please do not leave me in this situation any longer, I pray, in Jesus’ Name. I haven’t done anything to hurt anybody, and I have a Lord and Savior in Jesus Christ. Please make this stop, I pray. In Jesus’ Name.

LORD, GIVE ME PATIENCE, AND GIVE IT TO ME RIGHT NOW! J

January 8, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray everything that Darcy and I prayed tonight. I pray for JOY and normalcy and my family and friends and happiness.   I pray to be a spokesperson for God and Jesus’ Love in the world. I pray to minister to the broken and oppressed. I pray that YOU renew and refresh me, Father, because I am really tired of feeling this way inside. I pray for only good, joyful worship songs on the radio. I pray for the opportunity to have a husband and a family of my own. I pray for God’s light to shine in this broken world. I pray all of this in JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

January 9, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Please help me, I pray. I am getting really weak and tired and sad again. Please, I pray, please heal me and make me whole and beautiful again. Please restore my sense of humor and healthiness. Please put me in a place where I have friends and family surrounding me.   I am just so broken inside right now, and I do not understand YOUR timing at all. Please, Father, please do not leave me like this any longer, please, I pray. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

January 10, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am having a difficult morning, as YOU already know. I really need YOU to shower YOUR love and compassion upon me this morning. It feels like my mind is shutting down on me, and it is very uncomfortable. Please just hold me and carry me and love me, Lord Jesus. This situation is so out of my control, Father, and I need YOUR help. I pray for restoration, healing and joy again. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

January 11, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray for YOUR love and comfort and compassion and mercy today. YOU know how much I miss my true mom and my true family. I pray for a JOYFUL ending to everything that I am going through right now.   Please heal this broken vessel of GLORY and LOVE. IN JESUS’ NAME.

January 12, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Thank YOU so much for reminding me this morning how much YOU love me, even in the broken state that I am. I pray for healing again, and that I might feel whole and complete and beautiful and in love with the whole wide world again.   I pray for YOUR mercy and grace and compassion. I pray that I might be a blessing to others who need YOUR love and compassion. I pray that YOU renew and restore the relationship with my mom and my family and my friends. I pray that YOU bring new friends into my life who will walk with me on my path with Christ.   In JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

January 13, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am having a really difficult morning, as YOU already know. Everything feels like it is shutting down on me, and I pray again for healing and restoration of all that I beautifully am. Thank YOU for the people who have been kind and compassionate towards me. My mind is shutting down, and I cannot do anything to help it, so I need YOUR help. Please help me, I pray. I pray everything that I have prayed for the past several months. In Jesus’ Name.

January 14, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

As YOU already know, I have been thinking about the past this morning, and how much I pray that I could have a do-over. But I know everything is in YOUR hands, including my healing and restoration. I am getting weak again and tired, so I am just TRUSTING YOU to do what is best for me and get me where I need to be. Please, I pray, please stop this deterioration that is going on inside of me, and please get my mom to understand that EVERYTHING is in YOUR hands. I would like to be an emissary of Christ’s love in the world, only I Need to be healed first. Please, I Pray, please deliver me to a place that is beautiful. In JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

January 14, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I would like to write two books called JESUS LOVES YOU and GOD LOVES YOU, so the whole world can know how much Jesus and God the Father loves them like YOU love me. I know YOU will give me the words to write. I pray that YOU get me healed and get me to a place where I can write and pronounce YOUR love to the world. I want to be a blessing to others by telling them how much YOU love and care for them, especially the most broken and oppressed peoples of the world who need YOUR love the most. IN JESUS’ NAME.

January 15, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am getting so weak and tired again. I pray that YOU end this trial that I am in, and restore everything – my JOY, my love, my family, my peace – and put me back into service again for YOUR WILL. I would like to write a book entitled JESUS LOVES YOU and another book GOD LOVES YOU, only I am so weak right now and tired.   Please stop the deterioration that is happening inside of me and restore everything. Love always, Diane IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

LOVE IS SACRIFICE – THE SACRIFICE THAT JESUS MADE ON THE CROSS AND THE SACRIFICE THAT MY MOM MADE WHEN SHE GAVE UP HER BEAUTY SHOP TO RAISE ME AND MY BROTHER. LOVE IS SACRIFICE!!! THE SACRIFICE OF TEACHERS, SOLDIERS, PARENTS, NURSES AND ANYONE WHO PUTS OTHERS’ LIVES INFRONT OF ONE’S OWN. I want to live a life of sacrifice, DEAR LORD JESUS.   PLEASE HELP ME DO THAT, I PRAY, IN JESUS’ NAME.

January 16, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

What I am feeling is so out of my control, and I pray for revival and restoration of all that I beautifully am.   Please be with me and please LOVE me and show mercy and compassion on me, I pray. Please do not leave me in this condition any longer. I am only human and I am so tired of being attacked. I don’t have the strength any longer. I don’t have the strength, and this is so much out of my control. Please help me, Father and Lord Jesus. I pray in Jesus’ Name.

January 17, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I really need YOUR help today because I am getting so weak and tired and worn-out. Please shower YOUR LOVE upon me and give me peace. Please heal my broken mind, my broken soul, my broken heart and my broken body.   I cannot do this on my own, as YOU already know. I have been so patient and so hopeful. Please restore my faith and my family, I pray. Please restore and heal everything that is broken in me.   Thank YOU for sending my mom today to remind me of all that I was, and thank YOU for reminding me today how beautiful Iowa truly is. I miss that Iowa very much, as YOU know, and it makes me sad to not have it right now. I still have dreams of working with the broken and oppressed and sharing God’s love with them. I pray for this again. For all of this, I pray, in Jesus’ Name.

January 18, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am getting so weak again. Please make it stop, Father and Lord Jesus. Please restore my life and my family and my friends, and give me new Christian friends to walk alongside me, I pray. Please make this deterioration inside of me stop, and please make me joyful and happy again.   I pray everything that I have prayed over the past several months. I want things to be beautiful again, and I want to see beautiful places with lots of love. Please, I pray, bring about YOUR plan for my life. Everything is out of my control and in YOUR hands. IN JESUS’ NAME.

January 19, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Please help me, I pray. Today is Martin Luther King, Jr. day, and YOU know how much I admire what he did for our society and helping to end racism in so many ways. YOU know that I worked very hard to become a teacher of cultural studies because I believe in eradicating racism, sexism and all cultural prejudices. And YOU know that I have prayed and prayed for healing, which only YOU can do and give me.   YOU know that I worked very hard on those websites to help my family and other people going through what we went through and what composition adjuncts go through. My heart has always been in the right place, trying to help people. But right now, I need help, desperately. I have prayed and prayed and prayed for help and for healing. Please, I Pray again, do not leave me in this condition any longer. Please, Lord Jesus, please revive me and give me new life, I pray, in Jesus name. This condition is so much beyond my control, and in YOUR hands, Father. I am praying for a miracle again, today. IN JESUS’ NAME.

January 19, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I do not understand your timing at all. YOU know that I am very broken inside and deteriorating and YOU know that this is difficult for me. And YOU know that YOU have beautiful, amazing plans for me, only I have no idea how YOU are going to enact those plans. YOU know that I would like to be a joyful woman again and have a family of my own and have my own family in my life. YOU know that I have come a long ways in understanding YOUR presence and purpose in and for my life. YOU know that I would like to write a book called GOD LOVES YOU and another book called JESUS LOVES YOU so that people who don’t know Jesus can see their lives through the eyes of GOD and JESUS and understand how true love is sacrifice just like the sacrifice that JESUS made on the cross for the forgiveness of our sins. I need YOU, Father, to restore my heart and my soul, but YOU already know that. YOU know that I would like to work with the broken and the oppressed in whatever capacity YOU see fit. YOU know that I need YOUR help getting to that place where I can fulfill YOUR plans.   YOU know that this situation is entirely in YOUR hands. So many things in my life right now are broken and I am hurting so much. I really pray for JOY and peace and to walk in YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY. So, I pray once again for a miracle. IN JESUS’ NAME.

January 20, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am getting weak again, so I pray again that YOU are with me and comfort and love me when no one else does. I know my family still loves me and my friends still love me. Thank YOU for giving me shelter right now during this storm that is raging. I just pray that YOU end the storm soon and restore my life and put me to work in YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY. YOU know that I cannot do this by myself. I am learning my dependence upon YOU, and I pray that YOU teach the other people in my life that ONLY YOU CAN HEAL THIS SITUATION.   All I CAN DO RIGHT NOW IS WORSHIP YOU AND REST AND LISTEN TO MUSIC WHILE I WAIT. AND I AM WAITING. AND PRAYING. AND HOPING. AND KEEPING THE FAITH. IN JESUS’ NAME.

LOVE IS SACRIFICE, AND GOD SACRIFICED HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON ON THE CROSS TO FORGIVE US OF OUR SINS AND GIVE US ETERNAL LIFE. IT WAS THE GREATEST ACT OF LOVE THERE EVER WAS. AND I WOULD LIKE TO TEACH PEOPLE ABOUT THIS FORM OF LOVE THAT JESUS AND GOD ARE ALL ABOUT. MANY PEOPLE MAKE SACRIFICES FOR THEIR FAMILIES, ESPECIALLY THEIR CHILDREN. AND MANY PEOPLE IN THE LINE OF DUTY MAKE SACRIFICES FOR OTHERS’ LIVES. PARENTS, TEACHERS, NURSES, SOLDIERS, CARETAKERS, DOCTORS, PARAMEDICS AND ANY ONE WHO SACRIFICES THEIR OWN WELL-BEING AND SECURITY FOR THE WELL-BEING OF OTHER PEOPLE IS WALKING IN THE PATH OF JESUS. THEY MAY NOT REALIZE IT, BUT THEY ARE DEMONSTRATING THE FORM OF LOVE THAT JESUS LIVED ON THE CROSS FOR THEM. ANYONE WHO LOVES THE BROKEN AND OPPRESSED PEOPLES OF THIS WORLD IS WALKING IN THE PATH OF JESUS. AND NOTHING IN THIS WORLD CAN SEPARATE US FROM THE LOVE OF GOD THAT IS IN CHRIST JESUS OUR LORD AND SAVIOR. JESUS IS ALIVE TO THIS DAY AND FOREVER MORE, AND JESUS WILL CARRY YOU THROUGH ANY DIFFICULTY, PAIN, BROKENNESS OR ILLNESS YOU ARE SUFFERING BECAUSE JESUS LOVES YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING OR ANYBODY IN THIS WORLD EVER WILL, AND JESUS WILL NEVER ABANDON YOU. NEVER. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

January 21, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray again this morning that YOU help me out of the situation that I am in and heal this weakness of heart and soul that is happening to me. Please, I pray, please heal all that is broken in me and get me home to my family and friends, I pray, in JESUS’ NAME. I do not understand YOUR timing at all, and why I have to go through this.   I just know that this situation is out of my control, and in YOUR hands. I do pray to walk in YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY, and I pray that YOU help me to do that. I so much want to be out with people, sharing YOUR love and compassion with the people who need it the most. Only I need YOU to fill up my heart with love and compassion again. IN JESUS’ NAME.

January 22, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Please, I pray, please stop this deterioration that is going on inside of me and please stop the voices. Please help me. I am only human, and I don’t want to go through this anymore.   In JESUS’ GLORIOUS AND BEAUTIFUL NAME.

January 22, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I have had a rough day, as YOU already know. I am trying my best to trust in YOUR promises and plans, and I needed those reassurances from YOU on face book yesterday and today. Thank YOU! I would still like to write two books called Jesus Loves You and God Loves You, both all about the great love YOU have for all of YOUR children, especially the broken ones like me. I pray that YOU get me to a place where I can write those books, and then hopefully travelling to share them with others who need to hear all about YOUR love. And then serving and making my life a sacrifice to the needs of the people who YOU care about and love. I don’t know what my future looks like, but YOU do. Thank YOU for keeping my hope and faith alive even in the midst of very difficult circumstances. I pray that YOU alleviate those circumstances. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS AND BEAUTIFUL NAME.

January 23, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Please, I pray, please restore my loving, kind and compassionate mom who I love so much. Please restore my family. Please heal all that is broken in me and make me a joyful woman again.   I am so broken and tired this morning. I don’t have the strength.   I need YOUR healing, LORD JESUS AND FATHER.   I need to be restored. Please LOVE ME THROUGH THIS ALL. JUST LOVE ME. IN JESUS’ NAME.

January 24, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I await the plans that YOU have for me. Today, again, I am getting so weak, and I need YOU to carry me, Lord Jesus. I have learned so much about YOUR love for me, and no matter what I am going through YOU LOVE ME AND YOU CARE ABOUT ME. I would like to teach other people about YOUR GREAT LOVE and LOVE AS SACRIFICE WHICH YOU DEMONSTRATED THROUGH JESUS ON THE CROSS. Please fill my heart up with that kind of wonderful LOVE. Please renew and refresh me and get me to a place where I can share YOUR GREAT LOVE. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

January 24, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Please, I pray, please heal these broken eyes of mine so all that they see is beauty and love. Please, I pray, please heal this broken soul of mine so that all it experiences is love and compassion and joy.   Please, I pray, please heal this broken body of mine so that it is healthy and beautiful again. Please, I pray, please restore my mom, my dad, my brother and all of my friends, I pray. Please reassure me of YOUR presence and YOUR love because I am so broken right now, and I desperately need YOUR healing and LOVE. IN JESUS’ NAME.

January 25, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray what I prayed yesterday and the day before again today.   Please, I pray, please restore me so that I can share YOUR LOVE AND COMPASSION WITH OTHER PEOPLE WHO NEED TO KNOW ABOUT YOUR GREAT LOVE SO MUCH. RIGHT NOW, LORD JESUS AND FATHER, I NEED YOUR LOVE AND COMPASSION AND HEALING. PLEASE, I PRAY, PLEASE RESTORE ME AND MAKE ME A VESSEL OF YOUR LOVE AND COMPASSION. IN JESUS’ NAME.

GOD LOVES YOU VERY MUCH. GOD ADORES YOU. GOD ENJOYS YOU. LOVE IS SACRIFICE.

Many parents make lots of sacrifices for their children out of LOVE just like God made the ultimate sacrifice of his Son on the CROSS out of LOVE for all of his children to share eternity with HIM and to forgive us of our sins. GOD THE FATHER is like any parent who LOVES their children so much that HE would do anything for their well-being. JESUS’ sacrifice on the cross was the GREATEST ACT OF LOVE THERE EVER WAS AND EVER WILL BE. Stay at home mom’s (like my mom was) are demonstrating God’s love for their children, by sacrificing their careers to take care of their children. WITH EVERY ACT OF LOVE, WE MAKE THE KINGDOM COME!!! Even parents who work extra hours to pay for their children’s needs are demonstrating God’s love. Anyone who sacrifices their time, well-being, financial security and/or physical security for the well-being of another human being is demonstrating God’s LOVE and is walking in the path of JESUS. JESUS ALSO SUFFERED A LOT ON THE CROSS AND LEADING UP TO THE CROSS, SO HE KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO SUFFER DEEPLY.   JESUS IS THERE FOR ANYONE WHO IS SUFFERING DIFFICULTIES, PAINS, ILLNESSES AND TRIALS.   YOU ARE NOT ALONE IF YOU ARE SUFFERING ANY OF THESE THINGS!!! JESUS KNOWS EXACTLY WHAT IT FEELS LIKE MORE THAN ANYBODY IN THIS WORLD, AND JESUS IS RIGHT THERE WITH YOU. JESUS KNOWS WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO FEEL ABANDONED AND FORESAKEN EVEN WHEN GOD HAS PROMISED US THAT WE WILL NEVER BE FORESAKEN. AND GOD AND JESUS WILL NEVER ABANDON OR FORESAKE US, EVEN IF EVERYBODY ELSE DOES.   HE LOVES US TOO MUCH TO EVER DO SUCH A THING.   GOD LOVES HIS CHILDREN PASSIONATELY. WE MAY NOT ALWAYS UNDERSTAND OR COMPREHEND WHAT GOD THE FATHER IS DOING WITH OUR LIVES BUT WE HAVE TO TRUST THAT HE HAS OUR ULTIMATE WELL-BEING IN MIND AND HEART, AND WE ALSO MUST TRUST THAT HE HAS A PLAN FOR EACH OF OUR LIVES – EVEN WHEN OUR LIVES DO NOT MAKE SENSE.   LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

January 26, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I surrender this mess to YOU. YOU know that all I have tried to do is LOVE people, and YOU know how much I want to be reunited with my family and experience JOY and LOVE AGAIN. YOU know how weak I am, and how broken I am. I have done nothing but love people, and pray to walk in YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY. I have reached the point of surrender. Please have mercy and compassion upon me. JUST LOVE ME. SHOWER YOUR LOVE DOWN UPON ME, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ NAME.

January 27, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I have had another difficult day, as YOU already know. I pray again for an end to this affliction, and a restoration of my family and friends who I LOVE so much.   YOU HOLD MY FUTURE IN YOUR HANDS. YOU HOLD EVERYTHING THAT IS HAPPENING IN MY LIFE IN YOUR HANDS, LORD JESUS AND FATHER. Please make me A VESSEL FOR YOUR LOVE AND COMPASSION IN THE WORLD, LORD JESUS AND FATHER. PLEASE RESTORE MY HEART AND MY SOUL AND EVERYTHING THAT IS BROKEN INSIDE OF ME. PLEASE RESTORE MY FAMILY AND MOST ESPECIALLY MY MOM. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH, LORD JESUS AND FATHER. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

IT'S TIME WE PUT GOD'S LOVE BACK IN OUR CHURCHES, OUR SCHOOLS, OUR UNIVERSITIES AND OUR HOSPITALS. TEACHING AND DEMONSTRATING TO CHILDREN AND GROWN-UPS ABOUT GOD'S LOVE IS FAR MORE IMPORTANT THAN FOLLOWING EMPTY TRADITIONS. WE NEED TO DEMONSTRATE TO PEOPLE WHAT IT MEANS TO LIVE GOD'S LOVE AND TO LIVE A LIFE OF SACRIFICE FOR OTHERS. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

January 28, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am having a really tough day, as YOU already know. Please, I pray, please heal everything that is broken in me, and please restore my family. I NEED YOUR LOVE SO MUCH TODAY. I CANNOT CONTINUE THIS WAY. I PRAY TO BE HEALTHY AND WELL AGAIN. MY FAMILY PRAYS THAT I AM HEALTHY AND WELL AGAIN. PLEASE MAKE THIS STOP. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE. IN JESUS’ NAME.

IT WASN'T NAILS THAT HELD JESUS ON THE CROSS. RATHER, IT WAS HIS AND GOD'S GREAT LOVE FOR HUMANITY AND HUMANITY'S BROKENNESS. AND IT WAS GOD'S LOVING PLAN OF REDEMPTION FOR ALL OF HUMANITY. GOD ALWAYS HAS A PLAN OF REDEMPTION, AND WE ARE ALL PART OF THAT PLAN THAT CONTINUES TO THIS DAY. WE ARE ALL CARRIERS OF GOD AND JESUS' LOVE FOR THE WORLD. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

January 30, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I have been having a really difficult day, as YOU already know. I do not understand why this is happening to me and why YOU are not healing me of this situation.   I am so broken. I pray again that YOU restore my mom and my family and my friends and my LOVE. Please stop this from happening to me. Please make this stop. I am a really good, kind, compassionate person who has NOT done anything to hurt anybody. I would NEVER hurt anybody like I have been hurt and broken. I am so sad. IN JESUS’ NAME.

January 30, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray again everything that I have prayed over the past four months. YOU know that I cannot handle this situation by myself, and YOU know that ONLY YOU CAN RESTORE EVERYTHING THAT IS BROKEN AND HURTING. OKAY, I UNDERSTAND THAT JESUS IS STILL CARRYING ME THOUGH ALL OF THIS AND THAT HE WILL NEVER LEAVE MY SIDE. ABSOLUTELY NEVER. THERE IS NO WAY THAT I WILL EVER BE FORSAKEN.   GOD THE FATHER IS IN CONTROL OF EVERYTHING, EVEN WHEN IT DOESN’T FEEL THAT WAY. ALL WILL BE RESTORED BECAUSE GOD THE FATHER HAS GREAT PLANS FOR YOU, DIANE. JUST KEEP THE FAITH. IN JESUS LOVING AND GLORIOUS NAME.

January 31, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am looking forward to much better things ahead than what I went through today. I pray that I never have to go through that again, in JESUS’ NAME.   Please, I pray again, restore everything that is broken in me and please restore my family and my friends. I have been doing the best to keep the faith but I am getting weak again, so if I must continue to endure this, I pray that YOU strengthen me. I pray for a miracle because I STILL BELIEVE THAT WITH YOU ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE. Thank YOU for the beautiful snow tonight. IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND SO REASSURING. IN JESUS BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

February 1, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray for a restoration of all that I beautifully am. I pray for a restoration of my family and my friends. I pray for Joy and Happiness and Peace. You know, Father, that I did NOT cause this situation at all. You know that I have been strong in the faith. I pray that YOU shower YOUR LOVE DOWN UPON ME AND HELP ME, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

February 2, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray again this evening that YOU restore all that I beautifully am and restore my kind, compassionate and loving mom. I pray that YOU help me share YOUR GREAT AND WONDERFUL LOVE with everyone who needs it and is broken. I pray that YOU help me write a book on YOUR LOVE and LOVE AS SACRIFICE, about what JESUS DID ON THE CROSS TO FORGIVE US OF OUR SINS AND GIVE US THE GIFT OF ETERNAL LIFE. I pray that YOU give me a new BIBLE that reads right so that I CAN IMMERSE MYSELF IN YOUR WORD.   I JUST WANT TO SHARE YOUR LOVE WITH EVERYONE WHO NEEDS IT. I WANT TO LET PEOPLE KNOW THAT JESUS IS THERE FOR THEM IF THEY ARE SUFFERING AND BROKEN. I TRUST YOUR PLAN FOR MY LIFE, FATHER AND LORD JESUS. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

February 3, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I weathered really rough waters today, as YOU already know. I pray everything that I prayed yesterday again. I want to share YOUR GREAT LOVE with everyone who needs it and is broken – and we are all broken in some way. Please, I pray, heal my brokenness and make me whole again. YOU have told me today that YOUR plans for me are FAR GREATER than the circumstances of my day, and thank YOU for reminding me of that. Please put me back together with a GREAT AND ABIDING LOVE FOR ALL PEOPLE IN MY HEART AND SOUL. AND PLEASE MAKE ME A SPOKESPERSON FOR YOUR GREAT LOVE IN THIS WORLD, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

February 4, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I understand that it is YOUR timing not mine, so I pray that YOU strengthen my heart, my soul and my body while I wait. YOU know that this is all out of my control, and in YOUR hands. Please, I pray, restore my loving and compassionate mom and brother. I want to share YOUR GREAT AND EVERLASTING LOVE WITH THE WORLD, FATHER AND LORD JESUS. Please fill me up with that BEAUTIFUL, SACRIFICIAL LOVE. I want my life to be a sacrifice to other people, especially those people who are most broken and broken-hearted. Please get me to the place where YOU want me to be and please restore everything. I LOVE YOU FATHER AND LORD JESUS. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

February 5, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I PRAY LORD JESUS THAT YOU CONTINUE TO CARRY ME THROUGH THIS MESS. I KNOW THAT I AM MASSIVELY BLESSED AND THAT YOU WILL CONTINUE TO BLESS ME. I KNOW THAT THIS SITUATION IS IN YOUR HANDS, FATHER AND LORD JESUS. I PRAY FOR RESTORATION OF MY HEALTH, MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS. I PRAY TO SHARE YOUR GREAT AND MIGHTY AND ABUNDANT LOVE WITH THOSE IN NEED. PLEASE SHOWER ME WITH YOUR LOVE WHILE I AM WEAK TODAY. THANK YOU FOR ALL OF THE MANY BLESSINGS YOU HAVE GIVEN ME IN MY LIFE. THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME LIFE AND A WONDERFUL FAMILY AND WONDERFUL FRIENDS. THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME A SAVIOR AND LORD IN JESUS WHO IS MOST DEFINITELY WITH ME AND CARRYING ME RIGHT NOW. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS AND LOVING NAME.

February 6, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I PRAY LORD JESUS THAT YOU CONTINUE TO CARRY ME THROUGH THIS MESS. I PRAY FOR A TOTAL AND COMPLETE RESTORATION OF ALL THAT I BEAUTIFULLY AM AND ALL THAT MY FAMILY BEAUTIFULLY IS. FATHER, ONLY YOU KNOW THE DETAILS OF THAT RESTORATION THAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN. THANK YOU FOR ANOTHER DAY OF LIFE AND PLEASE, I PRAY, FILL ME UP WITH YOUR GREAT AND ABUNDANT LOVE AND COMPASSION, FATHER AND LORD JESUS. THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME THROUGH THIS STORM. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

February 7, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

All I can do right now is put my faith and TRUST in YOU. YOU know how weak I am right now, and YOU know that I need YOU to shower YOUR LOVE down upon me. I have been weak in the mind all morning, and it is all beyond my control and in YOUR hands to restore. Both me and my mom wanted to spend time together today, and I pray that YOU let me spend time with her again. I pray that YOU restore my compassionate and loving and nurturing mom. Please stop this situation that I am going through, I pray. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

February 8, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am getting weak again, as YOU already know. Please, I pray, please restore my health and my strength and my mom and my family and my friends. This situation is entirely in YOUR hands. I still pray to be a witness to YOUR GREAT AND ABUNDANT LOVE in the world. Please send me wherever YOU need me to be and please fill me up with YOUR LOVE AND COMPASSION. I would like to write a book entitled LOVE IS SACRIFICE all about the sacrifice that YOU made through my LORD and SAVIOR JESUS on the cross, relating it to the sacrifices that other people make so that they can better understand HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM AND HOW GREAT IS YOUR LOVE FOR THEM. I KNOW THAT PEOPLE NEED TO HEAR THIS, ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY ARE BROKEN LIKE I AM RIGHT NOW. I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE ME VERY MUCH AND YOU HAVE SOME PURPOSE TO WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW. I PRAY THAT YOU BRING ABOUT YOUR PLANS FOR MY LIFE. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

I AM EXPERIENCING DIFFERENCES WITH MY CHURCH. WHAT PEOPLE NEED TO HEAR MORE THAN THAT THEY ARE SINNERS IS THAT THEY ARE LOVED BY GOD AND JESUS IN ALL OF THEIR BROKENNESS AND HURTING. AFTER ALL, JESUS DIED ON THE CROSS, WITH GREAT LOVE, TO FORGIVE US OF OUR SINS, NOT TO CONSTANTLY REMIND US OF THEM. THERE ARE A LOT OF GOOD PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO ARE REALLY HURTING AND BROKEN RIGHT NOW, AND THEY NEED TO KNOW THAT GOD AND JESUS LOVE THEM SO MUCH. WE ARE CALLED TO BE MISSIONARIES OF GOD'S LOVE AND COMPASSION, NOT JUDGES OF OTHER PEOPLE'S LIVES. I BELIEVE THAT EVERYBODY IS DOING THE BEST THAT THEY CAN DO WITH THEIR LIVES, AND WHAT THEY NEED MOST IS LOVE. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

February 9, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am feeling really weak and tired again, as YOU already know. I pray for an end to this situation that I have been going through, and the restoration of my family, my health and my friends, most especially my mom who I LOVE SO MUCH AND MISS SO MUCH. I am so sad to not have her in my life right now.   She is such a blessing. My entire family and friends are such a blessing. I still pray to be a missionary of YOUR GREAT AND ABIDING LOVE AND COMPASSION IN THE WORLD. MAKE MY LIFE A SACRIFICE FOR YOUR LOVE. MAKE MY WRITING AND ACTIONS A SACRIFICE FOR YOUR LOVE.   IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

February 10, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray again today for a miracle, and that YOU fill me up with YOUR ABUNDANT LOVE AND COMPASSION. I am so broken, and I cannot do this on my own. I MISS MY FAMILY SO MUCH, LORD JESUS AND FATHER.   Please, I pray, please help me and LOVE ME. JUST LOVE ME, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

February 11, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME A MOM WHO HAS SACRIFICED SO MUCH FOR ME BY GIVING UP HER BEAUTY SHOP TO RAISE ME AND MY BROTHER. THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME WONDERFUL TEACHERS. AND THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME SUCH A BEAUTIFUL AND CARING AND COMPASSIONATE TEACHER AND WRITER. THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME A LORD AND SAVIOR IN JESUS CHRIST WHO WILL NEVER LEAVE MY SIDE NO MATTER HOW BROKEN I AM. TEACH ME TO LIVE A LIFE OF SACRIFICE TO YOUR GLORY LORD JESUS AND FATHER.   SURROUND ME WITH CHRISTIANS WHO ARE SACRIFICING THEIR LIVES IN THE WAY THAT JESUS DID ON THE CROSS. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

THERE ARE LABOURS OF LOVE WHERE PEOPLE SACRIFICE THEIR TIME, WELL-BEING AND SECURITY WITHOUT EVEN THINKING THAT THEY ARE DOING SUCH THINGS. LOVE AS SACRIFICE OFTEN COMES WITHOUT EVEN THINKING THAT YOU ARE DOING SUCH THINGS BECAUSE YOU ARE SO INVOLVED IN HELPING OTHERS, OUT OF LOVE.   IT ALL COMES FROM THE HEART. OUR GOD HAS A REALLY BIG HEART FOR ALL OF US. HE SEES US WHEN WE ARE BROKEN AND HURTING, AND HE LOVES US SO MUCH THAT HE SENT HIS SON, JESUS, TO LIVE AMONGST US AND SHARE IN OUR SUFFERING AND ULTIMATELY DIE FOR US ON THE CROSS.   JESUS LOVES US SO MUCH, AND HE IS WITH US IN OUR PAIN AND SUFFERING. GOD AND JESUS LOVE US SO MUCH THAT THEY WILL NEVER LEAVE US – NEVER AND NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS.   WE ARE GOD’S LABOURS OF LOVE AND HE LOVES US PASSIONATELY. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

February 13, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Please stop the storm that is raging inside of me, and please, I pray, please restore my heart and soul and make me beautiful and compassionate and caring and loving again. PLEASE POUR YOUR LOVE DOWN UPON ME TODAY AND TOMORROW. PLEASE GET ME HOME TO MY FAMILY, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ NAME.

I WOULD LIKE TO WRITE ANOTHER BOOK, ALSO, CALLED THE GREATEST LOVE STORY EVER TOLD, ABOUT GOD’S LOVE IN THE BIBLE AND GOD’S LOVE FOR ALL OF HUMANITY THOUGH WHAT JESUS DID ON THE CROSS. IN JESUS’ NAME.

February 14, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray again today for restoration and healing of all that I beautifully am. I pray for JOY and HAPPINESS and PEACE. I pray to WALK IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY TO THE GLORY OF YOUR BEAUTIFUL NAME, LORD JESUS. I pray to write several books, one called LOVE IS SACRIFICE about the beautiful sacrifice that Jesus made on the CROSS and relating it to the sacrifices that people make for their loved ones and family and even strangers, so that people who don’t know Jesus can better understand and embrace Jesus as their LORD AND SAVIOR and understand that everything that GOD does comes from HIS GREAT AND EVERLASTING LOVE FOR US.   I also pray to write a book called THE GREATEST LOVE STORY EVER TOLD, about God’s love in the Bible and how the entire Bible is ultimately about God’s GREAT LOVE FOR HUMANITY. And then I pray to write a book called JESUS LOVES YOU about how Jesus shares in our suffering and brokenness and LOVES US MORE THAN ANYBODY ELSE EVER WILL. I pray to reach people who are suffering and broken and hurting and feeling unloved. I WANT THEM TO KNOW THAT THEY ARE LOVED AND CARED FOR MORE THAN THEY CAN EVER IMAGINE BY GOD AND BY JESUS. So, I pray that YOU, FATHER AND LORD JESUS HELP ME WRITE THESE THREE BOOKS AND THAT YOU GET ME WELL AND TO A PLACE WHERE I CAN WRITE THEM. AND I PRAY TO BE A MISSIONARY FOR YOUR GREAT COMPASSION AND LOVE, LORD JESUS AND FATHER. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

February 15, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray that YOU heal and restore me soon because I am getting very weak again. Please, I pray, please restore everything, most especially my JOY and my MOM. Thank YOU for helping me to dance last night. That felt really good, so THANK YOU.   Thank YOU for giving me a good Valentine’s Day. Please, I pray again, get me to a place where I can write those wonderful books and minister to people like I have been doing on face book.   I PRAY TO BE A MISSIONARY OF YOUR GREAT LOVE AND COMPASSION IN THE WORLD. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS AND BEAUTIFUL NAME.

February 16, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray that YOU restore my health and my MOM, I miss my family so much. I miss my freedom so much. I am tired of suffering. Please make everything alright again, I pray. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

February 17, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

Please help me today. Please give me peace and give me rest. Please calm this storm that is going on inside of me and all around me. Please get me HOME to my family and friends who LOVE ME VERY MUCH. Please be with me and SHOWER YOUR LOVE ALL AROUND ME. Please make what is happening STOP. In Jesus’ Name.

February 18, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray what I prayed yesterday and the last several months again today. I am getting so weak and tired, and I pray that YOU surround me with YOUR GREAT AND EVERLASTING LOVE AND COMPASSION. Just be with me and hold me, LORD JESUS, wrap me up in YOUR ARMS AND CARRY ME HOME, LORD JESUS. THANK YOU LORD JESUS FOR STAYING BY MY SIDE AND BEING WITH ME THROUGH ALL OF THIS. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS AND BEAUTIFUL NAME.

February 19, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray again today that YOU restore everything that has been broken and hurt in me and my family and my friends. I know that YOU are telling me that this is almost over, and I should just rest and be patient. YOU ARE DEFINITELY WITH ME AND YOU ARE NOT GOING TO LEAVE ME HERE, YOU PROMISE. THANK YOU LORD JESUS FOR CARRYING ME AND STAYING WITH ME THROUGH ALL OF THIS. I PRAY FOR JOY AND HAPPINESS AND PEACE AND RESTORATION. I PRAY THAT YOU ARE WITH MY MOM AND MY FAMILY. AND JUST LOVE ME, I PRAY, JUST SHOWER YOUR EVERLASTING AND ABUNDANT AND BEAUTIFUL LOVE DOWN UPON ME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

February 19, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray what I prayed on Valentine’s Day again. I pray to write a book called LOVE IS SACRIFICE, about Jesus’ great love and sacrifice on the cross relating it to the sacrifices that parents and people in the service professions make for the well-being of other people, especially their children. I pray to teach people about LOVE AS SACRIFICE. I also pray to write a book called JESUS LOVES YOU, ministering to the broken and oppressed and reassuring them of GOD’S AND JESUS’ GREAT LOVE FOR THEM. Please, I pray, make my life a sacrifice of love for humanity and the people who need YOUR LOVE THE MOST.   RESTORE MY BEAUTY, MY LOVE, MY COMPASSION. MY LIFE IS ALL IN YOUR HANDS, FATHER AND LORD JESUS. YOU ALREADY KNOW WHAT I NEED AND YOU KNOW THE PLANS THAT YOU HAVE FOR ME. I PRAY THAT YOU RESTORE MY FAMILY MOST OF ALL BECAUSE I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. I AM SO GRATEFUL THAT YOU GAVE ME THE FAMILY THAT YOU DID. I LOVE MY MOM SO MUCH, FATHER AND LORD JESUS. MY MOM IS TRULY YOUR MOST GRACIOUS GIFT TO ME, ALONG WITH MY WRITING AND TEACHING ABILITIES. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THOSE GIFTS! LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL, HOLY AND GLORIOUS NAME.

February 20, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

It feels like my mind is shutting down on me, and I am getting really tired again. PLEASE JUST HOLD ME, LORD JESUS, AND LOVE ME AND BE WITH ME AND CARRY ME HOME. I am so tired. Please give me peace, FATHER. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL, HOLY AND GLORIOUS NAME.

February 21, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am not feeling well at all this morning. I pray for YOUR mercy and compassion and LOVE. PLEASE HEAL AND RESTORE ME, I PRAY, IN JESUS’ NAME. I PRAY TO BE A MINISTER TO THE BROKEN AND HURTING IN THIS WORLD. I PRAY TO SHARE YOUR GREAT AND EVERLASTING LOVE WITH THE WORLD AND ESPECIALLY THOSE PEOPLE WHO NEED YOUR LOVE THE MOST. I PRAY TO WRITE THOSE THREE BOOKS THAT I PRAYED TO WRITE ON VALENTINE’S DAY, ALL ABOUT YOUR GREAT LOVE FOR HUMANITY AND THE BROKEN. DEAR LORD JESUS, PLEASE BE WITH ME AND COMFORT ME AND HOLD ME AND LOVE ME AND CARRY ME, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL, GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

February 22, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I come before YOU today and pray again for a miracle where I am reunited with my family and can go on to serve YOU by sharing YOUR GREAT AND ABUNDANT LOVE WITH THOSE WHO ARE BROKEN AND HURTING. PLEASE, I PRAY. I AM SO TIRED OF WHAT I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH AND I AM SO SAD THIS MORNING. PLEASE BRING THIS TO A CLOSE AND GRANT ME A MIRACLE, I PRAY. PLEASE KEEP LOVING ME AND SHOWERING YOUR LOVE AND COMPASSION DOWN UPON ME. DEAR LORD JESUS, PLEASE KEEP CARRYING ME AND LOVING ME AND HOLDING ME, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

February 23, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I come before YOU today and pray again for a miracle where I am reunited with my family and can go on to serve YOU by sharing YOUR GREAT AND UNFAILING LOVE WITH THOSE WHO ARE BROKEN AND HURTING LIKE I AM RIGHT NOW. Please, I pray, PLEASE FILL ME UP WITH YOUR LOVE AND COMPASSION. PLEASE KEEP CARRYING ME LORD JESUS AND STAYING BY MY SIDE AND LOVING ME. I LOVE YOU LORD JESUS AND FATHER. I LOVE MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS, AND I PRAY THAT YOU LET ME SEE THEM AGAIN. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

IT IS SO IMPORTANT THAT WE LOVE THE BROKEN AND HURTING IN THIS WORLD RATHER THAN JUDGE THEM. AND WE ARE ALL BROKEN IN SOME WAY.   NOBODY HAS A PERFECT LIFE. GOD AND JESUS LOVE ALL OF US IN OUR BROKENNESS AND IMPERFECTION. NOTHING CAN STOP GOD AND JESUS FROM LOVING US AND CARING ABOUT US.   EVEN IN OUR MOST BROKEN AND HURTING CONDITION, GOD AND JESUS LOVE US AND CARE ABOUT US AND WANT WHAT IS BEST FOR US. IF YOU ARE HURTING TODAY, PLEASE KNOW THAT GOD AND JESUS LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU AND CARING FOR YOU. THEIR LOVE IS MANY TIMES MORE STRONGER AND ENDURING THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD. THEY WILL SEE YOU THOUGH ANY DIFFICULTY OR PAIN OR HURT THAT YOU ARE EXPERIENCING. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

February 24, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray today for a miracle again. Please have mercy and compassion upon me, and please let me see my family again, I pray, in Jesus’ Name. Please stop this deterioration that is going on inside my body. Please restore my heart and soul and get me HOME, I pray. I am just a human being and I have suffered so much. I MISS MY FAMILY AND HAVING FUN AND ENJOYING LIFE. I AM TIRED OF SUFFERING. PLEASE LOVE ME AND STOP THIS, I PRAY. I DID NOT DO ANYTHING TO DESERVE THIS, FATHER. I HAVE ONLY BEEN KIND AND COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING TO EVERYBODY. I REALLY MISS MY MOM AND MY BROTHER. I MISS THEM SO MUCH. I MISS HAVING FUN WITH MY FRIENDS. I NEED TO BE LOVED SO MUCH. I NEED TO BE LOVED, LORD JESUS AND FATHER. I NEED MY FAMILY. PLEASE RESTORE MY FAMILY. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

ANOTHER SONG THAT I LOVE ON THE RADIO, FOR A DIFFICULT DAY:

WRITE YOUR STORY ON MY HEART. COME ON AND WRITE YOUR STORY ON MY HEART.

THIS LIFE, I KNOW THAT IT HAS NEVER REALLY BEEN MINE. SO DO WITH IT WHATEVER YOU LIKE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOUR PLAN IS, BUT I KNOW IT'S GOOD.

SUNG BY FRANCISCA BATISTELLI

February 25, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

PLEASE HAVE COMPASSION AND MERCY ON ME AND LOVE ME AND HEAL AND RESTORE ME AND MY FAMILY.   I AM TOO WEAK TO MAKE IT HOME TO MY MOM’S HOUSE AND I REALLY NEED MY MOM RIGHT NOW. I NEED TO BE LOVED AND HEALED. I AM SO TIRED OF BEING BROKEN AND HURTING, AND I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU ARE LETTING THIS HAPPEN TO ME IF YOU LOVE ME. I DON’T HAVE THE STRENGTH ANYMORE. PLEASE STOP THE VOICES. PLEASE STOP THEM, LORD JESUS AND FATHER. PLEASE MAKE ALL OF THIS STOP, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL, HOLY AND GLORIOUS NAME.

February 26, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I PRAY WHAT I HAVE PRAYED FOR THE PAST SEVERAL MONTHS AGAIN. PLEASE HAVE COMPASSION AND MERCY UPON ME AND RESTORE MY LIFE AND MY FAMILY. I AM JUST A HUMAN BEING WHO WANTS TO HELP PEOPLE AND BE WITH PEOPLE. PLEASE RESTORE MY JOY AND HAPPINESS AND PEACE, I PRAY. PLEASE RESTORE MY FAMILY AND OUR LOVE FOR ONE ANOTHER. PLEASE LET MY MOM AND MY FAMILY KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM. THIS IS ALL IN YOUR HANDS FATHER AND LORD JESUS. PLEASE STOP THIS DETERIORATION THAT IS HAPPENING INSIDE OF ME. I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED AND CARED FOR AND HEALTHY AND WHOLE AGAIN, FATHER AND LORD JESUS. PLEASE ANSWER MY PRAYERS WITH AN AFFIRMATIVE, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

February 28, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am running out of words to pray, FATHER AND LORD JESUS, and getting incredibly weak again. Please, I pray, please end this affliction and restore my life and my family, I PRAY IN JESUS’ NAME.   I pray everything that I have prayed over the past several months again. I pray for JOY and HAPPINESS and PEACE. I pray what I prayed on Valentine’s Day. I pray to walk in YOUR LIGHT LORD JESUS and to be surrounded by YOUR LIGHT, LORD JESUS. I pray that YOU fill my heart up with LOVE AND COMPASSION. I pray again that YOU restore the mom of mine who is so compassionate and nurturing and loving. PLEASE DON’T TAKE HER AWAY FROM ME FOREVER. PLEASE BRING HER BACK TO ME, I PRAY. I LOVE HER AND MY FAMILY SO MUCH, FATHER. I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY THIS IS HAPPENING. I HAVE SUFFERED SO MUCH AND I AM TIRED OF SUFFERING. PLEASE HAVE MERCY AND COMPASSION ON ME. PLEASE SURROUND ME WITH YOUR LOVE.   IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

March 1, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

THANK YOU FOR SHEPHERDING ME TO THE STORE AND BACK TODAY. I pray again that YOU stop this deterioration that is going on inside of me and restore my heart and soul and my mom and family, I pray, In JESUS’ NAME. Fill me up with YOUR JOY AND HAPPINESS AND PEACE, I pray. SURROUND ME WITH YOUR LOVE AND PEACE, FATHER AND LORD JESUS. LET ME SING AND WORSHIP AGAIN, I PRAY.   I PRAY TO WRITE THOSE BOOKS I PRAYED TO WRITE ON VALENTINE’S DAY AND I PRAY TO SERVE YOU IN AFRICA AND WHEREVER YOU SEND ME. PLEASE BE WITH MY TRUE MOM AND LET HER KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE HER AND HOW GRATEFUL I AM TO HAVE HER IN MY LIFE.   JUST RESTORE EVERYTHING, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL, GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

WE ARE CALLED BY GOD AND JESUS TO LOVE THE BROKEN, OPPRESSED AND PERSECUTED. WE ARE CALLED TO LOVE THE UNLOVABLE AND HURTING. WE ARE CALLED TO BE THE HANDS AND FEET OF JESUS TO THE WORLD. WE ARE CALLED TO BE SERVANTS AND SERVANT LEADERS. WE ARE CALLED TO BE A LIGHT UPON THE WORLD. IN JESUS' NAME, I PRAY TODAY FOR ALL OF THIS. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

MARCH 3, 2015

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY AGAIN THIS EVENING THAT YOU RESTORE EVERYTHING. PLEASE RESTORE MY COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING AND NURTURING MOM. PLEASE RESTORE MY HEALTH AND MY SOUL AND MY HEART. PLEASE MAKE EVERYTHING ALRIGHT AGAIN. I HAVE NOT DONE ANYTHING TO HURT ANYBODY AS MUCH AS I HAVE BEEN HURT AND DAMAGED. I PRAY FOR AN END TO WHAT I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH. PLEASE, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ LOVING AND COMPASSIONATE AND BEAUTIFUL NAME.

THIS LIFE IS NOT OUR OWN. OUR LIVES BELONG TO GOD BECAUSE HE CREATED US. EVERYTHING WE HAVE IS A GIFT FROM GOD. AND HE HAS PLANS FOR EACH AND EVERY PERSON HE HAS MADE ON THIS EARTH. HE AMAZINGLY LOVES EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US AND WANTS WHAT IS BEST FOR EACH OF US. EVEN WHEN PEOPLE LET US DOWN, GOD AND JESUS WILL NEVER -- NEVER -- LET US DOWN. GOD'S LOVE IS CONSTANT, UNCHANGING AND PASSIONATE FOR US. HE NEVER LEAVES US, AND WE ARE NEVER ALONE IN THIS WORLD. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

WHEN WE REALIZE THAT OUR LIVES BELONG TO GOD AND EVERYTHING THAT WE HAVE BELONGS TO GOD, WE ALSO REALIZE THAT WE ARE HERE ON THIS EARTH TO SERVE GOD AND BRING HIM GLORY IN EVERYTHING THAT WE DO.   AND WE LEARN TO TRUST GOD, EVEN IN THE DIFFICULT AND CHALLENGING TIMES.   BECAUSE WE BELONG TO GOD AND JESUS, THROUGH EVERY DIFFICULTY, HURT, PAIN AND ILLNESS, HE PROMISES TO STAY WITH US, LOVE US AND CARRY US THROUGH. GOD THE FATHER IS OUR GREAT PROVIDER, AND HE KNOWS US BETTER THAN WE KNOW OURSELVES, BECAUSE WE ARE HIS. HE KNOWS ALL OF OUR NEEDS, PAINS, LOSSES, HOPES AND DREAMS.   HE HEARS ALL OF OUR PRAYERS, AND HE ANSWERS IN HIS TIMING. SOMETIMES ALL WE CAN DO IS TRUST AND HAVE FAITH THAT HE KNOWS WHAT HE IS DOING.   EVEN IN TIMES OF DEEP SORROW, GOD AND JESUS ARE THERE AND HAVE A PLAN FOR US. GOD THE FATHER CAN REDEEM AND MAKE GOOD OUT OF ANYTHING THAT HAPPENS IN OUR LIVES BECAUSE HE IS THE AUTHOR AND CREATOR OF OUR LIVES. ALL WE HAVE TO DO IS TRUST AND HAVE FAITH IN HIM. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

March 5, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am feeling really weak this morning, as YOU already know. I pray again this morning that YOU bring this suffering that I have been going through to a close and that YOU restore my family and my mom and my health and my well-being and heart and my soul. PLEASE RESTORE EVERYTHING, I PRAY. I PRAY TO SERVE YOU AND MAKE MY LIFE A LIVING SACRIFICE OF LOVE TO THE WORLD. PLEASE BRING THIS CHAOS BACK INTO ORDER, I PRAY. PLEASE RESTORE MY MOM BECAUSE I MISS HER SO MUCH, LORD JESUS AND FATHER. I MISS HER SO MUCH AND I MISS BEING ABLE TO SEE MY BROTHER AND MY NEPHEW, EMMETT. PLEASE HELP ME, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

March 6, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I am getting so weak and tired this morning. Please have mercy and compassion on me. I have suffered so much, Father and Lord Jesus. Please just be with me and love me and comfort me, I pray. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

WHEN WE REALIZE THAT OUR LIVES BELONG TO GOD AND THAT GOD CARES ABOUT THE WELL-BEING AND WELFARE OF EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US, WE BEGIN TO REALIZE THAT OUR HIGHEST CALLING FROM GOD IS TO MAKE OUR LIVES A LOVING SACRIFICE FOR THE WELL-BEING AND WELFARE OF OTHER PEOPLE. THIS IS WHAT JESUS DID ON THE CROSS WHEN HE MADE THE ULTIMATE SACRIFICE OF HIS LIFE TO FORGIVE ALL OF HUMANITY FOR OUR SINS AND GIVE US THE GIFT OF ETERNAL LIFE. THIS WAS THE GREATEST ACT OF LOVE IMAGINABLE. LOVE IS SACRIFICE FOR GOD, AND WE SERVE GOD BY MAKING OUR LIVES A LIVING SACRIFICE OF LOVE FOR THE WELFARE AND WELL-BEING OF PEOPLE IN NEED. ONE SACRIFICES THEIR LIFE, LIKE JESUS DID, WITH GREAT COMPASSION AND LOVE. THIS IS WHAT GOD WANTS ALL OF US TO DO WITH OUR LIVES, TO REACH OUT TO OTHERS IN NEED WITH LOVE AND COMPASSION AND TO DO SO BY USING WHATEVER GIFTS AND ABILITIES HE HAS GIVEN US. AND HE HAS GIVEN US ALL GIFTS TO USE IN HELPING OTHER PEOPLE AND SHARING HIS GREAT LOVE AND COMPASSION WITH THEM. AS HIS BELOVED CHILDREN, GOD CALLS US TO LIVE A LIFE OF SACRIFICE.   LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

MARCH 6, 2015

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY THIS EVENING THAT YOU GET ME WELL SO THAT I CAN LIVE A LIFE OF LOVING SACRIFICE FOR OTHER PEOPLE IN NEED. I PRAY THIS IN JESUS’ LOVING AND HOLY AND BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

March 7, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray again that YOU stop this deterioration that is going on inside my body. It makes me so sad. Please make it stop because it hurts me so much. I have prayed and prayed and prayed for healing and restoration, and I pray for that again tonight. I PRAY FOR RESTORATION OF MY HEART, MY SOUL, MY HEALTH, MY MIND AND MY FAMILY, MOST ESPECIALLY MY MOM. I PRAY FOR JOY AND HAPPINESS AND PEACE. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND LOVING NAME.

March 8, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray again this evening that YOU stop this deterioration that is happening inside of me. YOU KNOW THAT I DID NOT DO ANYTHING TO CAUSE IT. Please, I pray, please stop it, and restore my health and my family, I pray, IN JESUS’ NAME. PLEASE RESTORE MY JOY, MY COMPASSION AND MY LOVE. PLEASE SHOWER YOUR LOVE DOWN UPON ME, I PRAY.   THANK YOU FOR ANOTHER DAY OF LIFE, NO MATTER HOW DIFFICULT IT HAS BEEN. I AM PRAYING FOR A MIRACLE, FATHER AND LORD JESUS. I AM PRAYING FOR A MIRACLE. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

March 9, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I PRAY WHAT I PRAYED YESTERDAY AND THE LAST SEVERAL MONTHS AGAIN. PLEASE LET MY EYES SEE BEAUTY AND LOVE EVERYWHERE I GO. I WAS SO MUCH HEALTHIER BEFORE ALL OF THIS HAPPENED TO ME. I MISS BEING ABLE TO GO TO MY MOM’S HOUSE AND VISIT MY FAMILY. I MISS BEING ABLE TO TRAVEL FREELY. I PRAY WHAT I PRAYED ON VALENTINE’S DAY AGAIN. PLEASE GIVE ME HOPE AND LOVE AND RESTORATION, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

March 11, 2015

Dear LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY AGAIN FOR RESTORATION AND HEALING, ESPECIALLY OF THIS COLOR SITUATION AND MY VISION SITUATION. PLEASE RESTORE ME AND MY FAMILY, I PRAY. PLEASE STOP THIS SUFFERING AND RESTORE MY JOY AND HAPPINESS, I PRAY. PLEASE MAKE EVERYTHING ALRIGHT SO THAT I CAN BE WITH MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS AGAIN. PLEASE SURROUND ME WITH YOUR LOVE AND COMPASSION AND LET ME LISTEN TO GOSPEL MUSIC AGAIN, I PRAY. I PRAY WHAT I PRAYED ON VALENTINE’S DAY AGAIN. PLEASE DO NOT FORGET ABOUT MY SITUATION AND LEAVE ME LIKE THIS, I PRAY. I AM SO HURT AND BROKEN. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS AND BEAUTIFUL NAME.

SUPERHEROES MAY HAVE STRENGTH BUT THEY DO NOT LOVE LIKE JESUS DOES AND THEY DO NOT DISPENSE THE AMAZING GRACE THAT JESUS DOES. AND THEY DO NOT HEAL AND CARE FOR THE BROKEN AND THE HURTING LIKE JESUS DOES. JESUS IS THE TRUE AND REAL SUPERHERO OF OUR BROKEN WORLD. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

GOD AND JESUS LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE. THEY LOVE YOU FOR ALL OF YOUR FLAWS, YOUR IMPERFECTIONS AND YOUR MISTAKES.   YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND HANDSOME IN THE EYES OF GOD BECAUSE YOU ARE HIS BELOVED CHILD.   AND GOD ALWAYS WANTS WHAT IS BEST FOR YOU AND HAS A PLAN FOR YOUR LIFE, NO MATTER HOW BROKEN YOU MAY FEEL. GOD IS THE GREAT RESTORER AND JESUS IS THE GREAT REDEEMER OF BROKEN LIVES, AND THEY LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU CAN IMAGINE. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

March 13, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I PRAY AGAIN THIS EVENING THAT YOU HEAL AND RESTORE ALL THAT IS BROKEN INSIDE OF ME. I PRAY THAT YOU GET ME TO THE PLACE WHERE I CAN BE OF SERVICE AND LIVE A LIFE OF LOVING SACRIFICE FOR OTHER PEOPLE. I PRAY THAT I GET THE OPPORTUNITY TO SEE MY NEPHEW EMMETT AND MY FAMILY, AND I PRAY THAT I GET THE OPPORTUNITY TO SUPPORT AND NURTURE THE CHRISTIAN GROWTH OF CONCY AND AARON IN UGANDA. I PRAY TO BE AN ENCOURAGER OF MANY PEOPLE IN THEIR WALK WITH JESUS AND GOD. THANK YOU FOR ALL OF THE WONDERFUL BLESSINGS THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME IN MY LIFE, LORD JESUS AND FATHER. I FEEL SO ABSOLUTELY BLESSED, EVEN THOUGH I AM HURTING A LOT RIGHT NOW. PLEASE BLESS THE MEMORY OF KYLE SWANSON TODAY, WHO PASSED AWAY 15 YEARS AGO TODAY. PLEASE BE WITH JULIE AND BEV, AND GIVE THEM COMFORT ABOUT HIS WONDERFUL MEMORY. AND PLEASE BE WITH MY MOM RIGHT NOW AND LET HER KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE HER. LET MY ENTIRE FAMILY KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

March 14, 2015

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BRINGING MY MOM TO DO MY HAIR AND BE WITH ME TODAY. THANK YOU SO MUCH! AND THANK YOU FOR REWRITING MY TRUSTMATTER WEBSITE SO THAT IT READS SO MUCH BETTER THAN I ORIGINALLY WROTE IT. IT NOW TELLS THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH IN A VERY POWERFUL WAY, SO THANK YOU SO MUCH! IT HAS STILL BEEN A VERY DIFFICULT AND PAINFUL DAY BUT I KNOW THAT YOU ARE HELPING ME THROUGH IT AND WITH ME THROUGH IT ALL. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY I HAVE BEEN SO BLESSED IN THIS LIFE BUT I KNOW THAT I WOULD LIKE TO USE MY BLESSINGS TO HELP AS MANY PEOPLE AS I CAN IN YOUR NAME, LORD JESUS. I PRAY THAT I GET TO HELP AARON AND CONCY IN UGANDA GROW IN THEIR FAITH AND KNOW HOW MUCH THEY ARE LOVED BY YOU. I PRAY THAT I COULD HELP THEIR FAMILIES OUT OF POVERTY, TOO. THANK YOU AGAIN FOR ALL OF THE BLESSINGS THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME, AND STAYING RIGHT BY MY SIDE AND CARRYING ME THROUGH EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE GONE THROUGH. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

March 16, 2015

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I MISS MY FAMILY SO MUCH!!! I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY YOU ARE LETTING THIS HAPPEN TO ME.   PLEASE HELP ME. PLEASE HELP ME. PLEASE MAKE THIS STOP. PLEASE MAKE THIS STOP. I PRAY AGAIN THIS MORNING THAT YOU RESTORE MY HEALTH, MY CENTER, MY HEART AND MY KIND AND COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING FAMILY. I PRAY THAT YOU PUT ME BACK INTO SERVICE AGAIN, LIVING A LIFE OF LOVING SACRIFICE IN JESUS’ NAME. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

MARCH 18, 2015

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY I AM GOING THROUGH THIS. I KNOW THAT IT IS NOT FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND. BUT I KNOW THIS: I WAS COMPLETELY FEARLESS BEFORE THIS HAPPENED TO ME. I DO NOT WANT TO BE AT WAR. I LONG FOR MY PEACEFUL LIFE BACK. I PRAY TO BE WHOLE AND HEALTHY AND COMPLETE AND BEAUTIFUL AGAIN. I PRAY TO BE WITH MY MOM WHO IS COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING AND NURTURING AND CALLS HERSELF MOM AND LOVES ME GREATLY. JESUS IS NOT THE ONLY PERSON WHO LOVES ME – MY FAMILY LOVES ME AND MY FRIENDS LOVE ME AND I HAVE BEEN SO BLESSED WITH WONDERFUL FAMILY AND FRIENDS. AND WHILE I HAVE SINNED, I HAVE STILL DONE MANY WONDERFUL THINGS FOR PEOPLE AND THAT MATTERS, THAT MATTERS TO GOD AND JESUS. I DO NOT DESERVE TO HAVE MY ACCOMPLISHMENTS CANCELLED OUT AND FORGOTTEN.   I DESERVE TO HAVE THE GOOD STUFF REMEMBERED. PLEASE DO NOT FORGET ME AND LEAVE ME IN THIS CONDITION, I PRAY. PLEASE END WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH AND GRANT ME MY VALENTINE’S DAY PRAYER. PLEASE DO NOT FORGET MY VALENTINE’S DAY PRAYER. PLEASE RESTORE MY LOVING AND COMPASSIONATE HEART, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND LOVING AND COMPASSIONATE AND HOLY AND GLORIOUS NAME.

WE ALL NEED TO BE POSITIVELY ENCOURAGED AND LOVED, EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US NEEDS TO BE POSITIVELY ENCOURAGED AND LOVED. THE BIBLE AND CHRISTIAN MUSIC IS GOD’S WAY OF ENCOURAGING US. JESUS IS GOD’S WAY OF ENCOURAGING US. FELLOW CHRISTIANS ARE GOD’S WAY OF ENCOURAGING US.   WE NEED TO BE TEACHERS OF GOD’S LOVE AND COMPASSION, WHO LET PEOPLE KNOW THAT THEY ARE DEEPLY AND WONDERFULLY LOVED BY GOD AND BY JESUS. WE NEED TO BUILD PEOPLE UP, NOT TEAR PEOPLE DOWN AND HURT THEM. WE NEED TO HUG PEOPLE AND LOVE THEM AND JUST LOVE THEM WITH ALL OUR MIGHT. WITH GOD’S MIGHTY AND POWERFUL LOVE. SOMETIMES GOD LETS US BE BROKEN SO THAT WE CAN UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH HE LOVES US AND HOW MUCH JESUS LOVES US AND HOW MUCH OUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS LOVE US AND HOW IMPORTANT GOD’S LOVE IS IN THIS WORLD. I PRAY TO BE A MISSIONARY OF GOD’S LOVE AND COMPASSION IN THIS WORLD, DEAR LORD JESUS AND FATHER. I PRAY THAT YOU RESTORE MY HEART AND SOUL AND MAKE ME BEAUTIFUL AGAIN, SO THAT I CAN GO FORTH IN THE WORLD AND SHARE YOUR GREAT AND MIGHTY LOVE WITH ALL WHO NEED IT AND EVERYBODY NEEDS GOD’S AND JESUS’ LOVE, EVERYBODY NEEDS FORGIVENESS AND REDEMPTION AND EVERYBODY DESERVES JOY AND HAPPINESS AND PEACE. I PRAY FOR THESE THINGS FATHER AND LORD JESUS, I PRAY FOR THESE THINGS. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

MARCH 19, 2015

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY FOR RAIN AND FLOWERS AND GREEN GRASS AND GREEN TREES AND THE BEAUTY OF NATURE. I PRAY THAT YOU LET ME WALK IN THE LIGHT AND BEAUTY OF NATURE AGAIN, IN JESUS’ NAME. I PRAY THAT YOU RESTORE MY DREAMS AND ENACT YOUR POSITIVE AND BEAUTIFUL PLAN FOR MY LIFE. I PRAY THAT YOU RESTORE MY FAMILY AND MY MOM AND MY DAD AND MY BROTHER AND LET ME SEE MY BEAUTIFUL NEPHEW EMMETT. I PRAY THAT YOU RESTORE MY JOY AND LOVE AND COMPASSION. AND I PRAY AGAIN YOU MAKE ME INTO A MISSIONARY FOR YOUR GREAT LOVE AND COMPASSION IN THE WORLD. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY AND LOVING NAME.



YOU, JESUS, ARE MY STRONG TOWER, SHELTER OVER ME. YOU ARE MY STRONG TOWER, FORTRESS OVER ME.   YOUR NAME IS TRUE AND HOLY AND YOUR FACE IS ALL I SEE. I LOVE YOU LORD JESUS AND FATHER.

FROM MATERIALS THAT I RECEIVED FROM COMPASSION INTERNATIONAL TODAY. WE LIVE SUCH A BLESSED LIFE IN THE USA COMPARED TO WHAT IS HAPPENING TO CHILDREN IN DEVELOPING COUNTRIES.

POVERTY FACTS:

ABOUT EVERY 30 SECONDS A CHILD DIES OF MALARIA, A PREVENTABLE AND TREATABLE DISEASE.

AN ESTIMATED 67 MILLION PRIMARY-SCHOOL AGED CHILDREN WORLDWIDE DON'T ATTEND SCHOOL.

ABOUT 2.4 BILLION PEOPLE LIVE ON LESS THAN 2 DOLLARS PER DAY, MAKING THEM EXTREMELY VULNERABLE TO NATURAL DISASTERS, ILLNESS AND FOOD SHORTAGES OR INSTABILITY OF EVERY KIND.

19,000 CHILDREN DIE EACH DAY DUE TO CONDITIONS OF POVERTY.

1 BILLION CHILDREN [NEARLY HALF OF ALL THE WORLD'S CHILDREN] LIVE IN POVERTY. HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS LIVE IN EXTREME POVERTY.

EACH DAY 10,000 NEWBORNS IN DEVELOPING COUNTRIES DIE WITHIN A MONTH OF BIRTH.

640 MILLION CHILDREN LIVE WITHOUT ADEQUATE SHELTER.

THERE ARE 1.1 BILLION PEOPLE IN DEVELOPING COUNTRIES WITHOUT ACCESS TO CLEAN WATER.

SOURCES INCLUDE UNICEF AND THE WORLD BANK.

I BELIEVE THAT WE WHO ARE SO BLESSED IN THIS WORLD WITH ABUNDANCE NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THESE PROBLEMS. COMPASSION INTERNATIONAL THAT SPONSORS CHILDREN WHO LIVE IN POVERTY IN MANY COUNTRIES IS SO WORTH CONSIDERING AS ONE SOLUTION. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

MARCH 24, 2015

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

I pray today that you STOP the deterioration that is happening to me, and that YOU RESTORE MY JOY AND HAPPINESS AND MY FAMILY AND MY LOVE AND MY LIFE AND JUST EVERYTHING. I PRAY LORD JESUS THAT YOU STAY BY MY SIDE AND HEAL ME SOON BECAUSE I AM SO BROKEN AND I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY BECAUSE I HAVEN’T DONE ANYTHING TO HURT ANYBODY LIKE I HAVE BEEN HURT. PLEASE HAVE MERCY AND COMPASSION AND LOVE UPON ME. JUST LOVE ME AND HEAL ME, I PRAY. AND LET MY FAMILY KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE AND MISS THEM. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

MARCH 25, 2015

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

PLEASE, I PRAY, PLEASE RESTORE MY HAPPINESS AND MY JOY AND MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS. PLEASE STOP THIS DETERIORATION THAT IS HAPPENING IN MY BODY. PLEASE I PRAY. PLEASE HELP ME. I DID NOT DO ANYTHING WRONG TO CAUSE THIS TO HAPPEN TO ME, SO PLEASE STOP IT, PLEASE STOP IT. I AM JUST A HUMAN BEING AND I HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH. PLEASE HAVE MERCY AND COMPASSION UPON ME, PLEASE I PRAY. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

MARCH 30, 2015

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY AGAIN THIS EVENING FOR TOTAL AND COMPLETE RESTORATION AND HEALING OF MY HEART, MY SOUL, MY SPIRIT, MY FAMILY AND MY JOY AND HAPPINESS. PLEASE HAVE MERCY AND COMPASSION UPON ME BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN SUFFERING FOR SO LONG AND I JUST WANT TO HAVE JOY AND HAPPINESS AGAIN, FATHER AND LORD JESUS. PLEASE ENACT YOUR BEAUTIFUL PLAN FOR MY LIFE. PLEASE BE WITH ME AND MY MOM TOMORROW AND GUIDE OUR EVERY FOOTSTEP AND WORD, LORD JESUS, I PRAY. I LOVE YOU LORD JESUS AND FATHER. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS AND HOLY AND BEAUTIFUL NAME.

MAY 28, 2015

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

PLEASE, I PRAY, PLEASE RESTORE MY FEELINGS AND MY EMOTIONS AND MY LOVE FOR MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS. PLEASE DO NOT LEAVE ME THIS WAY. I AM ONLY HUMAN AND I HAVE DONE NOTHING TO HURT ANYBODY IN THE WAYS THAT I HAVE BEEN HURT AND BROKEN. THIS SITUATION IS SO BEYOND MY CONTROL. PLEASE LET ME TALK TO MY MOM AND FAMILY AGAIN. PLEASE DO NOT LEAVE ME HERE ALONE. PLEASE TAKE ME HOME.   PLEASE LET MY TRUE MOM KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE HER AND MISS HER.   PLEASE LET MY FAMILY KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM AND MISS THEM. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND COMPASSIONATE AND GLORIOUS NAME.

JANUARY 20, 2016

IF YOU ARE BROKEN-HEARTED AND AFFLICTED TODAY, PLEASE KNOW THAT JESUS IS WITH YOU AND FEELS, VERY COMPASSIONATELY AND LOVINGLY, WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH.  GOD OUR HEAVENLY FATHER SENT JESUS TO EARTH TO BE WITH US FOR THIS VERY REASON OF OUR HEART-BROKEN SITUATIONS AND OUR SUFFERING.   JESUS IS CARRYING YOU IN HIS LOVING AND EVERLASTING ARMS TODAY, AND IMAGINE HIM GIVING YOU THE BIGGEST AND MOST LOVING AND COMPASSIONATE BEAR HUG TO COMFORT YOU.  JESUS FEELS YOUR PAIN AND SORROW AND HURT, AND HE AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER CARE SO MUCH ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH AND THEY WANT TO COMFORT YOU AND CARE FOR YOU IN YOUR SORROW AND HURT.  THEY LOVE YOU SO MUCH -- MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW.  WHEN WE ARE BROKEN-HEARTED AND AFFLICTED, GOD OUR HEAVENLY FATHER AND LORD JESUS ARE VERY NEAR TO US AND HOLD US COMPASSIONATELY AND LOVINGLY IN THEIR ARMS.  AND THEY ALWAYS HAVE A LOVING AND COMPASSIONATE PLAN FOR HEALING AND RESTORATION OF OUR BROKEN HEARTS AND AFFLICTIONS.  JUST PRAY TO THEM AND KEEP TALKING TO THEM ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH, AND TRUST AND HAVE FAITH THAT THEY MOST DEFINITELY CARE AND HAVE GREAT CONCERN, COMPASSION AND LOVE FOR YOU -- BECAUSE YOU ARE THEIR GREATLY LOVED AND BEAUTIFUL CHILD NO MATTER HOW BROKEN AND HURT YOU ARE FEELING RIGHT NOW AND NOTHING THAT HAPPENS WILL EVER CHANGE THAT AND THEIR GREAT AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND COMPASSION FOR YOU.  IN JESUS' COMPASSIONATE AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.   LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE 

JUNE 2, 2015

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY THIS MORNING THAT YOU AGAIN STOP THIS DETERIORATION THAT IS HAPPENING INSIDE OF ME AND GIVE ME HOPE AND RESTORE MY HEART, MY SOUL AND MY MIND AND GET ME TO A PLACE WHERE I CAN BE OF SERVICE TO YOU, FATHER AND LORD JESUS. PLEASE END THIS SUFFERING AND PAIN AND GIVE ME HOPE, PLEASE. PLEASE HELP ME, I PRAY. I DID NOT DO ANYTHING TO CAUSE THIS TO HAPPEN TO ME, NOT KNOWINGLY. SO PLEASE SPARE ME THIS AWFUL FEELING AND PLEASE GET ME OUT OF THIS SITUATION THAT I AM IN. PLEASE RESTORE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND LET ME BE WITH THEM AGAIN, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND COMPASSIONATE AND GLORIOUS NAME.

Sweet child, how I long to have you sit in my presence and soak in my majesty. You are wonderful in the sight of your Maker. You have made tremendous strides in your journey to my heart. You are an overcomer. With me you are victorious. Your life shall bring glory to my name. I care for all your needs, big and small. I am your protector. I am your great provider. No one shall thwart the plans I have for your life for I have called you by name. You are mine. You are chosen. You belong to the Almighty One. Songs of deliverance and freedom are flowing down from the heavens above to rest upon your heart this day. Receive this music as a sweet comfort to your heart. Joy in great measure I am giving to you, my child. Righteousness and truth is presiding over your heart and mind. Wisdom into the things that are incomprehensible will give you new insight and revelation. Listen to that still, small voice within your heart that tells you which way to turn at every crossroad in your life. Pour out your heart to those who come running to you longing to know me. I will show you how much love I hold in my heart for all my dear ones. I want to bless you for your faithfulness and trust in me. Receive all that I send you in the way of love and comfort from those I place in your midst. You do not always have to be strong. Let me be strong for you. Your strength in me will in turn give you the rest you desire. The peace that you long for will envelop your heart and soul every day as you rest in me. Bring all your concerns to me and I will break every area of bondage and every stronghold that tries to get in the way of the blessed life that I hold in my hand just for you. I am your Mighty Savior, and you are my precious child of resiliency. Hold on to the hope I have given you, it shall never disappoint.

Psalm 71:14

As for me, I will always have hope; I will praise you more and more.


MY 2016 PRAYERS TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER

MY PRAYERS TO LORD JESUS AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER    


JANUARY 29. 2016

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY AGAIN TODAY THAT YOU RESTORE MY HEALTH AND WELL-BEING AND SURROUND ME WITH YOUR GLORIOUS LIGHT AND LOVE AND WITH COMPASSIONATE AND JESUS-LOVING PEOPLE WHO WILL PRAY WITH ME AND WALK ALONGSIDE ME.   THANK YOU LORD JESUS AND HEAVENLY FATHER FOR ANOTHER DAY OF LIFE AND I PRAY THAT YOU ARE WITH MY MOM AND FAMILY AND LET THEM KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM AND MISS THEM AND PRAY THAT THEY ARE HERE WITH ME.   DEAR LORD JESUS, PLEASE KEEP CARRYING ME AND LET YOUR PRESENCE WITH ME BE MIGHTILY KNOWN TO ALL.   IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS AND COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

FEBRUARY 12, 2016

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY AGAIN TODAY THAT YOU HEAL THIS BROKENNESS THAT IS GOING ON INSIDE MY BODY AND MAKES ME FEEL SO SAD. I PRAY THAT YOU HELP MY MOM TO SEE WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME AND MAKE HER VERY COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING TOWARDS ME WHEN SHE COMES TOMORROW (SATURDAY). PLEASE, I PRAY, RESTORE MY HEALTH AND MY WELL-BEING AND EVERYTHING THAT IS BROKEN INSIDE OF ME. AND I PRAY THAT I GET THE OPPORTUNITY TO START MY AMAZING GRACE MINISTRIES THAT WORKS WITH THE BROKEN AND BROKEN-HEARTED, IN JESUS’ COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING NAME. PLEASE, I PRAY, PROVIDE THE RESOURCES AND BLESSINGS THAT I NEED TO START THIS MINISTRY AND CONTINUE ON WITH MY ONLINE MINISTERIAL WORK. IN JESUS’ COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

FEBRUARY 19, 2016

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

I PRAY AGAIN TODAY THAT YOU RESTORE MY HEALTH AND MY WELL-BEING AND SURROUND ME WITH YOUR GLORIOUS LIGHT AND LOVE AND WITH COMPASSIONATE, JESUS-LOVING PEOPLE WHO WILL PRAY WITH ME AND WALK ALONGSIDE ME. THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME TO JESUS WHO NEVER LEAVES MY SIDE AND CARRIES ME THROUGH THIS BROKENNESS. JESUS IS THE GREATEST GIFT YOU HAVE EVER GIVEN ME BY FAR. I PRAY TODAY THAT YOU ENACT YOUR BEAUTIFUL, AMAZING PLANS FOR MY LIFE AND MAKE ME A BEAUTIFUL AND COMPASSIONATE WITNESS TO YOUR LOVE AND GRACE IN THE WORLD AND TO THE PEOPLE WHO ARE THE MOST BROKEN AND IN NEED OF YOUR LOVE AND GRACE. I PRAY TO MINISTER TO PEOPLE LIKE I HAVE BEEN MINISTERING ONLINE. THANK YOU FOR THIS WONDERFUL GIFT THAT IS HELPING AND WILL HELP SO MANY PEOPLE. IN JESUS’ COMPASSIONATE, LOVING, GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE


MY PRAYERS TO GOD AND JESUS

April 25, 2014

 

Today is my 44th birthday, and I continue to pray to the Lord above for a miracle with my heart and center and the vision problems.   Dear Lord Jesus and Father, please, I pray, grant me a miracle.  You know how much I want to go home to Heaven and be done with all of these tribulations that I have been going through.  I want my mom to act normal and my dad to act normal (such as having a telephone number that I can talk to him vis-à-vis), and I just want everything to be restored to how it was before this all began.  I know that is possible, because as Darcy’s card said, All Things Are Possible For God, and I do believe that with my whole heart.  Thank you for a relatively good day with my mom, and thank you for the gifts of a computer and a vacuum and tennis shoes.  I never in my life thought that I would be so financially reliant upon my family as I currently am.  I was so independent!  And I would love to be that free-spirited, God-worshipping (Father&JESUS-worshipping) girl again.  So, let that be my birthday wish, Lord Jesus and Father.  Let that be my birthday wish. Love always, Diane

 

April 26, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray that you restore my heart and soul and mind and center like they used to be, only with far more compassion and love.  I don’t know how you are going to get me to Africa and Haiti, but I know you are.  I am doing everything that I can possibly do given the visual limitations that are being placed on me.  Please lift all the visual limitations, I pray, and make everything that I see beautiful and normal.  I also pray that you restore my mom to how she used to be – really compassionate, loving and understanding of all that I am going through.  I want the mom who would purchase me blindfolds to protect my eyes.  I pray that you restore that mom to me, and I pray that you restore the dad who used to leave me telephone messages when I lived in Atlanta.  Please, I pray.  And I pray that you restore the brother of mine who used to have a really terrific sense of humor and who went to church in Decorah.  Please restore them all to me, I pray, dear Lord Jesus and Father.  Love always, Diane

 

September 26, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

You know what I am going through is very difficult on me.  I pray for all of Your strength and courage and conviction and compassion and love.  Please grant me the miracle that I have been praying for.  Please!  I love you so much, even if I cannot feel it right now.  And I know that you love me very much, too. Thank you for giving me a glimpse of my normal, loving mom today – the mom whose legs ache when going up stairs.  That was normal.  The mom who hugged me in the parking lot.  I need more of that so much, Father and Lord Jesus. Please watch over me while I sleep and please heal me, I pray in Jesus’ name.

 

October 3, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am admittedly really tired of going through this, with a weak soul and a weak heart.  I pray that you make it stop and restore me.  I pray that you banish those awful words from my thoughts and body.   I want to live in the world that I lived in before, where everything was beautiful and good and normal.  Please grant me that miracle I pray.  I was very happy teaching composition studies.  And lately I have wanted to be a missionary, but I am afraid that I am getting too weak to do that.  Please make this stop, but keep the good, Christian music and Lutheran Church of Hope.  And please fill the skies with the beauty of Your stars and the universe.  Please fix my broken mind, my broken body and my broken heart/soul.  I want to see the autumn colors in their full glory and beauty.  I want to work for the GLORY OF GOD THE FATHER AND LORD JESUS.  And please, I pray, let me see and be with my nephew Emmett.  PLEASE!  I want to work with children, so please restore my heart for children.  I pray all of this in Jesus’ glorious name.

 

October 4, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Today you reminded me of how much YOU LOVE ME.  I had forgotten with all that I have been going through that YOU LOVE ME VERY MUCH. And you will protect me through everything.  You have let things happen that I needed to grow and mature from.  And, yes, I have learned much about the courage and strength that You put inside of me.  Only You know what my future holds, but you do know how much I want to work with children who are oppressed and impoverished.  You do know that I would love to be a joyful woman again.  You know all of my hopes and dreams, even the ones that I have forgotten or think are impossible.  You know all my hurts and pains and sorrows, and You know how to heal them.  You know how much I love my family, and want normal holidays with them.  You know that I have surrendered all of these hurts and pains and sorrows to you, even my broken body and broken eyes and broken heart/soul.  And my faith is coming back, through listening to the worship music, so thank you very much! You do have a plan for me and a future and a hope.  I do want to GLORIFY YOU FATHER AND LORD JESUS!!!  Help me to do that, I pray in Jesus’ beautiful name.

 

October 7, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Tonight, I pray that You fill my heart with joy again.   I have suffered so much from what I have seen, and I just want to be filled with joy again.  I cannot do it by myself. I surrender to Your plan for my life.  Please, I pray, heal my broken heart and my broken soul by surrounding me with beauty and love and joy.  Restore my beautiful, fun-loving mom, I Pray, in Jesus’ Name.   Restore my sense of fun, I pray also. Love always, Diane

 

October 10, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I need Your help, especially today.  I am getting so weak inside, and I need Your love and compassion and mercy, I pray in JESUS’ NAME.  I NEED A MIRACLE, I PRAY. I PRAY THAT YOU RESTORE MY MOM AND MY DAD AND MY BROTHER, AND PUT ME INTO SERVICE FOR YOUR WILL, I PRAY IN JESUS’ NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

 

 

October 15, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am getting so weak mentally, physically and spiritually.  I pray for your help and assistance.  Please forgive me for my weaknesses.  Please forgive me when I begin to worry.  I am only human, and I do not understand what is happening to me.   I feel so broken inside, and I do not understand why you are not healing me and answering my prayers. I just do not understand.  I pray to experience my family’s love again.  I really need a miracle.  My faith has been tested to the utmost.  I still pray for a happy ending or else a new beginning. Whatever Your Will is for me Father.  I still pray to work with the broken and oppressed with great love and compassion.  You know that I cannot help my circumstances, and that they have been totally beyond my control.  I pray to feel your LOVE AND COMPASSION.  YOU know that I am so weak right now, and I only need your LOVE AND RENEWAL.  I am still walking by faith. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME, I PRAY. 

 

 

October 16, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray to walk in YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY.  I pray for renewal and refreshment.  I pray that you restore my fun-loving, compassionate and loving mom.  I pray that You put me to work with the broken and oppressed in Africa or Haiti.   I just pray that you restore everything.  I pray, most of all that You help me to feel again, especially for my Mom.  Father,  I don’t understand your ways at all.  So, the truth is that I surrender this mess to You.  I don’t need many things in this world.  You have blessed me so abundantly with so many things that other people, especially in other countries, do not have.  This morning, as You know, it was too much for me to handle.  I really do not understand what is going on with my mind, and why I woke up so unsettled this morning.  Though this entire trial, you have provided for me abundantly.  THANK YOU SO MUCH!   I do pray again that you heal this broken body and heart/soul of mine (YOURS).  And my broken eyes.  I know, YOUR time, not mine.  It was really difficult what I went through with my mom this morning.  I wanted her to love me but I couldn’t feel anything.  Please heal and restore this situation because we all need family. But You are teaching me that I need You and Jesus much more than I need my family.  Nonetheless, I miss those good days with my mom at her house.  I miss them very much.  I miss having her love.  She, after all is Your gracious gift to me.  Darcy is a gracious gift, too. THANK YOU!  Thank You for giving me such a beautiful life, and I really want to be of service to You, Father, and Lord Jesus.  I can’t do that with a broken mind and a broken car and being so far away from the people who need YOU the most.  So, I also pray that You get me to a place where I can help people in YOUR NAME.  And most of all, I pray to be happy and joyful again, like I was yesterday morning, Joyful bringing Glory to You.  Please help me to do that.  I pray in JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

 

October 17,  2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray to be a servant of Jesus, serving the world in Jesus’ beautiful name. There is so much that I do not understand.  I know that You have said that You afflict the comfortable, and I have been so afflicted.  I am so broken right now, and I keep praying for healing.   I am getting so weak inside, Father and Jesus, and I do not understand why you are allowing this to happen.  I am just a human being, and I would like to be out there with people, serving in Jesus’ name with His love and compassion.  I LOVE GOING TO LUTHERAN CHURCH OF HOPE AND WORSHIPPING YOU THERE.  I LOVE MY MOM AND MY FAMILY.  I LOVE IOWA.  I LOVE HEAVEN, WHERE I BELONG.  I HAVE LIVED THE BEST LIFE THAT I COULD POSSIBLY LIVE, BUT I KNOW THAT I COULD DO MUCH BETTER. I WANT TO LIVE TO YOUR GLORY GOD. I AM SO BROKEN THAT I DON’T KNOW HOW TO DO THAT IN THE CONDITION THAT I AM.  SO TEACH ME HOW TO LIVE TO YOUR GLORY.  PLEASE HAVE MERCY AND COMPASSION ON ME, I PRAY IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

October 17, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray to be out there working with the broken and oppressed and bringing the GOOD NEWS of JESUS to the world.  Today has been a very difficult day, as You already know.  You have tested my faith to the utmost again.  And it has been very difficult.  I am praying for a miracle and for relief.  Father, You already know what I need and the struggles that I have been going through.  Jesus, You already know what I need and the struggles that I have been going through.  I know all of this is beyond my control.  I surrender to YOUR LOVE AND GRACE.  IN JESUS NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

You have taught me today, thank you.  I do not need all the things that I have.  Not at all.  I pray to serve Christ Jesus in any capacity that You see fit.  I saw that CASA program at Lutheran Church of Hope today, and I would very much like to work in that program, as a child’s advocate.  You know that I am very weak inside.  I pray to give all of my luxuries up and serve YOU JESUS.   I don’t need television, and I don’t need all of the comforts that I have.  Please help me to give them up.  I pray that You restore everything.  The wedding today at Lutheran Church of Hope was beautiful, very beautiful.  I pray to experience more weddings like that one.  The Miracle League children were beautiful.  If it is Your Will that I serve children like that, then please help me to do so.  I Pray that YOU paint this apartment with YOUR LOVE, In Jesus’ NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

 

Nothing can separate us from the LOVE OF GOD THAT IS IN CHRIST JESUS OUR LORD AND SAVIOR! NOTHING AT ALL.

 

 

October 21, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus and Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Please, I Pray, please help me.  My body is so out of control, and it makes me sad.  Why are you letting this happen to me?  I am a very kind, compassionate and good-hearted human being.  I don’t understand why you are letting this happen.  I have prayed and prayed and prayed and prayed. I do not understand why you don’t heal me.  I don’t understand at all.  It makes me so sad. In JESUS’ NAME.

 

 

October 21, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I Pray that You comfort me, and help me.  What is happening to my body is all beyond my control.  I can’t control it, and I pray that YOU would.  Please make this stop, I pray, in Jesus’ name.

 

October 22, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I do not understand why you are letting this happen to my body.  I pray for Your love and compassion and mercy and healing.  I pray to see my family again. I pray to be embraced in Lord Jesus’ loving and merciful arms.  I pray that you heal my broken mind, my broken body and my broken eyes.  Please fill me up with Your love and compassion.  Please deliver me to a place where I can help other people who are suffering brokenness.  Please fill me up with Your joy, and teach me to live to Your Glory. I pray everything that I have prayed over the past month.  I am tired and I am weary, and I pray to see YOUR GLORY. In JESUS’ NAME. love always, Diane

 

October 24, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I Pray that You love me and grant me compassion and mercy.  I pray that You heal me and make me whole again.  I pray everything that I have prayed above.  I pray that You fill me with Your love and compassion. IN JESUS’ NAME. love always, Diane

 

October 28, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

In the midst of everything that I am going through right now, I pray that You remind me of my blessings, such as the beautiful sunset tonight and Your provisions of food and clothing and transportation (as broken as the last one is!).   I pray again that You restore my family, and put me to work, serving YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY.  Always remind me that Jesus is carrying me through this mess and all the way Home to Heaven, where I belong. Thank you for giving me a Savior in Lord Jesus to walk with me through this mess.  I pray, again, that You put me to work with the suffering and oppressed.  Help me to experience Joy each day that YOU have made.  Help me to live for YOUR glory. And please forgive me for the times that I have gotten upset today.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

October 31, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray that You please restore the beauty of the world and help me to see the beauty in the world.  I pray that You heal my heart, my soul and my eyes, and give me restoration.   I pray that You restore my family and the love that we had for one another. I pray that You send people to love me and make Your LOVE very apparent to me. I pray that I might minister to the broken and oppressed of this world.  I had JOY this morning, but it faded, so please restore my JOY and help me to rejoice in each day that YOU have made. I Pray to WALK IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY. I Pray that YOU grant me the healing that I Need to do YOUR WORK.  THANK YOU FOR MY LORD AND SAVIOR JESUS WHO IS CARRYING ME THROUGH THIS MESS. AND HELP ME TO LIVE FOR YOUR GLORY. I PRAY IN JESUS LOVING AND BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

 

 

 

November 1, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray that You restore me and heal all of my wounds.  I pray all of the things that I have prayed above.  This situation is completely out of my control, and I am really tired of going through it.  I Pray to listen to gospel music.  I Pray to be with my loving and compassionate mom and family. I pray that Lord Jesus holds my hand and keeps carrying me though this mess.  I am just a human being, and I am a child of God and Jesus, and I pray that You Love me.  I am weary and I am tired, and I need rest.  I pray again that I shall work with the broken and the oppressed in JESUS’ NAME.  Please restore my heart and my soul, and just love me. JUST LOVE ME. PLEASE LOVE ME.  Father, You know where I am broken and You know what I need. Jesus, You know where I am broken and You know what I need.  All I need right now is YOUR LOVE JESUS AND FATHER.  THAT IS ALL I NEED.  Please calm this storm that I am in right now.  Please, I pray, calm the storm and get me HOME when the time is right.  In JESUS’ NAME. love always, Diane

 

November 1, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Thank you so much for taking me to Hope tonight and letting me experience the Nordic Choir from Luther College.  It was so wonderful.  Thank you for restoring my faith in Lutheran Church of Hope.  Thank you for bringing Elizabeth my prayer partner to tell me that Jesus is with me through all of this and thank you for giving me a big, beautiful hug from Jesus.  It was so reassuring! Just thank you so much. In Jesus’ Glorious Name.

 

November 2, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Forgive me for my shortcomings today and for trying to go to the airport.  You know how much I want to be reunited with my true family and see my nephew again.  I pray for this.  I also pray again that You teach me to live for Your GLORY.  You know how broken I am inside, and You know how weak I am right now. Thank you, Lord Jesus for carrying me through this mess and for being my Savior.  I pray that You continue to remind me that YOU, JESUS, are always carrying me and holding my hand and loving me. I am just so broken right now, and I pray again for healing and JOY.  Help me to rejoice in each day that YOU have made, Father.   Please heal my broken mind, my broken heart and broken soul and broken eyes. I pray for rest and restoration.  Thank you for giving me this beautiful CD by the Luther College Nordic Choir.  I pray that I get to visit my brother in Decorah someday soon.  And I pray again that You restore me and my family so that I can WALK IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAIT. I wait patiently for the healing that YOU have promised me.  And thank you for giving me Lutheran Church of Hope and having Pastor Josh pray with me today.  Thank you so much!  IN JESUS’ NAME. love always, Diane

 

November 4, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and Holy Spirit,

 

I pray that YOU stop this deterioration that’s going on inside of me.  It is so exhausting and tiring.   I pray for YOUR mercy and compassion.  I really need rest and restoration, so I pray for that again. I pray everything that I prayed above again.  I really need a miracle, Father and Lord Jesus.  I still want to serve YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY.   Today, you told me to WAIT, and I am waiting.  You know how much I would love to see my true family again, especially my brother and my nephew. You know that I cannot get there on my own, so YOU say WAIT again. And I am waiting for the total and complete healing. I pray that You give me patience and LOVE while I am waiting.  I pray everything that I prayed on October 16, 2014.   I pray for healing and love and compassion and mercy and GRACE.  IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME. love always, Diane

 

November 5, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Please forgive me for going out today.  Waiting for YOU is really difficult. This entire trial that I have been going through has been very difficult and exhausting for me, as YOU know.  I Pray again for the HEALING that I so desperately need.  I pray again for JOY in YOU and walking in YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY.  I learned today that it can be very difficult to maintain TRUST when I don’t have my Christian music playing in my car.  Father, I do not understand YOUR WAYS at all.  But I still have FAITH that YOU are going to heal me.  THIS ENTIRE MESS IS IN YOUR HANDS, FATHER AND LORD JESUS. I am weak and I am tired, and I pray again for rest and restoration of my family and my friends.   Please let my mom know that ONLY GOD THE FATHER ALMIGHTY CAN HEAL MY BROKENNESS INSIDE.  IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

November 14, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Please forgive me if I have made any mistakes.  I am only human.  I would really love to see my family and friends again.  They are very precious to me, just like I am very precious to YOU.  I am getting very weak, as YOU AND JESUS know.    Please never let me forget YOUR LOVE AND JESUS’ LOVE FOR ME. Please make that love very apparent, and fill my family up with YOUR LOVE.   Father, I know that only YOU can heal this brokenness in my heart, soul and body and eyes.  I am so tired and weary.  Please I pray that YOU love and comfort and heal me.  IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

November 15, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I continue to grow weak and am tired.  I pray again that you stop this deterioration that is going on with my heart and soul and mind and body.    I pray for a complete healing and renewal of the beautiful, loving person that I am.  I pray for a heart full of joy, love and compassion.  I pray to be with my family for the holidays.   I pray to go serve in whatever capacity is YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY.  I pray that YOU restore my family and make them compassionate towards what I am going through.  Thank you for the call from Amanda last night.  YOU know already that she is a very dear friend of mine.  Thank you also for the note from Elisabeth in Norway.  YOU also know that she is very dear to me.  I have been blessed with very wonderful friends and family.  Please, I pray, heal these broken eyes of mine so that all they see is beauty, in both people and landscapes.   I pray again that YOU LOVE AND COMFORT ME AND HEAL ME. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

 

November 16, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

YOU have reminded me this morning how much YOU LOVE ME.  I pray again for healing and restoration of all that YOU MADE ME TO BE.  I don’t want to go back to teaching cultural studies.  I want to work for YOU FATHER AND LORD JESUS, with a heart for the broken and oppressed of this world.  For this, I pray.  I pray to feel whole again and that YOU restore my center and my heart and my soul and my body and my eyes so that they are beautiful again.  I pray that YOU restore my family, most especially my mom who I love very much.  I pray to WALK IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY TO THE GLORY OF YOUR HOLY NAME, LORD JESUS. Thank you, FATHER, for all of the blessings YOU have bestowed upon me.  Father, I do not understand YOUR timing at all, but I am trying my best to TRUST YOU.  IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

November 17, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray that YOU refresh and renew my soul, my heart, my mind, my eyes and my body.  Please restore my true mom who has a gentle heart and great compassion and love.   I want to be a spokesperson for YOUR love in the world, FATHER AND LORD JESUS.  Please fill me up with YOUR joy and love and compassion.  Please help me live for YOUR GLORY AND WALK IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY.  Please guide me and direct me TO WALK IN YOUR WAY.  You know that I am very weak and tired right now.  My future and this mess is in YOUR hands for YOU to heal and restore.  Please reunite me with my friends and give me new Christian friends to work and have fun with.   I pray that YOU heal everything that is broken in my life.  AND please let my family and my mom and my dad and Steven know that I LOVE THEM VERY MUCH.  Oh, and I pray that my mom and me get to go to Joseph and the AMAZING TECHNICOLOR DREAM COAT AT THE CIVIC CENTER.  IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

November 17, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

This evening, I pray that YOU restore my beautiful and compassionate and loving mom.  Please, I pray, make her sympathetic and compassionate towards all that I have gone through.  Dear Lord Jesus, please hear and answer my prayer with an affirmative.   Dear Lord Jesus, please be with me while I sleep and love and comfort me. Please restore my heart and my soul and make me beautiful again, Heavenly Father.  Thank You for bringing Darcy and Pastor Dave to pray with me today.  Please hear our prayers.   In Jesus’ Beautiful and Glorious Name.

 

November 18, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

YOU already know that I am going through a difficult morning.  I pray that YOU remind me who I am and who I was and that I am loved in YOUR arms no matter what people say about me.   What is happening to me is completely beyond my control, and I have tried my best to maintain the faith.  My mom still has the pull-yourself-up-by-the-bootstraps mentality, and I pray that YOU calm that storm that is coming from her when she doesn’t understand the weakness and tiredness that I am experiencing.   I still pray that I get to see my nephew Emmett and my brother someday soon.   I pray, Father and Lord Jesus, that you make everything right, and silence the occasional voices and especially, heal my broken mind.   Please help me hear the music correctly, I pray   And just LOVE me, Father and Lord Jesus.  Please make YOUR LOVE for me very apparent.  And thank YOU for all of the blessings YOU have given to me throughout my life.  Thank YOU! In Jesus’ Glorious Name.

 

 

November 18, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I AM TRUSTING YOU THAT YOU KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON INSIDE OF ME AND YOU ARE GOING TO HEAL IT ALL.  I have no control over this situation besides listening to beautiful music, resting and praying.   Thank YOU for making this day easier as it is going along.  Please, I pray, restore the relationship with my mom and make her loving and compassionate and beautiful again.  I am hurt by her words, and I pray that YOU intervene and make her understand what I am going through and how so much of it is beyond my control.   It is all beyond my control because I am only a human being with a very sensitive heart and soul   YOU made me that way  So, I pray again for restoration and healing of my heart, soul, eyes, body and mind.  I pray that YOU restore the relationships with my family and let them know how much I LOVE THEM. Please, I pray. In JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

My blessings from God the Father:

 

Shelter

Food

A loving family

A loving mom

A LORD AND SAVIOR IN JESUS who carries me

Clothes

A computer

A very comfortable place to live

The gifts of my writing abilities

The gifts of my teaching and tutoring abilities

Discernment

A loving and supportive church family

Wonderful friends

Kindness and gentleness

Compassion

A longing to go out into the world and serve as a missionary for JESUS’ LOVE.

 

THANK YOU FOR ALL OF THESE THINGS, HEAVENLY FATHER!!!

 

November 19, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am getting very weak and tired.  I pray that YOU are with me and calm this storm and shelter me.  I pray that YOU love me and let my family know how much I LOVE THEM.  Please be with me and love me.  Love always,  Diane IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

November 20, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am getting really weak and tired this morning.  I pray, Lord Jesus, that you hold my hand and keep carrying me.  Please comfort and love me, I pray.  In JESUS’ NAME.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

November 20, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Thank you, Lord Jesus, for continuing to carry me through this exhaustion that I am experiencing.  Thank you, Heavenly Father, for providing for me, especially the pizza and salad tonight.  They were so good.   I also love the oatmeal that I have been eating lately.  Please be with me while I sleep tonight and comfort me.  And please be with my mom and family and let them know that I am okay and love them very much.  Please do not separate me from them for much longer, as I am getting very tired and weak.   Please, I pray, teach me to walk in YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY TO THE GLORY OF YOUR HOLY NAME, HEAVENLY FATHER AND LORD JESUS.  I pray all of this in JESUS’ NAME. 

 

 

 

November 21, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Heavenly Father and Jesus, I humbly come before YOU today and ask for restoration of all that I am and all that my family is.  YOU know that this weight is not my fault.  You know that I have been afflicted.  I pray that YOU stop the criticism of me, and restore my life.  YOU know that I have not been able to get a job and have applied for many jobs.  YOU know that I have been weak and tired on numerous occasions.   YOU know that I have prayed for restoration and healing over and over again.  Please, I pray, please answer those prayers with an affirmative.   Please, I pray, restore my joy, my happiness and my peace.  I pray, IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

November 22, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I want to thank you this morning for having my mom send me a loving email.  It means the world to me.  I am still getting very weak and tired, and I pray for restoration and healing.  Please make me a joyful girl again and everything that I see, make it beautiful and loving.  Love always, Diane IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL NAME.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

November 23, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray that YOU restore my family.  I so much want to have a family to celebrate Thanksgiving and Christmas with.   I am just a human being, and I am getting weak inside.  I pray that YOU put a stop to what I am going through.  I DID NOT DO ANYTHING WRONG TO DESERVE THIS.   I am a very kind, compassionate and loving human being.   And I am being torn to pieces on the inside.  WHY DO YOU ALLOW THIS TO HAPPEN TO ME?   WHY DON’T YOU GIVE ME RELIEF?   I am so sad about all of this!!!  Please make it stop, I pray. IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

November 23, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray that heal this broken mind and soul of mine, and restore my joy and peace. I do not understand why this is happening to me, but I know that I have kept the faith and I am TRUSTING YOU.  You know what has happened to me, and You know how much I want to be reunited with my true family.   You know how weak and tired I am, and You know that the holidays are fast approaching.  You know I would like to see my nephew Emmett and my brother and even my dad.   Thank you for loving me through all of this and always staying by my side, Lord Jesus.  IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

November 24, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I continue to weaken and grow tired.  I pray that YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY be done, Heavenly Father.  I pray for comfort and love and compassion.  I pray to be reunited with my family, and then go on to serve YOU in whatever capacity YOU see fit.  I pray for the healing of my heart, soul, mind and body and eyes.  I pray that YOU guide my every word and every footstep.  Lord Jesus, I pray that YOU wrap me up in YOUR arms and love and comfort me.  Please be with my family and send them my love.  I pray for joy, happiness and peace for my family and myself.  Love always, Diane IN JESUS’ NAME.   

 

November 24, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Thank you for bringing someone to pray with me tonight about my broken heart.  Thank you for reminding me that this too shall pass and that YOU will open up a new chapter in my life.  IN JESUS’ NAME. 

 

 

November 25, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am having a tough day again, and I cannot help it at all.  I pray that YOU do and that YOU calm this storm inside of me and all around me.   I pray that YOU restore my brother who cares deeply about me and loves me greatly.  Please, I pray.  Thank you for having Dana call me this morning.   I really need people who care about me and love me just as I am.   I also still need YOU to heal the brokenness inside of me and that hurts me so much. Please, I pray.  I just need an abundance of YOUR LOVE FATHER AND LORD JESUS.  Please, I pray, envelop me in YOUR LOVE AND COMPASSION AND MERCY.   Please heal my broken eyes and my broken mind, too. Please, I pray. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

November 26, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Thank you for a very good day with my mom – an early Thanksgiving with my mom.  It was a very special day, and she was like my old, loving, caring, compassionate mom.  It felt really good!!!  So, I want to thank you.  I am only sorry that I cannot have Thanksgiving at her house, with the rest of my family.  I do not know what YOU have planned for me but I know that I am tired of my situation and need renewal and refreshment because I remain weak.   So, I pray for renewal and refreshment. In Jesus’ Beautiful and Glorious Name. 

 

November 27, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray today for the reunion of my family and the healing of all wounds.   I pray that YOU restore the relationship with my brother and with my true mom.   I pray that YOU let my dad know how much I love him.   I pray for peace and joy for my family and the whole wide world.    I pray that YOU restore this broken heart, soul and body of mine.  I pray all of this in JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.  

 

November 28, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray today that YOU resolve this name situation with my MOM.  My true mom always called herself mom.  Please, I pray, get me home to her because I LOVE HER SO MUCH.  I am tired of this imposter.  I just want to be with my real and true mom this Christmas season. Thank you.  I pray this in Jesus’ Glorious Name. 

 

 

 

 

November 28, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am so broken inside.  I want to celebrate Christmas, but I still need YOU to heal me and make everything alright.  Please don’t leave me like this, I pray.  Please let me see and be with my true mom again and my true family, I pray.  Please heal this brokenness and make me joyful and happy again, I pray.  Please help me forget the hurtful memories, I pray.   I pray all of this in JESUS’ NAME.

 

 

November 29, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am so tired of what I have been going through.  Please stop this deterioration inside of me.  I am only human, and I deserve to have a family that loves and supports me.   I worked really, really hard to become a teacher, and I don’t know why YOU have taken that away from me – the only thing I could make a living at was teaching and writing.  Why have YOU left me like this without any family? Why?   I wanted so much to be a missionary and to work with children in developing countries, but I don’t have a passport and I don’t have the funds.  I prayed for joy and happiness and the restoration of my family and all YOU have left me with is sadness and sorrow.  Why?  I am tired of all of this.  IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

November 29, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray that YOU bless me with seeing my true mom and family again.   Thank YOU for giving me the most beautiful, kindest, compassionate mom in the whole wide world. I pray that YOU fill me with the Christmas spirit and heal everything that is broken in me and just make me whole and vibrant and alive again.  I pray this in JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

November 30, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray that YOU restore my health and well-being.  I pray that YOU restore my joy and happiness.   I pray that YOU restore my compassionate and loving mom who does NOT criticize me and instead supports and treasures me.   Please, Father and Lord Jesus, please, I pray, restore it all.  I pray that YOU get me to somewhere where I can be of service with my BIG HEART.   I pray to WALK IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY.   I pray everything that I prayed on October 16th again.   Please answer my prayers with an affirmative.  Please help me to bring GLORY to YOU Lord Jesus and Heavenly Father.  Thank you for the Christmas music – it does bring me joy and happiness.   I pray all of this in JESUS’ NAME. 

 

December 1, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray that YOU please stop this deterioration that is happening inside my body.  It makes me so sad to be going through this.  Please, I pray.   I am a good, kind, compassionate and loving person who did not do anything wrong and have been forgiven for my sins by what Jesus did on the cross.   Please have mercy and compassion on me, I pray.  I worked really hard to become a teacher, and I have lost all of that work.   I need people to build me up, not tear me down.  I am just so sad by what is going on with my mom and my family.   Please, I pray, please restore my family and my mom.  And please restore my health and joy so that I can do meaningful work.  Please give me meaningful work to do, I pray, in JESUS’ NAME.

 

 

December 2, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Please, I pray, please make this stop.  Doesn’t anyone love me?  {YES, DIANE, YOU ARE GREATLY LOVED BY GOD, BY JESUS AND BY YOUR FAMILY.}  I really need my family right now, Father and Lord Jesus.  I really need my mom to love me.  I need my family, Father and Lord Jesus.  I NEED MY FAMILY!!!  This is hurting me so much. Please help me, I pray, please help me, Lord Jesus.   In JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

December 3, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Okay, I got the message this morning on my Facebook account that it is YOUR TIMING, not mine.   I am TRUSTING YOU that YOU are going to bring beauty and love and compassion out of this mess that I am in.  I just pray again that YOU restore my mom to be the compassionate, loving and kind-hearted mom that I had before this all began. Thank you again for giving me a SAVIOR in LORD JESUS to carry me through this mess.   I love YOU, Heavenly Father and Lord Jesus.  IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

 

 

 

 

 

December 3, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Thank YOU so much for the good, kind conversation with my brother tonight.  It meant the world to me for him to be so kind and sweet to me.   I still pray that YOU let me see my nephew Emmett someday.  IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

 

December 4, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Thank YOU for being with me today and guiding me through some very difficult waters as I drove downtown and to church.  Thank YOU for having Darcy talk to me and pray with me for an hour at church tonight.  What she said about YOU loving me very much meant the world to me.  Please always remind me of YOUR GREAT LOVE FOR ME.   I pray that YOU light the Christmas tree in the corner by the prayer room and restore the Christmas lights to the windows like they were last year.  Also, Darcy alerted me to a potential love interest on face book.  YOU know who the person is so I pray that if it is meant to be, YOU bring that person into my life.  He is very handsome, and he is Christian, and I like his profile a lot.   IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

December 5, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am having a tough day again.   I pray that YOU not let me look to the past, but look only to the future so that I may WALK IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY TO THE GLORY OF YOUR HOLY NAME, LORD JESUS AND HEAVENLY FATHER.   Please, I pray, restore all that is broken in me so that I can be of service to YOU and the world around me.   This restoration is so necessary.  I pray for Christian companions walking by my side and lending me their strength and courage and conviction. I know that Lord Jesus continues to carry me through this valley that I am in.  I would love to go to the Wartburg Christmas concert at Hope tonight but I am afraid I don’t have the strength.  I was so much looking forward to it.  Love always, Diane   IN JESUS’ HOLY AND GLORIOUS NAME. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

December 6, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am having another tough day.  I pray that YOU help me Lord Jesus and Heavenly Father.  I am getting so weak, and I pray that YOU strengthen me – heart, mind and soul, Father.  I do not understand at all why YOU are letting this happen to me.  I am very kind and compassionate and good person, so please have mercy and compassion on me.  Please restore me, I pray, in Jesus’ Name.  love always, Diane

 

December 7, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Please, I pray, please restore and refresh and renew me, in JESUS’ NAME.  Thank YOU so much for putting me in contact with this potential love interest on face book.  He is so nice and kind and handsome.   I pray that YOU heal what is happening at Lutheran Church of Hope.  I do not need that in my life because I need to heal over that, so please, I pray, help me, Lord Jesus and Heavenly Father.  Please heal my heart, my soul, my body, my mind and my eyes, I pray, in JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

December 8, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Please, I pray, please heal this situation with my mom and restore my heart and soul.   I don’t understand why YOU are not answering my prayers and making things better.   I wanted to be reunited with my family this Christmas and have a happy Christmas.   Why are YOU letting this happen to me? Why are YOU letting me deteriorate like this?  I wanted to have a family and a daughter.  Please stop these awful voices inside of me, I pray, and please heal me, I pray.  I have prayed so much for healing and happiness, and YOU never answer those prayers. IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

December 9, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Thank YOU for a good and peaceful morning this morning.  The first in a long time, so thank YOU.  I pray that my dawn is, indeed, coming.  As YOU know, I am a little bit sad this afternoon because I so much wish that I had a family of my own.  Please, I pray, please get me back on track and make this a happy, joyful Christmas.  I know YOU have said that YOU have amazing plans for me, and I am awaiting those plans and the next chapter of my life.  Please, I pray, surround me with people who love me and care about me. Please, I pray, in Jesus’ Name. 

 

 

December 9, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am still praying for a restoration of my heart, my mind, my soul, my body and my family.  Please, I pray, in Jesus’ Name.  Please renew and refresh me and make me beautiful again and productive and doing meaningful work, I pray, in Jesus’ Name.  Father, YOU know what YOU have planned for me, and I pray that YOU put it into action in YOUR timing.  I don’t understand YOUR timing at all, and I don’t understand why I have become so weak and tired. I pray for Christian companions walking by my side and lending me YOUR strength and compassion and conviction.  Please, I pray, deliver me to where I can do meaningful work in YOUR NAME LORD JESUS. For all of this, I pray, in Jesus’ Name. 

 

December 10, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Thank YOU for today and for shepherding me to the store and back again.  Thank YOU for calming the storm that has been raging.  Please, I pray, please heal this situation with my mom and restore her to be the compassionate, caring and loving person that she truly is.  I do not understand why I am walking through this trial, not at all.  I pray that YOU give me Christmas cards that truly reflect the reason for the season – the birth of Jesus Christ.  I pray that YOU fill my heart up with love for Jesus and for my family. Please restore this broken heart and soul, I pray, in Jesus’ Name. I pray ALL OF THIS IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

December 11, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Thank YOU for the message from Kathy Nelson Kirk on face book.  I am very grateful when old friends check in with me.  Please, I pray again, heal this broken heart, soul, body and mind of mine (and YOURS, I know).  Heavenly Father please salvage all of the broken parts of me and craft me into a beautiful vase of glory to YOU.  Thank YOU for lighting the Christmas tree in the corner at Lutheran Church of Hope and thank YOU for putting up the Christmas lights.  Please, I pray, heal my eyes so that I can see their full beauty.  And I pray once again that YOU restore this relationship with my mom so that she is loving, compassionate and kind like she truly is.  I pray ALL OF THIS IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

December 12, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray again that YOU stop this deterioration that is going on inside of me and make me beautiful, loving and compassionate again.  Please, I pray, in Jesus’ Name.  What is happening hurts me so much.  I worked really hard to become a teacher, and I feel like I have lost all that.  Please restore my life and my beauty and my passion and my compassion. Please make me whole and healthy again.  Please teach me to WALK IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY TO YOUR GLORY.  I pray all of this in Jesus’ Name.

 

December 13, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Please help me, Lord Jesus and Father, I pray.  I am so broken and hurt and my body is out of control.  Please, I pray, restore everything, all that I have prayed for.  Please bring my body back into control again, I pray in Jesus’ Name.  Please restore my heart, my soul, my body and my mind, I pray in Jesus’ Name.  Please restore my family and my friends, especially my mom, I pray in Jesus’ Name.  Please surround me with YOUR love and compassion, I pray in Jesus’ Name.  Please restore my (YOUR) JOY and happiness.  Love always, Diane IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

December 14, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am so broken-hearted over my mom, Lord Jesus and Father.  Would you please resolve this hurt and pain and restore my old mom who is compassionate and loving and nurturing, I pray in JESUS’ NAME. I need so much love and nurturing right now – oodles and oodles of love. I pray for this love from YOU, Father and Lord Jesus. Please heal my broken eyes and broken mind and broken soul and broken heart. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

 

December 15, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Please teach me to be grateful for all of the beautiful things YOU have given me and the people YOU have given me to walk beside me.  I am very grateful for Jesus, my Lord Savior – always remind me what HE did for me on the cross, even when I am getting weak in my heart and soul and mind and body.  I pray for healing and restoration of everything, once more.  Please restore my peaceful mom who is so compassionate and loving and caring.  I MISS HER!  So, please, Lord Jesus and Father, please restore her.  Love always, Diane IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

December 16, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Thank YOU for a good day of rest.  Please keep calming my heart.  You already know that I cannot do this on my own.   I am so tired.   Please continue restoring my mom into the compassionate, loving and nurturing person that she truly is.   I pray that YOU make my life into an inspiration for others who struggle with everything that I have struggled with.  Thank YOU.  Love always, Diane IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

December 17, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am not feeling well today, please be with me and hold me, dear Lord Jesus. IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

December 18, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am really tired of what I have been going through.  Please, I pray, I am only a human being who wants to be reunited with her family for the holidays and for Christmas.  Please, I pray, please answer all my prayers that I have prayed this past year.  Please restore me and my family and my friends.  Please stop this suffering that I have been going through, I pray.  IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

December 18, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Thank YOU for a good day with my mom. I look forward to the day when YOU restore everything and heal everything that is broken in my mind, my heart, my soul and my body.  Please, I pray, please heal this color problem, in JESUS’ NAME.  I know that YOU HEAVENLY FATHER are many times more mightier and stronger than any of the problems that I am facing.  I know that YOU FATHER, LORD JESUS AND THE HOLY SPIRIT are with me always in all that I go through.  I also know that NOTHING can stop YOUR plans for my life.  Like Darcy advised tonight, I have NOT missed out on anything.  Rather, the HOLY SPIRIT has been working in me and making me brave and courageous. AND LORD JESUS HAS BEEN CARRYING ME AND HOLDING MY HAND IN MY WEAKNESSES.  Please, Lord Jesus and Father, I pray that YOU make everything beautiful again and repair this broken vase of GLORY.  IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME. 

 

 

 

 

December 19, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Today has been a tough day, as YOU already know Lord Jesus and Father. My mind is just exhausted from all that I have gone through. I so much need healing and relief, HEAVENLY FATHER.  I pray again the YOU heal this broken heart, broken soul, broken mind and broken body.  Only YOU, FATHER AND LORD JESUS, can heal all that is broken in me.  I pray for mercy and compassion and GREAT LOVE from YOU, FATHER AND LORD JESUS.  AND I NEED REST, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

December 20, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I miss my mom very much, Father.  I miss her compassion, I miss her tears, I miss her understanding and her love.  I want to go HOME.  I miss my family.  The concert at Hope tonight was wonderful, but I really want to go HOME to my family.   I wanted to go to Africa, but I cannot afford to, as YOU already know.   I want to serve YOU, Lord Jesus, but I am so far away from the people that need YOU most.  I am really tired of what I have been going through.  I am really tired of being broken inside, and I don’t understand why YOU are not healing me.  I don’t understand at all.  I hurt so much, Lord Jesus and Heavenly Father.   Also, I really like that guy on face book who has a wonderful sense of humor. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

December 21, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Please heal what was broken in me when I couldn’t sleep last night.  I didn’t get enough sleep, and I have woken up not feeling well.  Please be with me Lord Jesus and Heavenly Father.  I am too weak to drive anywhere but I really want to be with my mom, my dad, my brother and Emmett.  I miss my mom, very much.  And it’s okay to like a guy with a great sense of humor and great kindness and gratitude.  Those are the kind of people that I want in my life, Heavenly Father.  Please get me to those people, Lord Jesus and Father, I pray in JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME. 

 

December 21, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Teach me not to argue with people about Jesus.  Teach me just to LOVE people as Christ did on the cross and throughout his life on earth.  Jesus’ love for humanity is the greatest love of all because it is a sacrificial love – He gave up His life to redeem ALL of humanity.  What Jesus did is such a beautiful thing.  My mom did a beautiful thing when she gave up her beauty shop to raise me and my brother.  That was sacrificial love, too.   Please teach me to exhibit such sacrificial love.  I want to be of service to YOU Lord Jesus and Heavenly Father.  Whether it’s serving the homeless or helping the afflicted or working with children who are mentally-impaired, please put me to work, I pray.  YOU know that I cannot do this alone and in the broken state that I am in. I pray again for healing and restoration for all that I beautifully am and ALL THAT YOU MADE ME TO BE.  And I pray again for fun-loving Christian people walking beside me and sharing their lives with me. But most of all I pray to have fun this Christmas with people who LOVE me very much.   I pray for GREAT JOY AND HAPPINESS.   I am praying for a miracle this Christmas, Father and Lord Jesus.  I really need a miracle.  In JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

December 22, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Thank YOU for a good day of rest and healing.  Thank YOU for the major blessing that is Darcy – she’s been such a gift to me.  Thank YOU for having her call me every Monday to talk and pray together.  Thank YOU also for the Christmas card from my mom.  I am looking forward to Christmas.  Also, I would like to attend that Good and Compassionate God series at Hope, but I am feeling too weak and broken.  I am really praying for a miracle because I would like things to be normal with my mom and my family again.   I don’t want it to continue on like this, Father and Lord Jesus, because it is very painful to me and I really need my friends and family.  Love always, Diane IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

 

December 23, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am not feeling well at all today, and I do NOT understand at all why YOU are letting this happen to me.  I continue to pray for healing and restoration of my heart, my soul, my body and my mind.  I am so weak and tired.  Please help me, Lord Jesus and Heavenly Father, and remind me that YOU continue to carry me, Lord Jesus.   IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME. 

 

December 24, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am praying for a MIRACLE this Christmas.  Please, I pray, please grant me a miracle.  I know that YOU already granted me a miracle in giving me a SAVIOR on this holy night of Christmas eve.  But I pray for healing, Father and Lord Jesus, I pray for healing.  I pray in JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

 

 

 

December 24, 2014

 

Dear Heavenly Father, Lord Jesus and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am hurting so much today. Please, I pray, please help me.  I am so tired of what I have been going through.  I wanted to celebrate Christmas with my family. I don’t know what more to pray. Please hear and answer my prayers.  Love always, Diane  In Jesus’ Glorious Name.

 

December 25, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am really hurting today.  I hurt so much, and I pray again that YOU restore my mom, my dad, my brother and all that is broken in me.  I don’t know what more to pray.  I am just exhausted and tired, and I pray for YOUR compassion and LOVE.  IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

GLORY, GLORY HALLELUJAH, GLORY, GLORY HALLELUJAH, GOD’S TRUTH IS MARCHING ON!!!

 

December 26, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am so broken and tired, please help me. Every part of me is broken and tired.  Please give me rest.  I pray, In JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

December 27, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I was very tired at the start and middle of the day but the rest today has done me good. Thank YOU for being in the process of healing me.  THANK YOU!!!  IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

December 28, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am having a really difficult day, and I pray again that YOU restore me and everything that is broken in me and restore my family and my friends.  This is really difficult for me to go through and I am very tired.  VERY TIRED!  Please grant me Peace I pray, IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

December 29, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray again that YOU restore everything that has been broken in me – my heart, my soul, my mind and my body. I cannot do this by myself, and I definitely cannot drive anywhere right now, as YOU already know.  My eyes are so broken, FATHER.  I woke up thinking and seeing that I was still beautiful, but then that deteriorated.  Please, I pray, make me beautiful again, in JESUS’ NAME.  And please, I pray, restore my compassionate and loving and beautiful mom who I miss very much. I am still weak and tired, so please give me rest, I pray.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

God is going before you to make the crooked places straight. No person, no sickness, no disappointment can stop His plan. What He promised will come to pass.

 

December 30, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray that YOU make me a joyful, happy girl again who dances and sings and worships and is just all around beautiful and kind and compassionate.  I pray that YOU restore my family and heal all that is broken in me and my family.  I pray that YOU give me the opportunity to have children and a family of my own.  I am so broken and heart-broken, Father, and I do not understand YOUR timing at all. I am just so sad today, and I want to listen to love songs again, beautiful love songs. Please, I pray, do not leave me like this and do not leave me here any longer. I need family and friends, and I need YOUR love and compassion.  I am so tired of deteriorating and being afflicted.  I just want to be surrounded with love and beauty. Please, I am praying for a miracle, Jesus and Heavenly Father.  Please grant me a miracle.  IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

 

 

 

December 31, 2014

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray again for what I prayed yesterday.  Please grant me a miracle, dear Lord Jesus and Heavenly Father.  I am so tired of being broken and hurt. I miss my family and I miss my true mom who loves me very much.  I miss them so much, Father.  What has happened hurts me so much!!! I want to be joyful and happy and merry.  I want to work for social justice and helping the oppressed and broken.  IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

January 1, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray again for what I prayed two days ago.  Please grant me a miracle, dear Lord Jesus and Heavenly Father.  Thank YOU for having my mom tell me today that she loves me very much!!! That was a glimpse of my old mom, so thank YOU!!!  I am still getting weak, as YOU already know. I know that only YOU can heal this situation and bring it to a close.  I want to serve YOU Lord Jesus and Father.  I would like to be a minister and an advocate for the oppressed and broken.   I would like to sing and dance with JOY – GREAT JOY again.  This situation is entirely beyond my control, and I am doing what I can do.   Thank YOU for the beautiful sunset tonight.  Please let me see my family again – I pray in Jesus’ Name.

 

 

 

God is going before you to make the crooked places straight. No person, no sickness, no disappointment can stop His plan. What He promised will come to pass.

 

January 3, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Please, I pray, please be with me and LOVE me and pour YOUR compassion and mercy upon me.  I am getting so weak, and I have no control over this situation.  Thank YOU for giving me glimpses of my true mom earlier this morning.  I need more of that!  I really miss my family, and please let them know how much I LOVE THEM.   I am praying for a joyful ending to this situation, and once again, I pray to be restored and healed all around.  IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

 

 

 

 

January 4, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Please, I pray, please help me and get me home to my family who I LOVE VERY MUCH AND MISS VERY MUCH!!!  I am only human, and I keep praying for help and assistance and joy and happiness and peace.   Why are YOU letting this happen to me?  Why?  I did NOT do anything wrong.   I am only learning about JESUS and FATHER.   Why does it have to be this way?  I miss my true mom so much, FATHER.  I miss my true mom so much. I just want to listen to gospel music and experience joy.  I am so sad tonight!   Please make this stop, love, Diane IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

January 4, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I do not understand why this is happening to me.  I am really tired.  I am so used to being in control of my life, and this is all out of my control.  I just want to hear my true mom’s voice again.  I wanted to go to Africa and serve YOU, Lord Jesus and Father in Africa, but I didn’t have a passport or the funds.   If I messed-up, I am sorry.  I just want to go to the grocery store, and the grocery store look normal and have friendly people in it.   I do not like some of those songs on the radio because they hurt me and make me sad.  I just want to worship with joy and happiness.  Please, I pray again, please heal all that is broken inside of me.   Please, I pray, in Jesus’ Name.

 

January 4, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I await the restoration of all that I beautifully am.  I await YOUR promises and plans for my life.  I await a total and complete healing.  I pray to WALK IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY.  Please teach me to live for YOUR GLORY, FATHER AND LORD JESUS.   Please forgive me for getting upset earlier.  I am getting really weak, as YOU ALREADY KNOW.  My life is in YOUR hands. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

January 5, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray again what I prayed yesterday.  I am awaiting patiently YOUR restoration of my life and YOUR plans.   I still don’t understand YOUR timing, and I don’t understand why YOU have temporarily separated me from my true mom who is very gentle, kind and compassionate.   YOU know that I cannot overcome this on my own because so much of me is in need of YOUR healing and restoration.  I just pray that YOU continue to hold and carry and LOVE me through this all.  IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

January 6, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am so weak and so tired and so sad right now.  Please forgive me for my weaknesses.  Please cover me with YOUR compassion and mercy and unfailing LOVE.  Please shine YOUR Light upon me and give me grace.  Dear Lord Jesus, please blanket me with YOUR love and grant me YOUR compassion and please keep carrying me and healing me. IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

HEY, MOUNTAIN, MOVE!!!

 

January 7, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Please put an end to the situation that I am in, I pray.  I did NOT do anything wrong to deserve this.  Please have mercy upon me, I pray.  Please do not leave me in this situation any longer, I pray, in Jesus’ Name. I haven’t done anything to hurt anybody, and I have a Lord and Savior in Jesus Christ.  Please make this stop, I pray.  In Jesus’ Name.

 

LORD, GIVE ME PATIENCE, AND GIVE IT TO ME RIGHT NOW! J

 

January 8, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray everything that Darcy and I prayed tonight.  I pray for JOY and normalcy and my family and friends and happiness.   I pray to be a spokesperson for God and Jesus’ Love in the world.  I pray to minister to the broken and oppressed.  I pray that YOU renew and refresh me, Father, because I am really tired of feeling this way inside.  I pray for only good, joyful worship songs on the radio.  I pray for the opportunity to have a husband and a family of my own.  I pray for God’s light to shine in this broken world.  I pray all of this in JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

January 9, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Please help me, I pray.  I am getting really weak and tired and sad again.  Please, I pray, please heal me and make me whole and beautiful again.  Please restore my sense of humor and healthiness.  Please put me in a place where I have friends and family surrounding me.   I am just so broken inside right now, and I do not understand YOUR timing at all.  Please, Father, please do not leave me like this any longer, please, I pray.  IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

January 10, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am having a difficult morning, as YOU already know.  I really need YOU to shower YOUR love and compassion upon me this morning.  It feels like my mind is shutting down on me, and it is very uncomfortable.  Please just hold me and carry me and love me, Lord Jesus.  This situation is so out of my control, Father, and I need YOUR help.  I pray for restoration, healing and joy again.  IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

January 11, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray for YOUR love and comfort and compassion and mercy today.  YOU know how much I miss my true mom and my true family.  I pray for a JOYFUL ending to everything that I am going through right now.   Please heal this broken vessel of GLORY and LOVE.  IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

January 12, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Thank YOU so much for reminding me this morning how much YOU love me, even in the broken state that I am.  I pray for healing again, and that I might feel whole and complete and beautiful and in love with the whole wide world again.   I pray for YOUR mercy and grace and compassion.  I pray that I might be a blessing to others who need YOUR love and compassion.  I pray that YOU renew and restore the relationship with my mom and my family and my friends.  I pray that YOU bring new friends into my life who will walk with me on my path with Christ.   In JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

 

 

 

 

January 13, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am having a really difficult morning, as YOU already know.  Everything feels like it is shutting down on me, and I pray again for healing and restoration of all that I beautifully am.  Thank YOU for the people who have been kind and compassionate towards me.  My mind is shutting down, and I cannot do anything to help it, so I need YOUR help.  Please help me, I pray.  I pray everything that I have prayed for the past several months.  In Jesus’ Name.

 

January 14, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

As YOU already know, I have been thinking about the past this morning, and how much I pray that I could have a do-over.  But I know everything is in YOUR hands, including my healing and restoration.  I am getting weak again and tired, so I am just TRUSTING YOU to do what is best for me and get me where I need to be.  Please, I pray, please stop this deterioration that is going on inside of me, and please get my mom to understand that EVERYTHING is in YOUR hands.  I would like to be an emissary of Christ’s love in the world, only I Need to be healed first. Please, I Pray, please deliver me to a place that is beautiful.  In JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

January 14, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I would like to write two books called JESUS LOVES YOU and GOD LOVES YOU, so the whole world can know how much Jesus and God the Father loves them like YOU love me.  I know YOU will give me the words to write.  I pray that YOU get me healed and get me to a place where I can write and pronounce YOUR love to the world.  I want to be a blessing to others by telling them how much YOU love and care for them, especially the most broken and oppressed peoples of the world who need YOUR love the most.  IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

 

 

 

 

January 15, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am getting so weak and tired again.  I pray that YOU end this trial that I am in, and restore everything – my JOY, my love, my family, my peace – and put me back into service again for YOUR WILL.  I would like to write a book entitled JESUS LOVES YOU and another book GOD LOVES YOU, only I am so weak right now and tired.   Please stop the deterioration that is happening inside of me and restore everything. Love always, Diane IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS NAME.

 

LOVE IS SACRIFICE – THE SACRIFICE THAT JESUS MADE ON THE CROSS AND THE SACRIFICE THAT MY MOM MADE WHEN SHE GAVE UP HER BEAUTY SHOP TO RAISE ME AND MY BROTHER.  LOVE IS SACRIFICE!!!  THE SACRIFICE OF TEACHERS, SOLDIERS, PARENTS, NURSES AND ANYONE WHO PUTS OTHERS’ LIVES INFRONT OF ONE’S OWN. I want to live a life of sacrifice, DEAR LORD JESUS.   PLEASE HELP ME DO THAT, I PRAY, IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

January 16, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

What I am feeling is so out of my control, and I pray for revival and restoration of all that I beautifully am.   Please be with me and please LOVE me and show mercy and compassion on me, I pray.  Please do not leave me in this condition any longer. I am only human and I am so tired of being attacked.  I don’t have the strength any longer.  I don’t have the strength, and this is so much out of my control.  Please help me, Father and Lord Jesus.  I pray in Jesus’ Name.

 

 

 

January 17, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I really need YOUR help today because I am getting so weak and tired and worn-out.  Please shower YOUR LOVE upon me and give me peace.  Please heal my broken mind, my broken soul, my broken heart and my broken body.   I cannot do this on my own, as YOU already know.  I have been so patient and so hopeful.  Please restore my faith and my family, I pray.  Please restore and heal everything that is broken in me.   Thank YOU for sending my mom today to remind me of all that I was, and thank YOU for reminding me today how beautiful Iowa truly is.  I miss that Iowa very much, as YOU know, and it makes me sad to not have it right now.  I still have dreams of working with the broken and oppressed and sharing God’s love with them.  I pray for this again.  For all of this, I pray, in Jesus’ Name.

 

January 18, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am getting so weak again.  Please make it stop, Father and Lord Jesus.  Please restore my life and my family and my friends, and give me new Christian friends to walk alongside me, I pray.  Please make this deterioration inside of me stop, and please make me joyful and happy again.   I pray everything that I have prayed over the past several months.  I want things to be beautiful again, and I want to see beautiful places with lots of love.  Please, I pray, bring about YOUR plan for my life.  Everything is out of my control and in YOUR hands. IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

January 19, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Please help me, I pray.  Today is Martin Luther King, Jr. day, and YOU know how much I admire what he did for our society and helping to end racism in so many ways.  YOU know that I worked very hard to become a teacher of cultural studies because I believe in eradicating racism, sexism and all cultural prejudices.  And YOU know that I have prayed and prayed for healing, which only YOU can do and give me.   YOU know that I worked very hard on those websites to help my family and other people going through what we went through and what composition adjuncts go through.  My heart has always been in the right place, trying to help people.  But right now, I need help, desperately.  I have prayed and prayed and prayed for help and for healing.  Please, I Pray again, do not leave me in this condition any longer.  Please, Lord Jesus, please revive me and give me new life, I pray, in Jesus name.  This condition is so much beyond my control, and in YOUR hands, Father.  I am praying for a miracle again, today.  IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

January 19, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I do not understand your timing at all.  YOU know that I am very broken inside and deteriorating and YOU know that this is difficult for me. And YOU know that YOU have beautiful, amazing plans for me, only I have no idea how YOU are going to enact those plans.  YOU know that I would like to be a joyful woman again and have a family of my own and have my own family in my life.  YOU know that I have come a long ways in understanding YOUR presence and purpose in and for my life.  YOU know that I would like to write a book called GOD LOVES YOU and another book called JESUS LOVES YOU so that people who don’t know Jesus can see their lives through the eyes of GOD and JESUS and understand how true love is sacrifice just like the sacrifice that JESUS made on the cross for the forgiveness of our sins. I need YOU, Father, to restore my heart and my soul, but YOU already know that.   YOU know that I would like to work with the broken and the oppressed in whatever capacity YOU see fit.  YOU know that I need YOUR help getting to that place where I can fulfill YOUR plans.    YOU know that this situation is entirely in YOUR hands.  So many things in my life right now are broken and I am hurting so much.  I really pray for JOY and peace and to walk in YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY.  So, I pray once again for a miracle.  IN JESUS’ NAME.

January 20, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am getting weak again, so I pray again that YOU are with me and comfort and love me when no one else does.  I know my family still loves me and my friends still love me.  Thank YOU for giving me shelter right now during this storm that is raging.  I just pray that YOU end the storm soon and restore my life and put me to work in YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY.  YOU know that I cannot do this by myself.  I am learning my dependence upon YOU, and I pray that YOU teach the other people in my life that ONLY YOU CAN HEAL THIS SITUATION.   All I CAN DO RIGHT NOW IS WORSHIP YOU AND REST AND LISTEN TO MUSIC WHILE I WAIT.  AND I AM WAITING.  AND PRAYING. AND HOPING. AND KEEPING THE FAITH. IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

LOVE IS SACRIFICE, AND GOD SACRIFICED HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON ON THE CROSS TO FORGIVE US OF OUR SINS AND GIVE US ETERNAL LIFE.  IT WAS THE GREATEST ACT OF LOVE THERE EVER WAS.  AND I WOULD LIKE TO TEACH PEOPLE ABOUT THIS FORM OF LOVE THAT JESUS AND GOD ARE ALL ABOUT.  MANY PEOPLE MAKE SACRIFICES FOR THEIR FAMILIES, ESPECIALLY THEIR CHILDREN.  AND MANY PEOPLE IN THE LINE OF DUTY MAKE SACRIFICES FOR OTHERS’ LIVES.  PARENTS, TEACHERS, NURSES, SOLDIERS, CARETAKERS, DOCTORS, PARAMEDICS AND ANY ONE WHO SACRIFICES THEIR OWN WELL-BEING AND SECURITY FOR THE WELL-BEING OF OTHER PEOPLE IS WALKING IN THE PATH OF JESUS. THEY MAY NOT REALIZE IT, BUT THEY ARE DEMONSTRATING THE FORM OF LOVE THAT JESUS LIVED ON THE CROSS FOR THEM.  ANYONE WHO LOVES THE BROKEN AND OPPRESSED PEOPLES OF THIS WORLD IS WALKING IN THE PATH OF JESUS. AND NOTHING IN THIS WORLD CAN SEPARATE US FROM THE LOVE OF GOD THAT IS IN CHRIST JESUS OUR LORD AND SAVIOR. JESUS IS ALIVE TO THIS DAY AND FOREVER MORE, AND JESUS WILL CARRY YOU THROUGH ANY DIFFICULTY, PAIN, BROKENNESS OR ILLNESS YOU ARE SUFFERING BECAUSE JESUS LOVES YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING OR ANYBODY IN THIS WORLD EVER WILL, AND JESUS WILL NEVER ABANDON YOU.  NEVER.  LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

 

January 21, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray again this morning that YOU help me out of the situation that I am in and heal this weakness of heart and soul that is happening to me.  Please, I pray, please heal all that is broken in me and get me home to my family and friends, I pray, in JESUS’ NAME.  I do not understand YOUR timing at all, and why I have to go through this.   I just know that this situation is out of my control, and in YOUR hands.  I do pray to walk in YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY, and I pray that YOU help me to do that.  I so much want to be out with people, sharing YOUR love and compassion with the people who need it the most.  Only I need YOU to fill up my heart with love and compassion again.  IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

January 22, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Please, I pray, please stop this deterioration that is going on inside of me and please stop the voices.  Please help me.  I am only human, and I don’t want to go through this anymore.   In JESUS’ GLORIOUS AND BEAUTIFUL NAME.

January 22, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I have had a rough day, as YOU already know.  I am trying my best to trust in YOUR promises and plans, and I needed those reassurances from YOU on face book yesterday and today.  Thank YOU!  I would still like to write two books called Jesus Loves You and God Loves You, both all about the great love YOU have for all of YOUR children, especially the broken ones like me.  I pray that YOU get me to a place where I can write those books, and then hopefully travelling to share them with others who need to hear all about YOUR love.  And then serving and making my life a sacrifice to the needs of the people who YOU care about and love.  I don’t know what my future looks like, but YOU do.  Thank YOU for keeping my hope and faith alive even in the midst of very difficult circumstances.  I pray that YOU alleviate those circumstances.  IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS AND BEAUTIFUL NAME.

 

January 23, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Please, I pray, please restore my loving, kind and compassionate mom who I love so much.  Please restore my family.  Please heal all that is broken in me and make me a joyful woman again.   I am so broken and tired this morning.  I don’t have the strength.   I need YOUR healing, LORD JESUS AND FATHER.   I need to be restored.  Please LOVE ME THROUGH THIS ALL.  JUST LOVE ME.  IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

 

 

January 24, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I await the plans that YOU have for me.  Today, again, I am getting so weak, and I need YOU to carry me, Lord Jesus.  I have learned so much about YOUR love for me, and no matter what I am going through YOU LOVE ME AND YOU CARE ABOUT ME.  I would like to teach other people about YOUR GREAT LOVE and LOVE AS SACRIFICE WHICH YOU DEMONSTRATED THROUGH JESUS ON THE CROSS.  Please fill my heart up with that kind of wonderful LOVE.  Please renew and refresh me and get me to a place where I can share YOUR GREAT LOVE.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

January 24, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Please, I pray, please heal these broken eyes of mine so all that they see is beauty and love.  Please, I pray, please heal this broken soul of mine so that all it experiences is love and compassion and joy.   Please, I pray, please heal this broken body of mine so that it is healthy and beautiful again.  Please, I pray, please restore my mom, my dad, my brother and all of my friends, I pray.  Please reassure me of YOUR presence and YOUR love because I am so broken right now, and I desperately need YOUR healing and LOVE.  IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

 

 

 

 

 

January 25, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray what I prayed yesterday and the day before again today.   Please, I pray, please restore me so that I can share YOUR LOVE AND COMPASSION WITH OTHER PEOPLE WHO NEED TO KNOW ABOUT YOUR GREAT LOVE SO MUCH.  RIGHT NOW, LORD JESUS AND FATHER, I NEED YOUR LOVE AND COMPASSION AND HEALING.  PLEASE, I PRAY, PLEASE RESTORE ME AND MAKE ME A VESSEL OF YOUR LOVE AND COMPASSION.  IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

GOD LOVES YOU VERY MUCH.  GOD ADORES YOU.  GOD ENJOYS YOU. LOVE IS SACRIFICE.

 

Many parents make lots of sacrifices for their children out of LOVE just like God made the ultimate sacrifice of his Son on the CROSS out of LOVE for all of his children to share eternity with HIM and to forgive us of our sins.  GOD THE FATHER is like any parent who LOVES their children so much that HE would do anything for their well-being.  JESUS’ sacrifice on the cross was the GREATEST ACT OF LOVE THERE EVER WAS AND EVER WILL BE.  Stay at home mom’s (like my mom was) are demonstrating God’s love for their children, by sacrificing their careers to take care of their children.  WITH EVERY ACT OF LOVE, WE MAKE THE KINGDOM COME!!!  Even parents who work extra hours to pay for their children’s needs are demonstrating God’s love.  Anyone who sacrifices their time, well-being, financial security and/or physical security for the well-being of another human being is demonstrating God’s LOVE and is walking in the path of JESUS.  JESUS ALSO SUFFERED A LOT ON THE CROSS AND LEADING UP TO THE CROSS, SO HE KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO SUFFER DEEPLY.   JESUS IS THERE FOR ANYONE WHO IS SUFFERING DIFFICULTIES, PAINS, ILLNESSES AND TRIALS.   YOU ARE NOT ALONE IF YOU ARE SUFFERING ANY OF THESE THINGS!!! JESUS KNOWS EXACTLY WHAT IT FEELS LIKE MORE THAN ANYBODY IN THIS WORLD, AND JESUS IS RIGHT THERE WITH YOU.  JESUS KNOWS WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO FEEL ABANDONED AND FORESAKEN EVEN WHEN GOD HAS PROMISED US THAT WE WILL NEVER BE FORESAKEN.  AND GOD AND JESUS WILL NEVER ABANDON OR FORESAKE US, EVEN IF EVERYBODY ELSE DOES.   HE LOVES US TOO MUCH TO EVER DO SUCH A THING.   GOD LOVES HIS CHILDREN PASSIONATELY.  WE MAY NOT ALWAYS UNDERSTAND OR COMPREHEND WHAT GOD THE FATHER IS DOING WITH OUR LIVES BUT WE HAVE TO TRUST THAT HE HAS OUR ULTIMATE WELL-BEING IN MIND AND HEART, AND WE ALSO MUST TRUST THAT HE HAS A PLAN FOR EACH OF OUR LIVES – EVEN WHEN OUR LIVES DO NOT MAKE SENSE.   LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

 

January 26, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I surrender this mess to YOU.  YOU know that all I have tried to do is LOVE people, and YOU know how much I want to be reunited with my family and experience JOY and LOVE AGAIN.  YOU know how weak I am, and how broken I am.  I have done nothing but love people, and pray to walk in YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY.  I have reached the point of surrender.  Please have mercy and compassion upon me.  JUST LOVE ME.  SHOWER YOUR LOVE DOWN UPON ME, I PRAY.  IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

 

 

 

January 27, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I have had another difficult day, as YOU already know.  I pray again for an end to this affliction, and a restoration of my family and friends who I LOVE so much.   YOU HOLD MY FUTURE IN YOUR HANDS.  YOU HOLD EVERYTHING THAT IS HAPPENING IN MY LIFE IN YOUR HANDS, LORD JESUS AND FATHER.  Please make me A VESSEL FOR YOUR LOVE AND COMPASSION IN THE WORLD, LORD JESUS AND FATHER.  PLEASE RESTORE MY HEART AND MY SOUL AND EVERYTHING THAT IS BROKEN INSIDE OF ME.  PLEASE RESTORE MY FAMILY AND MOST ESPECIALLY MY MOM. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH, LORD JESUS AND FATHER.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

IT'S TIME WE PUT GOD'S LOVE BACK IN OUR CHURCHES, OUR SCHOOLS, OUR UNIVERSITIES AND OUR HOSPITALS. TEACHING AND DEMONSTRATING TO CHILDREN AND GROWN-UPS ABOUT GOD'S LOVE IS FAR MORE IMPORTANT THAN FOLLOWING EMPTY TRADITIONS. WE NEED TO DEMONSTRATE TO PEOPLE WHAT IT MEANS TO LIVE GOD'S LOVE AND TO LIVE A LIFE OF SACRIFICE FOR OTHERS. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

 

 

January 28, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am having a really tough day, as YOU already know.  Please, I pray, please heal everything that is broken in me, and please restore my family. I NEED YOUR LOVE SO MUCH TODAY.  I CANNOT CONTINUE THIS WAY.  I PRAY TO BE HEALTHY AND WELL AGAIN.  MY FAMILY PRAYS THAT I AM HEALTHY AND WELL AGAIN.  PLEASE MAKE THIS STOP. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE.  IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

IT WASN'T NAILS THAT HELD JESUS ON THE CROSS. RATHER, IT WAS HIS AND GOD'S GREAT LOVE FOR HUMANITY AND HUMANITY'S BROKENNESS. AND IT WAS GOD'S LOVING PLAN OF REDEMPTION FOR ALL OF HUMANITY. GOD ALWAYS HAS A PLAN OF REDEMPTION, AND WE ARE ALL PART OF THAT PLAN THAT CONTINUES TO THIS DAY. WE ARE ALL CARRIERS OF GOD AND JESUS' LOVE FOR THE WORLD. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

 

January 30, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I have been having a really difficult day, as YOU already know.  I do not understand why this is happening to me and why YOU are not healing me of this situation.   I am so broken.  I pray again that YOU restore my mom and my family and my friends and my LOVE.  Please stop this from happening to me.  Please make this stop. I am a really good, kind, compassionate person who has NOT done anything to hurt anybody.  I would NEVER hurt anybody like I have been hurt and broken.  I am so sad.  IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

January 30, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray again everything that I have prayed over the past four months.  YOU know that I cannot handle this situation by myself, and YOU know that ONLY YOU CAN RESTORE EVERYTHING THAT IS BROKEN AND HURTING.  OKAY, I UNDERSTAND THAT JESUS IS STILL CARRYING ME THOUGH ALL OF THIS AND THAT HE WILL NEVER LEAVE MY SIDE.  ABSOLUTELY NEVER.  THERE IS NO WAY THAT I WILL EVER BE FORSAKEN.   GOD THE FATHER IS IN CONTROL OF EVERYTHING, EVEN WHEN IT DOESN’T FEEL THAT WAY.  ALL WILL BE RESTORED BECAUSE GOD THE FATHER HAS GREAT PLANS FOR YOU, DIANE.  JUST KEEP THE FAITH. IN JESUS LOVING AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

January 31, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am looking forward to much better things ahead than what I went through today. I pray that I never have to go through that again, in JESUS’ NAME.   Please, I pray again, restore everything that is broken in me and please restore my family and my friends.  I have been doing the best to keep the faith but I am getting weak again, so if I must continue to endure this, I pray that YOU strengthen me.  I pray for a miracle because I STILL BELIEVE THAT WITH YOU ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE. Thank YOU for the beautiful snow tonight.  IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND SO REASSURING. IN JESUS BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

February 1, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray for a restoration of all that I beautifully am.  I pray for a restoration of my family and my friends. I pray for Joy and Happiness and Peace.  You know, Father, that I did NOT cause this situation at all.  You know that I have been strong in the faith.  I pray that YOU shower YOUR LOVE DOWN UPON ME AND HELP ME, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

February 2, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray again this evening that YOU restore all that I beautifully am and restore my kind, compassionate and loving mom.  I pray that YOU help me share YOUR GREAT AND WONDERFUL LOVE with everyone who needs it and is broken.  I pray that YOU help me write a book on YOUR LOVE and LOVE AS SACRIFICE, about what JESUS DID ON THE CROSS TO FORGIVE US OF OUR SINS AND GIVE US THE GIFT OF ETERNAL LIFE.  I pray that YOU give me a new BIBLE that reads right so that I CAN IMMERSE MYSELF IN YOUR WORD.   I JUST WANT TO SHARE YOUR LOVE WITH EVERYONE WHO NEEDS IT.  I WANT TO LET PEOPLE KNOW THAT JESUS IS THERE FOR THEM IF THEY ARE SUFFERING AND BROKEN.  I TRUST YOUR PLAN FOR MY LIFE, FATHER AND LORD JESUS.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

February 3, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I weathered really rough waters today, as YOU already know.  I pray everything that I prayed yesterday again.  I want to share YOUR GREAT LOVE with everyone who needs it and is broken – and we are all broken in some way.  Please, I pray, heal my brokenness and make me whole again.  YOU have told me today that YOUR plans for me are FAR GREATER than the circumstances of my day, and thank YOU for reminding me of that.  Please put me back together with a GREAT AND ABIDING LOVE FOR ALL PEOPLE IN MY HEART AND SOUL.  AND PLEASE MAKE ME A SPOKESPERSON FOR YOUR GREAT LOVE IN THIS WORLD, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

February 4, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I understand that it is YOUR timing not mine, so I pray that YOU strengthen my heart, my soul and my body while I wait.  YOU know that this is all out of my control, and in YOUR hands. Please, I pray, restore my loving and compassionate mom and brother. I want to share YOUR GREAT AND EVERLASTING LOVE WITH THE WORLD, FATHER AND LORD JESUS.  Please fill me up with that BEAUTIFUL, SACRIFICIAL LOVE.  I want my life to be a sacrifice to other people, especially those people who are most broken and broken-hearted.  Please get me to the place where YOU want me to be and please restore everything. I LOVE YOU FATHER AND LORD JESUS.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

February 5, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I PRAY LORD JESUS THAT YOU CONTINUE TO CARRY ME THROUGH THIS MESS.  I KNOW THAT I AM MASSIVELY BLESSED AND THAT YOU WILL CONTINUE TO BLESS ME.  I KNOW THAT THIS SITUATION IS IN YOUR HANDS, FATHER AND LORD JESUS. I PRAY FOR RESTORATION OF MY HEALTH, MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS.  I PRAY TO SHARE YOUR GREAT AND MIGHTY AND ABUNDANT LOVE WITH THOSE IN NEED.  PLEASE SHOWER ME WITH YOUR LOVE WHILE I AM WEAK TODAY.  THANK YOU FOR ALL OF THE MANY BLESSINGS YOU HAVE GIVEN ME IN MY LIFE.  THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME LIFE AND A WONDERFUL FAMILY AND WONDERFUL FRIENDS.  THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME A SAVIOR AND LORD IN JESUS WHO IS MOST DEFINITELY WITH ME AND CARRYING ME RIGHT NOW.  IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS AND LOVING NAME.

 

February 6, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I PRAY LORD JESUS THAT YOU CONTINUE TO CARRY ME THROUGH THIS MESS.  I PRAY FOR A TOTAL AND COMPLETE RESTORATION OF ALL THAT I BEAUTIFULLY AM AND ALL THAT MY FAMILY BEAUTIFULLY IS.  FATHER, ONLY YOU KNOW THE DETAILS OF THAT RESTORATION THAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN.  THANK YOU FOR ANOTHER DAY OF LIFE AND PLEASE, I PRAY, FILL ME UP WITH YOUR GREAT AND ABUNDANT LOVE AND COMPASSION, FATHER AND LORD JESUS.  THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME THROUGH THIS STORM.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

 

February 7, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

All I can do right now is put my faith and TRUST in YOU.  YOU know how weak I am right now, and YOU know that I need YOU to shower YOUR LOVE down upon me.  I have been weak in the mind all morning, and it is all beyond my control and in YOUR hands to restore.  Both me and my mom wanted to spend time together today, and I pray that YOU let me spend time with her again.  I pray that YOU restore my compassionate and loving and nurturing mom. Please stop this situation that I am going through, I pray. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

February 8, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am getting weak again, as YOU already know. Please, I pray, please restore my health and my strength and my mom and my family and my friends.  This situation is entirely in YOUR hands.  I still pray to be a witness to YOUR GREAT AND ABUNDANT LOVE in the world.  Please send me wherever YOU need me to be and please fill me up with YOUR LOVE AND COMPASSION. I would like to write a book entitled LOVE IS SACRIFICE all about the sacrifice that YOU made through my LORD and SAVIOR JESUS on the cross, relating it to the sacrifices that other people make so that they can better understand HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM AND HOW GREAT IS YOUR LOVE FOR THEM.  I KNOW THAT PEOPLE NEED TO HEAR THIS, ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY ARE BROKEN LIKE I AM RIGHT NOW.  I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE ME VERY MUCH AND YOU HAVE SOME PURPOSE TO WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW.  I PRAY THAT YOU BRING ABOUT YOUR PLANS FOR MY LIFE. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

 

 

I AM EXPERIENCING DIFFERENCES WITH MY CHURCH. WHAT PEOPLE NEED TO HEAR MORE THAN THAT THEY ARE SINNERS IS THAT THEY ARE LOVED BY GOD AND JESUS IN ALL OF THEIR BROKENNESS AND HURTING. AFTER ALL, JESUS DIED ON THE CROSS, WITH GREAT LOVE, TO FORGIVE US OF OUR SINS, NOT TO CONSTANTLY REMIND US OF THEM. THERE ARE A LOT OF GOOD PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO ARE REALLY HURTING AND BROKEN RIGHT NOW, AND THEY NEED TO KNOW THAT GOD AND JESUS LOVE THEM SO MUCH. WE ARE CALLED TO BE MISSIONARIES OF GOD'S LOVE AND COMPASSION, NOT JUDGES OF OTHER PEOPLE'S LIVES. I BELIEVE THAT EVERYBODY IS DOING THE BEST THAT THEY CAN DO WITH THEIR LIVES, AND WHAT THEY NEED MOST IS LOVE. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

 

February 9, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am feeling really weak and tired again, as YOU already know.  I pray for an end to this situation that I have been going through, and the restoration of my family, my health and my friends, most especially my mom who I LOVE SO MUCH AND MISS SO MUCH. I am so sad to not have her in my life right now.   She is such a blessing.  My entire family and friends are such a blessing.  I still pray to be a missionary of YOUR GREAT AND ABIDING LOVE AND COMPASSION IN THE WORLD. MAKE MY LIFE A SACRIFICE FOR YOUR LOVE.  MAKE MY WRITING AND ACTIONS A SACRIFICE FOR YOUR LOVE.   IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

February 10, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray again today for a miracle, and that YOU fill me up with YOUR ABUNDANT LOVE AND COMPASSION.  I am so broken, and I cannot do this on my own.  I MISS MY FAMILY SO MUCH, LORD JESUS AND FATHER.   Please, I pray, please help me and LOVE ME.  JUST LOVE ME, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

February 11, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME A MOM WHO HAS SACRIFICED SO MUCH FOR ME BY GIVING UP HER BEAUTY SHOP TO RAISE ME AND MY BROTHER.  THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME WONDERFUL TEACHERS.  AND THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME SUCH A BEAUTIFUL AND CARING AND COMPASSIONATE TEACHER AND WRITER.  THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME A LORD AND SAVIOR IN JESUS CHRIST WHO WILL NEVER LEAVE MY SIDE NO MATTER HOW BROKEN I AM.  TEACH ME TO LIVE A LIFE OF SACRIFICE TO YOUR GLORY LORD JESUS AND FATHER.   SURROUND ME WITH CHRISTIANS WHO ARE SACRIFICING THEIR LIVES IN THE WAY THAT JESUS DID ON THE CROSS.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

THERE ARE LABOURS OF LOVE WHERE PEOPLE SACRIFICE THEIR TIME, WELL-BEING AND SECURITY WITHOUT EVEN THINKING THAT THEY ARE DOING SUCH THINGS.  LOVE AS SACRIFICE OFTEN COMES WITHOUT EVEN THINKING THAT YOU ARE DOING SUCH THINGS BECAUSE YOU ARE SO INVOLVED IN HELPING OTHERS, OUT OF LOVE.   IT ALL COMES FROM THE HEART.  OUR GOD HAS A REALLY BIG HEART FOR ALL OF US.  HE SEES US WHEN WE ARE BROKEN AND HURTING, AND HE LOVES US SO MUCH THAT HE SENT HIS SON, JESUS, TO LIVE AMONGST US AND SHARE IN OUR SUFFERING AND ULTIMATELY DIE FOR US ON THE CROSS.    JESUS LOVES US SO MUCH, AND HE IS WITH US IN OUR PAIN AND SUFFERING.  GOD AND JESUS LOVE US SO MUCH THAT THEY WILL NEVER LEAVE US – NEVER AND NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS.   WE ARE GOD’S LABOURS OF LOVE AND HE LOVES US PASSIONATELY. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

 

February 13, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Please stop the storm that is raging inside of me, and please, I pray, please restore my heart and soul and make me beautiful and compassionate and caring and loving again.  PLEASE POUR YOUR LOVE DOWN UPON ME TODAY AND TOMORROW.  PLEASE GET ME HOME TO MY FAMILY, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

I WOULD LIKE TO WRITE ANOTHER BOOK, ALSO, CALLED THE GREATEST LOVE STORY EVER TOLD, ABOUT GOD’S LOVE IN THE BIBLE AND GOD’S LOVE FOR ALL OF HUMANITY THOUGH WHAT JESUS DID ON THE CROSS.  IN JESUS’ NAME.

 

February 14, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray again today for restoration and healing of all that I beautifully am.  I pray for JOY and HAPPINESS and PEACE.  I pray to WALK IN YOUR WILL AND YOUR WAY TO THE GLORY OF YOUR BEAUTIFUL NAME, LORD JESUS.  I pray to write several books, one called LOVE IS SACRIFICE about the beautiful sacrifice that Jesus made on the CROSS and relating it to the sacrifices that people make for their loved ones and family and even strangers, so that people who don’t know Jesus can better understand and embrace Jesus as their LORD AND SAVIOR and understand that everything that GOD does comes from HIS GREAT AND EVERLASTING LOVE FOR US.   I also pray to write a book called THE GREATEST LOVE STORY EVER TOLD, about God’s love in the Bible and how the entire Bible is ultimately about God’s GREAT LOVE FOR HUMANITY.  And then I pray to write a book called JESUS LOVES YOU about how Jesus shares in our suffering and brokenness and LOVES US MORE THAN ANYBODY ELSE EVER WILL.  I pray to reach people who are suffering and broken and hurting and feeling unloved.  I WANT THEM TO KNOW THAT THEY ARE LOVED AND CARED FOR MORE THAN THEY CAN EVER IMAGINE BY GOD AND BY JESUS. So, I pray that YOU, FATHER AND LORD JESUS HELP ME WRITE THESE THREE BOOKS AND THAT YOU GET ME WELL AND TO A PLACE WHERE I CAN WRITE THEM. AND I PRAY TO BE A MISSIONARY FOR YOUR GREAT COMPASSION AND LOVE, LORD JESUS AND FATHER.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

February 15, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray that YOU heal and restore me soon because I am getting very weak again.  Please, I pray, please restore everything, most especially my JOY and my MOM.  Thank YOU for helping me to dance last night.  That felt really good, so THANK YOU.   Thank YOU for giving me a good Valentine’s Day.  Please, I pray again, get me to a place where I can write those wonderful books and minister to people like I have been doing on face book.   I PRAY TO BE A MISSIONARY OF YOUR GREAT LOVE AND COMPASSION IN THE WORLD.  IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS AND BEAUTIFUL NAME.

 

February 16, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray that YOU restore my health and my MOM, I miss my family so much.  I miss my freedom so much.  I am tired of suffering.  Please make everything alright again, I pray.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

 

February 17, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

Please help me today.  Please give me peace and give me rest.  Please calm this storm that is going on inside of me and all around me.  Please get me HOME to my family and friends who LOVE ME VERY MUCH.  Please be with me and SHOWER YOUR LOVE ALL AROUND ME.  Please make what is happening STOP. In Jesus’ Name.

 

February 18, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray what I prayed yesterday and the last several months again today.  I am getting so weak and tired, and I pray that YOU surround me with YOUR GREAT AND EVERLASTING LOVE AND COMPASSION.  Just be with me and hold me, LORD JESUS, wrap me up in YOUR ARMS AND CARRY ME HOME, LORD JESUS.  THANK YOU LORD JESUS FOR STAYING BY MY SIDE AND BEING WITH ME THROUGH ALL OF THIS.  LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS AND BEAUTIFUL NAME.

 

February 19, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray again today that YOU restore everything that has been broken and hurt in me and my family and my friends.  I know that YOU are telling me that this is almost over, and I should just rest and be patient.  YOU ARE DEFINITELY WITH ME AND YOU ARE NOT GOING TO LEAVE ME HERE, YOU PROMISE.  THANK YOU LORD JESUS FOR CARRYING ME AND STAYING WITH ME THROUGH ALL OF THIS.  I PRAY FOR JOY AND HAPPINESS AND PEACE AND RESTORATION.  I PRAY THAT YOU ARE WITH MY MOM AND MY FAMILY.  AND JUST LOVE ME, I PRAY, JUST SHOWER YOUR EVERLASTING AND ABUNDANT AND BEAUTIFUL LOVE DOWN UPON ME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

February 19, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray what I prayed on Valentine’s Day again.  I pray to write a book called LOVE IS SACRIFICE, about Jesus’ great love and sacrifice on the cross relating it to the sacrifices that parents and people in the service professions make for the well-being of other people, especially their children.  I pray to teach people about LOVE AS SACRIFICE.  I also pray to write a book called JESUS LOVES YOU, ministering to the broken and oppressed and reassuring them of GOD’S AND JESUS’ GREAT LOVE FOR THEM.  Please, I pray, make my life a sacrifice of love for humanity and the people who need YOUR LOVE THE MOST.   RESTORE MY BEAUTY, MY LOVE, MY COMPASSION.  MY LIFE IS ALL IN YOUR HANDS, FATHER AND LORD JESUS.  YOU ALREADY KNOW WHAT I NEED AND YOU KNOW THE PLANS THAT YOU HAVE FOR ME.  I PRAY THAT YOU RESTORE MY FAMILY MOST OF ALL BECAUSE I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. I AM SO GRATEFUL THAT YOU GAVE ME THE FAMILY THAT YOU DID. I LOVE MY MOM SO MUCH, FATHER AND LORD JESUS.  MY MOM IS TRULY YOUR MOST GRACIOUS GIFT TO ME, ALONG WITH MY WRITING AND TEACHING ABILITIES.  THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THOSE GIFTS! LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL, HOLY AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

February 20, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

It feels like my mind is shutting down on me, and I am getting really tired again.  PLEASE JUST HOLD ME, LORD JESUS, AND LOVE ME AND BE WITH ME AND CARRY ME HOME.  I am so tired.  Please give me peace, FATHER. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL, HOLY AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

February 21, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am not feeling well at all this morning.  I pray for YOUR mercy and compassion and LOVE.  PLEASE HEAL AND RESTORE ME, I PRAY, IN JESUS’ NAME.  I PRAY TO BE A MINISTER TO THE BROKEN AND HURTING IN THIS WORLD.  I PRAY TO SHARE YOUR GREAT AND EVERLASTING LOVE WITH THE WORLD AND ESPECIALLY THOSE PEOPLE WHO NEED YOUR LOVE THE MOST. I PRAY TO WRITE THOSE THREE BOOKS THAT I PRAYED TO WRITE ON VALENTINE’S DAY, ALL ABOUT YOUR GREAT LOVE FOR HUMANITY AND THE BROKEN. DEAR LORD JESUS, PLEASE BE WITH ME AND COMFORT ME AND HOLD ME AND LOVE ME AND CARRY ME, I PRAY.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL, GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

 

 

February 22, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I come before YOU today and pray again for a miracle where I am reunited with my family and can go on to serve YOU by sharing YOUR GREAT AND ABUNDANT LOVE WITH THOSE WHO ARE BROKEN AND HURTING. PLEASE, I PRAY.  I AM SO TIRED OF WHAT I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH AND I AM SO SAD THIS MORNING.  PLEASE BRING THIS TO A CLOSE AND GRANT ME A MIRACLE, I PRAY.  PLEASE KEEP LOVING ME AND SHOWERING YOUR LOVE AND COMPASSION DOWN UPON ME.  DEAR LORD JESUS, PLEASE KEEP CARRYING ME AND LOVING ME AND HOLDING ME, I PRAY.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

 

 

 

 

February 23, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I come before YOU today and pray again for a miracle where I am reunited with my family and can go on to serve YOU by sharing YOUR GREAT AND UNFAILING LOVE WITH THOSE WHO ARE BROKEN AND HURTING LIKE I AM RIGHT NOW. Please, I pray, PLEASE FILL ME UP WITH YOUR LOVE AND COMPASSION.  PLEASE KEEP CARRYING ME LORD JESUS AND STAYING BY MY SIDE AND LOVING ME. I LOVE YOU LORD JESUS AND FATHER.  I LOVE MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS, AND I PRAY THAT YOU LET ME SEE THEM AGAIN.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

 

IT IS SO IMPORTANT THAT WE LOVE THE BROKEN AND HURTING IN THIS WORLD RATHER THAN JUDGE THEM.  AND WE ARE ALL BROKEN IN SOME WAY.   NOBODY HAS A PERFECT LIFE.  GOD AND JESUS LOVE ALL OF US IN OUR BROKENNESS AND IMPERFECTION.  NOTHING CAN STOP GOD AND JESUS FROM LOVING US AND CARING ABOUT US.   EVEN IN OUR MOST BROKEN AND HURTING CONDITION, GOD AND JESUS LOVE US AND CARE ABOUT US AND WANT WHAT IS BEST FOR US.  IF YOU ARE HURTING TODAY, PLEASE KNOW THAT GOD AND JESUS LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU AND CARING FOR YOU. THEIR LOVE IS MANY TIMES MORE STRONGER AND ENDURING THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD. THEY WILL SEE YOU THOUGH ANY DIFFICULTY OR PAIN OR HURT THAT YOU ARE EXPERIENCING.  LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

February 24, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray today for a miracle again.  Please have mercy and compassion upon me, and please let me see my family again, I pray, in Jesus’ Name.  Please stop this deterioration that is going on inside my body.  Please restore my heart and soul and get me HOME, I pray.  I am just a human being and I have suffered so much.  I MISS MY FAMILY AND HAVING FUN AND ENJOYING LIFE.  I AM TIRED OF SUFFERING.  PLEASE LOVE ME AND STOP THIS, I PRAY.  I DID NOT DO ANYTHING TO DESERVE THIS, FATHER.  I HAVE ONLY BEEN KIND AND COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING TO EVERYBODY.  I REALLY MISS MY MOM AND MY BROTHER. I MISS THEM SO MUCH. I MISS HAVING FUN WITH MY FRIENDS. I NEED TO BE LOVED SO MUCH.  I NEED TO BE LOVED, LORD JESUS AND FATHER.  I NEED MY FAMILY.  PLEASE RESTORE MY FAMILY.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

 

ANOTHER SONG THAT I LOVE ON THE RADIO, FOR A DIFFICULT DAY:

WRITE YOUR STORY ON MY HEART. COME ON AND WRITE YOUR STORY ON MY HEART.

THIS LIFE, I KNOW THAT IT HAS NEVER REALLY BEEN MINE. SO DO WITH IT WHATEVER YOU LIKE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOUR PLAN IS, BUT I KNOW IT'S GOOD.

SUNG BY FRANCISCA BATISTELLI

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

February 25, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

PLEASE HAVE COMPASSION AND MERCY ON ME AND LOVE ME AND HEAL AND RESTORE ME AND MY FAMILY.   I AM TOO WEAK TO MAKE IT HOME TO MY MOM’S HOUSE AND I REALLY NEED MY MOM RIGHT NOW.  I NEED TO BE LOVED AND HEALED.  I AM SO TIRED OF BEING BROKEN AND HURTING, AND I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU ARE LETTING THIS HAPPEN TO ME IF YOU LOVE ME.  I DON’T HAVE THE STRENGTH ANYMORE.  PLEASE STOP THE VOICES.  PLEASE STOP THEM, LORD JESUS AND FATHER.  PLEASE MAKE ALL OF THIS STOP, I PRAY.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL, HOLY AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

February 26, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I PRAY WHAT I HAVE PRAYED FOR THE PAST SEVERAL MONTHS AGAIN.  PLEASE HAVE COMPASSION AND MERCY UPON ME AND RESTORE MY LIFE AND MY FAMILY.  I AM JUST A HUMAN BEING WHO WANTS TO HELP PEOPLE AND BE WITH PEOPLE.  PLEASE RESTORE MY JOY AND HAPPINESS AND PEACE, I PRAY.  PLEASE RESTORE MY FAMILY AND OUR LOVE FOR ONE ANOTHER.  PLEASE LET MY MOM AND MY FAMILY KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM. THIS IS ALL IN YOUR HANDS FATHER AND LORD JESUS.  PLEASE STOP THIS DETERIORATION THAT IS HAPPENING INSIDE OF ME.  I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED AND CARED FOR AND HEALTHY AND WHOLE AGAIN, FATHER AND LORD JESUS.  PLEASE ANSWER MY PRAYERS WITH AN AFFIRMATIVE, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

 

 

 

 

February 28, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am running out of words to pray, FATHER AND LORD JESUS, and getting incredibly weak again.  Please, I pray, please end this affliction and restore my life and my family, I PRAY IN JESUS’ NAME.   I pray everything that I have prayed over the past several months again.  I pray for JOY and HAPPINESS and PEACE.  I pray what I prayed on Valentine’s Day.  I pray to walk in YOUR LIGHT LORD JESUS and to be surrounded by YOUR LIGHT, LORD JESUS.  I pray that YOU fill my heart up with LOVE AND COMPASSION. I pray again that YOU restore the mom of mine who is so compassionate and nurturing and loving.  PLEASE DON’T TAKE HER AWAY FROM ME FOREVER.  PLEASE BRING HER BACK TO ME, I PRAY.  I LOVE HER AND MY FAMILY SO MUCH, FATHER.  I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY THIS IS HAPPENING.  I HAVE SUFFERED SO MUCH AND I AM TIRED OF SUFFERING. PLEASE HAVE MERCY AND COMPASSION ON ME.  PLEASE SURROUND ME WITH YOUR LOVE.   IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

 

March 1, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

THANK YOU FOR SHEPHERDING ME TO THE STORE AND BACK TODAY.  I pray again that YOU stop this deterioration that is going on inside of me and restore my heart and soul and my mom and family, I pray, In JESUS’ NAME.  Fill me up with YOUR JOY AND HAPPINESS AND PEACE, I pray.  SURROUND ME WITH YOUR LOVE AND PEACE, FATHER AND LORD JESUS.  LET ME SING AND WORSHIP AGAIN, I PRAY.   I PRAY TO WRITE THOSE BOOKS I PRAYED TO WRITE ON VALENTINE’S DAY AND I PRAY TO SERVE YOU IN AFRICA AND WHEREVER YOU SEND ME.  PLEASE BE WITH MY TRUE MOM AND LET HER KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE HER AND HOW GRATEFUL I AM TO HAVE HER IN MY LIFE.   JUST RESTORE EVERYTHING, I PRAY.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL, GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

 

 

WE ARE CALLED BY GOD AND JESUS TO LOVE THE BROKEN, OPPRESSED AND PERSECUTED. WE ARE CALLED TO LOVE THE UNLOVABLE AND HURTING. WE ARE CALLED TO BE THE HANDS AND FEET OF JESUS TO THE WORLD. WE ARE CALLED TO BE SERVANTS AND SERVANT LEADERS. WE ARE CALLED TO BE A LIGHT UPON THE WORLD. IN JESUS' NAME, I PRAY TODAY FOR ALL OF THIS. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

 

 

MARCH 3, 2015

 

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

 

I PRAY AGAIN THIS EVENING THAT YOU RESTORE EVERYTHING.  PLEASE RESTORE MY COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING AND NURTURING MOM.  PLEASE RESTORE MY HEALTH AND MY SOUL AND MY HEART.  PLEASE MAKE EVERYTHING ALRIGHT AGAIN.  I HAVE NOT DONE ANYTHING TO HURT ANYBODY AS MUCH AS I HAVE BEEN HURT AND DAMAGED.  I PRAY FOR AN END TO WHAT I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH.  PLEASE, I PRAY.  IN JESUS’ LOVING AND COMPASSIONATE AND BEAUTIFUL NAME.

 

 

THIS LIFE IS NOT OUR OWN. OUR LIVES BELONG TO GOD BECAUSE HE CREATED US. EVERYTHING WE HAVE IS A GIFT FROM GOD. AND HE HAS PLANS FOR EACH AND EVERY PERSON HE HAS MADE ON THIS EARTH. HE AMAZINGLY LOVES EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US AND WANTS WHAT IS BEST FOR EACH OF US. EVEN WHEN PEOPLE LET US DOWN, GOD AND JESUS WILL NEVER -- NEVER -- LET US DOWN. GOD'S LOVE IS CONSTANT, UNCHANGING AND PASSIONATE FOR US. HE NEVER LEAVES US, AND WE ARE NEVER ALONE IN THIS WORLD. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

 

 

WHEN WE REALIZE THAT OUR LIVES BELONG TO GOD AND EVERYTHING THAT WE HAVE BELONGS TO GOD, WE ALSO REALIZE THAT WE ARE HERE ON THIS EARTH TO SERVE GOD AND BRING HIM GLORY IN EVERYTHING THAT WE DO.   AND WE LEARN TO TRUST GOD, EVEN IN THE DIFFICULT AND CHALLENGING TIMES.   BECAUSE WE BELONG TO GOD AND JESUS, THROUGH EVERY DIFFICULTY, HURT, PAIN AND ILLNESS, HE PROMISES TO STAY WITH US, LOVE US AND CARRY US THROUGH.  GOD THE FATHER IS OUR GREAT PROVIDER, AND HE KNOWS US BETTER THAN WE KNOW OURSELVES, BECAUSE WE ARE HIS.  HE KNOWS ALL OF OUR NEEDS, PAINS, LOSSES, HOPES AND DREAMS.   HE HEARS ALL OF OUR PRAYERS, AND HE ANSWERS IN HIS TIMING.  SOMETIMES ALL WE CAN DO IS TRUST AND HAVE FAITH THAT HE KNOWS WHAT HE IS DOING.   EVEN IN TIMES OF DEEP SORROW, GOD AND JESUS ARE THERE AND HAVE A PLAN FOR US.  GOD THE FATHER CAN REDEEM AND MAKE GOOD OUT OF ANYTHING THAT HAPPENS IN OUR LIVES BECAUSE HE IS THE AUTHOR AND CREATOR OF OUR LIVES. ALL WE HAVE TO DO IS TRUST AND HAVE FAITH IN HIM. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

 

 

 

March 5, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am feeling really weak this morning, as YOU already know.  I pray again this morning that YOU bring this suffering that I have been going through to a close and that YOU restore my family and my mom and my health and my well-being and heart and my soul.  PLEASE RESTORE EVERYTHING, I PRAY.  I PRAY TO SERVE YOU AND MAKE MY LIFE A LIVING SACRIFICE OF LOVE TO THE WORLD.  PLEASE BRING THIS CHAOS BACK INTO ORDER, I PRAY.  PLEASE RESTORE MY MOM BECAUSE I MISS HER SO MUCH, LORD JESUS AND FATHER.  I MISS HER SO MUCH AND I MISS BEING ABLE TO SEE MY BROTHER AND MY NEPHEW, EMMETT.  PLEASE HELP ME, I PRAY.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

 

March 6, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I am getting so weak and tired this morning.  Please have mercy and compassion on me.  I have suffered so much, Father and Lord Jesus.  Please just be with me and love me and comfort me, I pray.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

WHEN WE REALIZE THAT OUR LIVES BELONG TO GOD AND THAT GOD CARES ABOUT THE WELL-BEING AND WELFARE OF EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US, WE BEGIN TO REALIZE THAT OUR HIGHEST CALLING FROM GOD IS TO MAKE OUR LIVES A LOVING SACRIFICE FOR THE WELL-BEING AND WELFARE OF OTHER PEOPLE. THIS IS WHAT JESUS DID ON THE CROSS WHEN HE MADE THE ULTIMATE SACRIFICE OF HIS LIFE TO FORGIVE ALL OF HUMANITY FOR OUR SINS AND GIVE US THE GIFT OF ETERNAL LIFE.  THIS WAS THE GREATEST ACT OF LOVE IMAGINABLE.  LOVE IS SACRIFICE FOR GOD, AND WE SERVE GOD BY MAKING OUR LIVES A LIVING SACRIFICE OF LOVE FOR THE WELFARE AND WELL-BEING OF PEOPLE IN NEED.  ONE SACRIFICES THEIR LIFE, LIKE JESUS DID, WITH GREAT COMPASSION AND LOVE.  THIS IS WHAT GOD WANTS ALL OF US TO DO WITH OUR LIVES, TO REACH OUT TO OTHERS IN NEED WITH LOVE AND COMPASSION AND TO DO SO BY USING WHATEVER GIFTS AND ABILITIES HE HAS GIVEN US.  AND HE HAS GIVEN US ALL GIFTS TO USE IN HELPING OTHER PEOPLE AND SHARING HIS GREAT LOVE AND COMPASSION WITH THEM.  AS HIS BELOVED CHILDREN, GOD CALLS US TO LIVE A LIFE OF SACRIFICE.   LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

 

 

MARCH 6, 2015

 

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

 

I PRAY THIS EVENING THAT YOU GET ME WELL SO THAT I CAN LIVE A LIFE OF LOVING SACRIFICE FOR OTHER PEOPLE IN NEED.  I PRAY THIS IN JESUS’ LOVING AND HOLY AND BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

March 7, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray again that YOU stop this deterioration that is going on inside my body.  It makes me so sad.  Please make it stop because it hurts me so much.  I have prayed and prayed and prayed for healing and restoration, and I pray for that again tonight.  I PRAY FOR RESTORATION OF MY HEART, MY SOUL, MY HEALTH, MY MIND AND MY FAMILY, MOST ESPECIALLY MY MOM.  I PRAY FOR JOY AND HAPPINESS AND PEACE. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND LOVING NAME.

 

March 8, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray again this evening that YOU stop this deterioration that is happening inside of me.  YOU KNOW THAT I DID NOT DO ANYTHING TO CAUSE IT. Please, I pray, please stop it, and restore my health and my family, I pray, IN JESUS’ NAME.  PLEASE RESTORE MY JOY, MY COMPASSION AND MY LOVE.  PLEASE SHOWER YOUR LOVE DOWN UPON ME, I PRAY.   THANK  YOU FOR ANOTHER DAY OF LIFE, NO MATTER HOW DIFFICULT IT HAS BEEN.  I AM PRAYING FOR A MIRACLE, FATHER AND LORD JESUS.  I AM PRAYING FOR A MIRACLE.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

 

 

 

March 9, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I PRAY WHAT I PRAYED YESTERDAY AND THE LAST SEVERAL MONTHS AGAIN.  PLEASE LET MY EYES SEE BEAUTY AND LOVE EVERYWHERE I GO. I WAS SO MUCH HEALTHIER BEFORE ALL OF THIS HAPPENED TO ME.  I MISS BEING ABLE TO GO TO MY MOM’S HOUSE AND VISIT MY FAMILY.  I MISS BEING ABLE TO TRAVEL FREELY.  I PRAY WHAT I PRAYED ON VALENTINE’S DAY AGAIN.  PLEASE GIVE ME HOPE AND LOVE AND RESTORATION, I PRAY.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

March 11, 2015

 

Dear LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

 

I PRAY AGAIN FOR RESTORATION AND HEALING, ESPECIALLY OF THIS COLOR SITUATION AND MY VISION SITUATION.  PLEASE RESTORE ME AND MY FAMILY, I PRAY.  PLEASE STOP THIS SUFFERING AND RESTORE MY JOY AND HAPPINESS, I PRAY.  PLEASE MAKE EVERYTHING ALRIGHT SO THAT I CAN BE WITH MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS AGAIN.  PLEASE SURROUND ME WITH YOUR LOVE AND COMPASSION AND LET ME LISTEN TO GOSPEL MUSIC AGAIN, I PRAY.  I PRAY WHAT I PRAYED ON VALENTINE’S DAY AGAIN.  PLEASE DO NOT FORGET ABOUT MY SITUATION AND LEAVE ME LIKE THIS, I PRAY.  I AM SO HURT AND BROKEN.  IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS AND BEAUTIFUL NAME.

 

 

 

SUPERHEROES MAY HAVE STRENGTH BUT THEY DO NOT LOVE LIKE JESUS DOES AND THEY DO NOT DISPENSE THE AMAZING GRACE THAT JESUS DOES. AND THEY DO NOT HEAL AND CARE FOR THE BROKEN AND THE HURTING LIKE JESUS DOES. JESUS IS THE TRUE AND REAL SUPERHERO OF OUR BROKEN WORLD. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

 

 

GOD AND JESUS LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE.  THEY LOVE YOU FOR ALL OF YOUR FLAWS, YOUR IMPERFECTIONS AND YOUR MISTAKES.   YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND HANDSOME IN THE EYES OF GOD BECAUSE YOU ARE HIS BELOVED CHILD.   AND GOD ALWAYS WANTS WHAT IS BEST FOR YOU AND HAS A PLAN FOR YOUR LIFE, NO MATTER HOW BROKEN YOU MAY FEEL. GOD IS THE GREAT RESTORER AND JESUS IS THE GREAT REDEEMER OF BROKEN LIVES, AND THEY LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU CAN IMAGINE. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

 

March 13, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I PRAY AGAIN THIS EVENING THAT YOU HEAL AND RESTORE ALL THAT IS BROKEN INSIDE OF ME.  I PRAY THAT YOU GET ME TO THE PLACE WHERE I CAN BE OF SERVICE AND LIVE A LIFE OF LOVING SACRIFICE FOR OTHER PEOPLE.  I PRAY THAT I GET THE OPPORTUNITY TO SEE MY NEPHEW EMMETT AND MY FAMILY, AND I PRAY THAT I GET THE OPPORTUNITY TO SUPPORT AND NURTURE THE CHRISTIAN GROWTH OF CONCY AND AARON IN UGANDA.  I PRAY TO BE AN ENCOURAGER OF MANY PEOPLE IN THEIR WALK WITH JESUS AND GOD.  THANK YOU FOR ALL OF THE WONDERFUL BLESSINGS THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME IN MY LIFE, LORD JESUS AND FATHER.  I FEEL SO ABSOLUTELY BLESSED, EVEN THOUGH I AM HURTING A LOT RIGHT NOW. PLEASE BLESS THE MEMORY OF KYLE SWANSON TODAY, WHO PASSED AWAY 15 YEARS AGO TODAY.  PLEASE BE WITH JULIE AND BEV, AND GIVE THEM COMFORT ABOUT HIS WONDERFUL MEMORY.  AND PLEASE BE WITH MY MOM RIGHT NOW AND LET HER KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE HER.  LET MY ENTIRE FAMILY KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

 

March 14, 2015

 

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

 

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BRINGING MY MOM TO DO MY HAIR AND BE WITH ME TODAY. THANK YOU SO MUCH! AND THANK YOU FOR REWRITING MY TRUSTMATTER WEBSITE SO THAT IT READS SO MUCH BETTER THAN I ORIGINALLY WROTE IT.  IT NOW TELLS THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH IN A VERY POWERFUL WAY, SO THANK YOU SO MUCH! IT HAS STILL BEEN A VERY DIFFICULT AND PAINFUL DAY BUT I KNOW THAT YOU ARE HELPING ME THROUGH IT AND WITH ME THROUGH IT ALL. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY I HAVE BEEN SO BLESSED IN THIS LIFE BUT I KNOW THAT I WOULD LIKE TO USE MY BLESSINGS TO HELP AS MANY PEOPLE AS I CAN IN YOUR NAME, LORD JESUS.  I PRAY THAT I GET TO HELP AARON AND CONCY IN UGANDA GROW IN THEIR FAITH AND KNOW HOW MUCH THEY ARE LOVED BY YOU. I PRAY THAT I COULD HELP THEIR FAMILIES OUT OF POVERTY, TOO.  THANK YOU AGAIN FOR ALL OF THE BLESSINGS THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME, AND STAYING RIGHT BY MY SIDE AND CARRYING ME THROUGH EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE GONE THROUGH.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

 

March 16, 2015

 

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

 

I MISS MY FAMILY SO MUCH!!! I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY YOU ARE LETTING THIS HAPPEN TO ME.   PLEASE HELP ME.  PLEASE HELP ME. PLEASE MAKE THIS STOP.  PLEASE MAKE THIS STOP. I PRAY AGAIN THIS MORNING THAT YOU RESTORE MY HEALTH, MY CENTER, MY HEART AND MY KIND AND COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING FAMILY. I PRAY THAT YOU PUT ME BACK INTO SERVICE AGAIN, LIVING A LIFE OF LOVING SACRIFICE IN JESUS’ NAME. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

 

MARCH 18, 2015

 

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

 

I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY I AM GOING THROUGH THIS. I KNOW THAT IT IS NOT FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND. BUT I KNOW THIS: I WAS COMPLETELY FEARLESS BEFORE THIS HAPPENED TO ME.  I DO NOT WANT TO BE AT WAR.  I LONG FOR MY PEACEFUL LIFE BACK.  I PRAY TO BE WHOLE AND HEALTHY AND COMPLETE AND BEAUTIFUL AGAIN. I PRAY TO BE WITH MY MOM WHO IS COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING AND NURTURING AND CALLS HERSELF MOM AND LOVES ME GREATLY.  JESUS IS NOT THE ONLY PERSON WHO LOVES ME – MY FAMILY LOVES ME AND MY FRIENDS LOVE ME AND I HAVE BEEN SO BLESSED WITH WONDERFUL FAMILY AND FRIENDS. AND WHILE I HAVE SINNED, I HAVE STILL DONE MANY WONDERFUL THINGS FOR PEOPLE AND THAT MATTERS, THAT MATTERS TO GOD AND JESUS.  I DO NOT DESERVE TO HAVE MY ACCOMPLISHMENTS CANCELLED OUT AND FORGOTTEN.    I DESERVE TO HAVE THE GOOD STUFF REMEMBERED. PLEASE DO NOT FORGET ME AND LEAVE ME IN THIS CONDITION, I PRAY.  PLEASE END WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH AND GRANT ME MY VALENTINE’S DAY PRAYER. PLEASE DO NOT FORGET MY VALENTINE’S DAY PRAYER. PLEASE RESTORE MY LOVING AND COMPASSIONATE HEART, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND LOVING AND COMPASSIONATE AND HOLY AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

WE ALL NEED TO BE POSITIVELY ENCOURAGED AND LOVED, EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US NEEDS TO BE POSITIVELY ENCOURAGED AND LOVED. THE BIBLE AND CHRISTIAN MUSIC IS GOD’S WAY OF ENCOURAGING US.  JESUS IS GOD’S WAY OF ENCOURAGING US.  FELLOW CHRISTIANS ARE GOD’S WAY OF ENCOURAGING US.   WE NEED TO BE TEACHERS OF GOD’S LOVE AND COMPASSION, WHO LET PEOPLE KNOW THAT THEY ARE DEEPLY AND WONDERFULLY LOVED BY GOD AND BY JESUS.  WE NEED TO BUILD PEOPLE UP, NOT TEAR PEOPLE DOWN AND HURT THEM.  WE NEED TO HUG PEOPLE AND LOVE THEM AND JUST LOVE THEM WITH ALL OUR MIGHT. WITH GOD’S MIGHTY AND POWERFUL LOVE. SOMETIMES GOD LETS US BE BROKEN SO THAT WE CAN UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH HE LOVES US AND HOW MUCH JESUS LOVES US AND HOW MUCH OUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS LOVE US AND HOW IMPORTANT GOD’S LOVE IS IN THIS WORLD.  I PRAY TO BE A MISSIONARY OF GOD’S LOVE AND COMPASSION IN THIS WORLD, DEAR LORD JESUS AND FATHER.  I PRAY THAT YOU RESTORE MY HEART AND SOUL AND MAKE ME BEAUTIFUL AGAIN, SO THAT I CAN GO FORTH IN THE WORLD AND SHARE YOUR GREAT AND MIGHTY LOVE WITH ALL WHO NEED IT AND EVERYBODY NEEDS GOD’S AND JESUS’ LOVE, EVERYBODY NEEDS FORGIVENESS AND REDEMPTION AND EVERYBODY DESERVES JOY AND HAPPINESS AND PEACE. I PRAY FOR THESE THINGS FATHER AND LORD JESUS, I PRAY FOR THESE THINGS. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

 

MARCH 19, 2015

 

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

 

I PRAY FOR RAIN AND FLOWERS AND GREEN GRASS AND GREEN TREES AND THE BEAUTY OF NATURE.  I PRAY THAT YOU LET ME WALK IN THE LIGHT AND BEAUTY OF NATURE AGAIN, IN JESUS’ NAME.  I PRAY THAT YOU RESTORE MY DREAMS AND ENACT YOUR POSITIVE AND BEAUTIFUL PLAN FOR MY LIFE.  I PRAY THAT YOU RESTORE MY FAMILY AND MY MOM AND MY DAD AND MY BROTHER AND LET ME SEE MY BEAUTIFUL NEPHEW EMMETT. I PRAY THAT YOU RESTORE MY JOY AND LOVE AND COMPASSION.  AND I PRAY AGAIN YOU MAKE ME INTO A MISSIONARY FOR YOUR GREAT LOVE AND COMPASSION IN THE WORLD.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY AND LOVING NAME.

 


YOU, JESUS, ARE MY STRONG TOWER, SHELTER OVER ME. YOU ARE MY STRONG TOWER, FORTRESS OVER ME.   YOUR NAME IS TRUE AND HOLY AND YOUR FACE IS ALL I SEE. I LOVE YOU LORD JESUS AND FATHER. 

 

 

 

FROM MATERIALS THAT I RECEIVED FROM COMPASSION INTERNATIONAL TODAY. WE LIVE SUCH A BLESSED LIFE IN THE USA COMPARED TO WHAT IS HAPPENING TO CHILDREN IN DEVELOPING COUNTRIES.

POVERTY FACTS:

ABOUT EVERY 30 SECONDS A CHILD DIES OF MALARIA, A PREVENTABLE AND TREATABLE DISEASE.

AN ESTIMATED 67 MILLION PRIMARY-SCHOOL AGED CHILDREN WORLDWIDE DON'T ATTEND SCHOOL.

ABOUT 2.4 BILLION PEOPLE LIVE ON LESS THAN 2 DOLLARS PER DAY, MAKING THEM EXTREMELY VULNERABLE TO NATURAL DISASTERS, ILLNESS AND FOOD SHORTAGES OR INSTABILITY OF EVERY KIND.

19,000 CHILDREN DIE EACH DAY DUE TO CONDITIONS OF POVERTY.

1 BILLION CHILDREN [NEARLY HALF OF ALL THE WORLD'S CHILDREN] LIVE IN POVERTY. HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS LIVE IN EXTREME POVERTY.

EACH DAY 10,000 NEWBORNS IN DEVELOPING COUNTRIES DIE WITHIN A MONTH OF BIRTH.

640 MILLION CHILDREN LIVE WITHOUT ADEQUATE SHELTER.

THERE ARE 1.1 BILLION PEOPLE IN DEVELOPING COUNTRIES WITHOUT ACCESS TO CLEAN WATER.

SOURCES INCLUDE UNICEF AND THE WORLD BANK.

I BELIEVE THAT WE WHO ARE SO BLESSED IN THIS WORLD WITH ABUNDANCE NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THESE PROBLEMS. COMPASSION INTERNATIONAL THAT SPONSORS CHILDREN WHO LIVE IN POVERTY IN MANY COUNTRIES IS SO WORTH CONSIDERING AS ONE SOLUTION. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

 

MARCH 24, 2015

 

Dear Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit,

 

I pray today that you STOP the deterioration that is happening to me, and that YOU RESTORE MY JOY AND HAPPINESS AND MY FAMILY AND MY LOVE AND MY LIFE AND JUST EVERYTHING. I PRAY LORD JESUS THAT YOU STAY BY MY SIDE AND HEAL ME SOON BECAUSE I AM SO BROKEN AND I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY BECAUSE I HAVEN’T DONE ANYTHING TO HURT ANYBODY LIKE I HAVE BEEN HURT.  PLEASE HAVE MERCY AND COMPASSION AND LOVE UPON ME.  JUST LOVE ME AND HEAL ME, I PRAY. AND LET MY FAMILY KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE AND MISS THEM.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.

 

MARCH 25, 2015

 

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

 

PLEASE, I PRAY, PLEASE RESTORE MY HAPPINESS AND MY JOY AND MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS.  PLEASE STOP THIS DETERIORATION THAT IS HAPPENING IN MY BODY.  PLEASE I PRAY. PLEASE HELP ME.  I DID NOT DO ANYTHING WRONG TO CAUSE THIS TO HAPPEN TO ME, SO PLEASE STOP IT, PLEASE STOP IT.  I AM JUST A HUMAN BEING AND I HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH. PLEASE HAVE MERCY AND COMPASSION UPON ME, PLEASE I PRAY. IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS NAME.

 

 

 

 

APRIL 7, 2015

 

LISTENING TO UNSTOPPABLE LOVE BY JESUS CULTURE ON YOU TUBE. BOTH WONDERFUL WORSHIP MUSIC AND PREACHING. TALKS ABOUT HOW WE GIVE GLORY TO GOD BY PUTTING OTHER PEOPLE'S NEEDS AHEAD OF OUR OWN AND PRAISING AND ENCOURAGING AND APPRECIATING OTHER PEOPLE. WE ARE GOD'S WORKMANSHIP AND MASTERPIECES. TALKS ABOUT REVIVAL THROUGH BRINGING GOD GLORY ACROSS THE WORLD. THE GLORY OF GOD IS WHEN YOU PRAISE PEOPLE AND LIVE TO MAKE SOMEONE ELSE HAPPY -- WHEN YOU SACRIFICE FOR OTHER PEOPLE. THE GLORY OF GOD IS WITHIN US AND WE MUST SHARE HIS GLORY WITH OUR GENERATION. WE LIVE TO MAKE GOD HAPPY BY BEING MOTIVATED BY LOVE IN ALL OF OUR ACTIONS. WHEN YOU USE YOUR GIFTS FOR THE BEAUTY AND HAPPINESS OF OTHER PEOPLE, YOU ARE BRINGING GOD GLORY. WONDERFUL MESSAGE. GOD DIDN'T CREATE US BECAUSE HE NEEDED US HE CREATED US OUT OF HIS PLEASURE AND HIS LOVE TO SHARE AN INFINITE HAPPINESS. GOD LIVES TO SHARE HIS GLORY WITH YOU. FATHER, I WILL LIVE TO GLORIFY YOU, TO BRINGING YOU JOY AND PLEASURE, AND FATHER, I THANK YOU FOR JESUS CHRIST WHO FELT PAIN SO THAT WE COULD FEEL LOVE. THE BEAUTY OF JESUS TAKES AWAY ALL OF YOUR PAIN, ALL OF YOUR SHAME AND ALL OF YOUR INFERIORITY. YOU WILL BEGIN TO FEEL ESTEEMED AND YOU WILL NOT FEEL CAST OUT. LIVING FOR THE GLORY OF GOD, THE JOY OF GOD AND THE BEAUTY OF GOD. WONDERFUL MESSAGE. LOVE ALWAYS, DIANE

 

APRIL 16, 2015

 

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

 

I PRAY AGAIN THAT YOU RESTORE MY HEALTH, MY JOY, MY HAPPINESS, MY PEACE, MY FAMILY AND JUST EVERYTHING THAT HAS BEEN BROKEN AND HURT IN MY LIFE.  I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO PRAY ANYMORE BECAUSE I HAVE PRAYED AND PRAYED AND PRAYED FOR RELIEF AND RESTORATION.  I AM JUST A HUMAN BEING WHO HAS NOT DONE ANYTHING TO HURT ANYBODY. PLEASE RESTORE MY HEART AND MY SOUL AND MY BIRTHMARKS AND MY HERNIA AND MY HEALTH.  PLEASE LET MY TRUE MOM KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE HER AND HOW MUCH I AM TRYING TO REACH HER.  PLEASE LET ME HOLD HER AGAIN IN MY ARMS AND TELL HER HOW MUCH I LOVE HER TO HER FACE.  PLEASE, I PRAY.  PLEASE LET ME SEE MY NEPHEW EMMETT AND MY BROTHER AGAIN.  PLEASE HAVE MERCY AND COMPASSION ON ME, I PRAY. PLEASE POUR YOUR LOVE DOWN UPON ME, LORD JESUS AND FATHER.  PLEASE LET ME EXPERIENCE THE BEAUTY OF SPRING AGAIN, I PRAY. IN JESUS’ GLORIOUS, BEAUTIFUL AND HOLY NAME.

 

APRIL 22, 2015

 

DEAR LORD JESUS, HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT,

 

I PRAY THIS EVENING THAT YOU HEAL AND RESTORE ALL THAT IS BROKEN AND HURTING IN ME. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND YOUR WAYS AT ALL AND WHY YOU HAVE LET ME DETERIORATE LIKE THIS BECAUSE I DID NOT DO ANYTHING TO HURT ANYBODY AND I HAVE BEEN SO FAITHFUL AND SO HOPEFUL. PLEASE HAVE MERCY AND COMPASSION UPON ME AND SHOWER YOUR LOVE AND BLESSINGS DOWN UPON ME AND MY FAMILY.  I NEED MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS SO MUCH RIGHT NOW FATHER AND LORD JESUS.  PLEASE HELP ME, I PRAY.  IN JESUS’ BEAUTIFUL AND GLORIOUS AND HOLY NAME.